i hate how funny greg doucette is.

remember when the weeknd was black making 'grown folk business' music for zellenials. i do.

I think I need to walk and just cry in the woods

was getting dumb stressed about my car and to be fair...it is extremely stressful. a bit of an aside but i dont wanna be one of those people who gets into 'you choose to be stressed'. like no. but how can i make it manageable? i wrote out how im going to attempt to address my car tomorrow, ive switched my grocery order to delivery, and im going to ask my roommates for a ride to the gym. i am also able to pick up some hours at work to make up for the money im bleeding on lyfts. and i can appreciate the fact that i do not pay rent and get help from relatives for groceries. woosah. oh and im going to take advantage of this slow day to do some other administrative things for my life.

wait ive always wanted to do that gyaru photobooth thing. what's it called?

my roommate said I am the most hygiene oriented person she knows but wouldn’t say how specifically.

SHIT! good morning ladies omg I haven’t said that in days. did it make a difference?

it’s the creatine -_- aka causing tingling, numbness, and overall arthritic symptoms in my fingers and forearms. I’m going do a test run of stopping for a week, going down to just 3mg a day and seeing if that helps.