marte⭐️🪽

im frightened

i dont like to jugde a book by its cover but some guy is looking at me non stop on the bus and i have such a strange feeling he wont stop smiling at me

im so alone nobody would miss me if i was gone

today i, sat in a church, made a decision, wish me luck:)

the fact that i know ill never be able to make any of my dreams come true is just sad and the main reason i find my life worthless and want to end it.

i had a really huge beeakfast and felt horribly guilty about it, bathroom was too close to our table so i had to be so strong not to relapse😭😭😭BUT i managed to skip lunch and instead of ice cream i bought fruit for merienda:) if i skip dinner or have something light like a soup i wouldve made it for the day:3

the moment i get everyone to leave ill kms

la envidia es el pecado del que estoy llena. mis poros sangran envidia, cada célula de mi cuerpo se alimenta de envidia así como mis pulmones funcionan gracias al aire que respiro.

i need him so bad this is pathetic

itd be better if i just kms