jupiter

I had it all figured out. I knew everything that I was going to do. I also knew exactly how I was going to do it. 

As I got older, people began questioning me about my ventures and I began to get discouraged. 

How are you going to do it? Do you have this? Do you have that? I didn't have any answers for them. 

Truth is, I never really knew how. I just knew that all these things were going to happen. I felt it. 

I can feel it again now.

Dreams I forgot are coming back up and they can not be ignored.

I still want to save the babies. 

I am still going too.

Well, I think I am going vegan and he is going pescatarian.

I am just at a point where I am ready to give it up. I just feel heavy all the time. I will say that since I have started dating Spike I have gained a little weight. I still have been working out everyday and doing yoga everyday. Sometimes twice. To be honest, I don't know why I have been gaining weight. I guess my portion sizes of food have been bigger. I also have been really mixed up with my birth control and all. 

I just want to be back to normal and in balance.