hey guys :/ as you mightve noticed i've been gone far longer than expected. what was a few days turned into a monthish??? much more than what i had originally asked for to begin with. first of all i dont wanna point fingers and say this group scared me bc thats the farthest from the truth. yall have been so loving since day one. i have come here after the longest hiatus ive ever been in and been having a rough time with that ig and my writing included. i dont wanna leave but i also know it wouldn't be fair to let me slip in here. i guess i flew way too close to the sun, sort of burned myself out if i could use that metaphor. i went ahead and joined a big group when i maybe wasnt ready. that of im self sabotaging myself which ive done before too. and i love writing. i love it so much but truthfully i havent been able to do it much of it these past days. i hate this feeling more than anything guys. i dont wanna let go of my lovable goof but if i stay id be hogging him. for now id have to step back and get myself in order??? mostly get my mojo back in a way. maybe later on i can comeback hopefully as him again but for now i'll see you guys :/
-ani
















