no i actually want a lifting partner or to at the very least live with someone who is into training. also why does it take so much time to really learn to train.

and of course he flirted with me because men are like that. “you don’t wanna get a kink in your back” then he winked at me and I did the horse mouth click thing back without really much thought to bring it down to bro level.

the planet fitness dude who definitely takes far too much advantage of the tanning bed was literally my energy about the gym personified. it really is a specific kind of crazy that goes that hard for strength training.

I’m developing very very light vitiligo on my cheeks. I hope it gets more noticeable!

hey sexy!

oh…em gee I’m training legs ASAP. my fucking kneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

also I feel like I’m only ever organized for a week and then I fall off the wagon or things pile up. I assume I’m overdoing it in some areas and underdoing it in others. And I’m slacking on Nietzsche which I really don’t want to lose too much there (and I won’t because I have to discuss it weekly with a friend anyway).

I forgot how much contempt people have for service workers just off rip.

alright edibles no more. uppers and hallucinogens only.