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No! I don't take it in a bad way. Should I ever, I'll probably just cry. Just remember those are the hormones and I have the levels of carrying two babies. Going to have to check in the stores, make them traveling snacks. Sounds like it'd be a good quick grab and eat while we're on the road. Can't believe you've been taking your free time to read that in between. When there's so much other stuff you could be doing for your band, or even just yourself. I love you. No, I know, I don't trust everything on there. Do think the place I'm talking about is real, I googled them and it is a real charter place. Not possible, plus you can talk to them while I'm sleeping and I won't even notice. Was more worried about the shock, because you never really know if that's a good thing or bad, but they do seem excited. Just let me know when and I'll be there. I've seen so many edits scrolling online that I've saved or been unable to not giggle at. You were so happy in New York, I loved seeing you that so happy. Thank you baby, I know it's just a lot adjusting to a body changing so fast. Best crab cakes in town and now I wish I had gotten more but I'll survive.

I'll definitely keep in mind that if you ever start crying at something I said that it's probably hormones, but I'm still going to make sure that you're okay and also ensure it wasn't something I said that hurt your feelings. The amount of random snacks we're accumulating in the bus is kind of funny to see. I think the most random thing I've seen on this bus aside from now was a bunch slim jims. It's the only real time that I get for myself and I need prepare, so I can be a good father and partner. I'm not taking this lightly at all and the guys know this too. I love you too, sweetheart. Is it really? Well, I'm glad that it is a real thing. I fully plan on talking to them when you're sleeping. Need them to memorize my voice. The shock was there, but they were shocked because I was finally giving them grandkids. I bet my mom was up in arms because her son is finally settling down a bit. We'll figure out a day together, how about that? Are you laughing at the ones where I'm jumping around and shaking like a lunatic? Because I can't blame you. New York is my second happy place. No need to thank me at all. I know it's an adjustment for you, but just remember that I love you and think you're the most gorgeous woman I've ever laid eyes on.

as you should, because my love for you is endless, pookie. we've been through too much together not to have this. i'd never miss a show by you, it's an event, i know. i'm sure, and in time i'll make friendly with her and we can all hang sometimes, but never forget our time, my sweet joe. you'll have to tell me your story of meeting sophie, by the way.

At this point, if I just had you and Charlie showing up to my shows I'd be the happiest dude out there. The two loves of my life. Nat can come, but she'll be fourth wheeling. You're right though, we've all gone through so many waves of emotions and life changes together. Couldn't have asked for better friends slash family. Thank you for coming out, by the way. It was nice seeing you there and having that support. Oh nonsense, I can never forget our time. It's not a very long story of how we met, but we actually met on a dating app.

Fair, at this point my judgement on things may not be the strongest, because the second my mind is focused on something doesn't matter as long as it hits the spot. Has to have been years, do they even make them anymore? You can go into labor a lot earlier, some doctors even suggest setting up an induction date so that nothing happens so that you don't go too overdue either. Doesn't Tik Tok know everything these days? Either way, I do know there are charter companies so that should we need, we can figure out some kind of emergent travel. Babies in the next few weeks will be able to really hear your voice so now is the best time. Think they were really happy when we called them know when we're in Massachusetts at the end of July we're going to have to find a way to stop in and see them. Already competing with women who identify as a mic stand now, while I'm becoming a small beluga. You missed out it was delicious. Know there's one thing I need to have before we leave Maryland, crab cakes. Want some? I'll pick them up even.

And I hope you know that I'm not saying that in a bad way! I know that your taste buds right now are a little different than many, but I'm going to support your love for whatever it is you're currently craving. I think they still make them? I know lunchables are still a thing, but I don't know about the pizza version of it. That's what I've read about it too. In between breaks I've been reading the 'What to Expect when You're Expecting' book and I've been learning...a lot. I feel like that yes and no...but a lot of things on there can be AI, so who really knows. We'll figure it out before we near the end of it and you can't travel anymore. You're about to get sick of me — I'll be talking to the babies every single morning and night before bed. They were and they were shocked to say the least, but so excited to be grandparents. I agree though, we'll have to do dinner with them. I'll set it all up. I still think that's funny that fans are identifying as a mic because of that one night. The guys have also been sending me edits of me from New York's night one. Hey hey, you are not a small beluga. Don't say that, you're growing our babies and I think that's special and you look gorgeous. Now crab cakes I can get behind, so yes please!

you expect me to see him like this and not want me to get him pregnant?

PRIVATE: At this point I'd argue any pizza is delicious but I'm pregnant so I'll let you have Chicago pizza. I'd take lunchable pizza at this point. Which I get is not pizza! Know once we get there I'll feel a lot better and settled but I also know pregnancy is unpredictable, especially with twins. There's some amazing charter companies. I've heard of one call Amalfi but I don't know if that's actually real or just a tik tok thing.... Don't worry once I can't travel with you I'll basically be begging them. Right now they're still too small to listen to reason. I'm really excited to tell them, I just really hope they're excited. Know one baby is a lot, but two and add in two girls tagging along. I agree, tell them off limits and not to get cheeky at Christmas time with toy drums. Yeahhh you're not going shirtless at your shows. I'm saying that now. Perfectly normal! Why isn't it normal? Oh, yay! Okay, we can do that.

PRIVATE: I was just about to be like...your opinion is void because you like most things right now. A lunchable pizza? Whoa, now that's something. I also can't remember the last time I had one of those. That's what I've read so far about pregnancy and especially with twins. I read you can also go into labor a lot sooner because twins. Which that has me a little nervous. I love that you got this information off tiktok — you're really adorable. You'd be talking to them daily too right? And warning them? I know they won't be able to understand what I'm saying, but at least they'll hear my voice. Oh baby, they're going to be thrilled about the news. They're going to be their first grandbabies and they get two of them, plus two extra adorable little girls who they will love so much. Once we get to that age, I'll be warning them. We don't want them keeping us up at all hours of the day or waking us up bright and early. Not going shirtless at any show? What if I'm in the zone and I end up taking it off? I'm not going to argue with you, beautiful. It's perfectly normal and you can have all of it!

you have, and a lot, might i add. i'm glad to hear that and hope touring is going really well. and i love you too. i'll go to philly so see you very soon. as if i'd not make all the time in the world for you, because - it's you! i'm sure it'll be the best show as well.

I really do feel the love all the way here, pookie. The feeling is completely mutual though! It's been going really well, I couldn't have asked for a better summer. Will you really? This is why I love you, man. I'll even get to introduce you to Sophie — you're going to love her. The pressure to make the show you attend the very best is on.

PRIVATE: Chicago is amazing, I don't deny it. You're allowed to be biased. I still think England is top rated, especially for a lot of things you don't have in America. We should look at your touring schedule, but that also makes this feel very real so maybe let's wait another week on that? We'll figure it out, I know how important your work is and should we need there are amazing charter companies you can get planes out of private should we need you to fly to me. We'll just hope these two don't like to blame games. I think I will, once I get passed twenty weeks we're essentially in the homestretch. These babies are going to have so much stuff we're going to need to tote around. I do need to buy another pair of baby docs since ... you know, didn't know back then. I have no doubt they'll learn a lot from you, but guitar could be fun. Can we skip drums? Figure it's comfortable but also doesn't show anything unless I raise my arms too much dancing but it's relatively dark so I don't think you can see my belly. Yes garlic bread baked with corn. Why? I think that sounds perfectly normal.

PRIVATE: Thank you for letting me biased. I also have to say that Chicago has the better pizza than any other state...specifically NY. You can definitely be biased about London being great. We can look at it whenever you're ready for that. There's no pressure at all and I know we'll figure it out once we do look at it, and like you said we could get a private plane to get me to you if that's what we need to do. I'm going to talk to them every night and tell them not to play any jokes or games on us. We can't do that right now. Maybe they'll actually listen to me. Twenty weeks...we've got time then. Everything will be fine, it's fine. I know that my parents and sisters are going to go crazy once we tell them. Two pair of baby Docs....I still can't believe it. We can definitely skip the drums. We just have to tell Wesley and Teddy not to teach them. I want you comfortable, so take them all. I'll go shirtless, I don't care. But at the shows, I don't think you have anything to worry about because it's so dark. Perfectly normal?? Mmm, sure sure. I can get you the ingredients for it though and we can bake it.

PRIVATE: The doctor we started with in Chicago is amazing, and I'm really grateful that we got to find that kind of doctor. Do need to figure out if we want these babies born here in the US or in England. Which I get, we can't exactly 100% plan for but once I'm to the point of I can't travel to have a situated doctor. We have time though. No, not silly at all. I can't pretend I don't want the same thing, but more out of worry which I know I can't do. Good I was hoping you would say that because I couldn't wait with either of the girls so waiting to know what these two are? Basically impossible I would have been sneakily trying to figure out on the screen. Makes sense, they wanted you to socialize and make friends. Sports always seem like a good way to do that but I was not a sporty person so we're going to hope they get that from you. We are officially at twelve weeks babe! I'm definitely starting to show so don't mind me wearing your shirts at show to look looser around my stomach. Also my cravings always start normal but I saw a tik tok of garlic bread with corn and I am now going to attempt not to cry until I get it.

PRIVATE: Chicago just has the best of everything, honestly. And yes I know that's me being biased as hell. Well, depending on where I am when it comes to tour we could base it off that? I know we'll get to that point where you won't be able to travel anymore and that's fine. I'm trying to figure out how to go about the shows and wanting to stay close just in case. I know we don't have to worry about that now, but it's never to early to. I hope as we get closer to their due date that you'll start to relax and not worry as much. Which yes, it's easier said than done. I'm glad that we're both on the same page here, it was going to be a real struggle for me if you said otherwise. I want to buy baby clothes as soon as we find out. Both of those and also want me to not annoy them every second of the day when I was young and on summer breaks. If anything, I can always teach them whatever we decide to get them in. Even if it's to play the guitar. The weeks are flying by and as much as I like it, I'm also like "holy crap". Steal whatever you want to be comfortable, I don't care at all. Always start normal? Ohhh. Garlic bread with corn? Like baked together??