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does anyone have recommendations for writing hosting outside of google docs that I can keep semi-private?
i want to host my archive writing somewhere that i can password protect it bc i do NOT want my shit on ao3 in the wild, but most website/blog sites are now subscription so im torn,,,
I am not confident in my writing but i have several novels of oc writings in my archives i want to try to share, gdocs works but i feel like puts some people off.
Not my wheelhouse unfort but I have heard proton and ellipsus as both alternatives to google docs? Those are pretty much more 1:1 to gdocs, rather than an online archive though
I'm personally pretty down to read gdocs heheh but to each their own! The real ones will read your gdocs trust...
I don't know if ANY of these will suit your needs as I'm not an avid user myself, but places I've heard of for writing
dreamwidth
pillowfort
neocities (build your own site, but free)
wordpress
... though I also hear some people do host their writing directly on tumblr in fact. But I dunno how the mileage is on there!
i know things are hella grim in the nsfw/kink art circles especially in the last year --
but I'm hearing there's a NSFW-friendly ko-fi alternative built on atproto that's actively in the works, and being vetted by lawyers right now. as torrent-princess (OP) says, you should be able to swap out payment processors while keeping your account intact. this matters since even if stripe removes support, you'll still have a shop and all of your links intact. (ATproto is an infrastructure that bsky is built on, but is far bigger than bsky with far more opportunities.)
additionally, the Free Speech Coalition is working on a credit union specifically for adult work (including kink art) - here's the link so you can add your interest & support. Since this will be built by sex workers, there'll be far less risk of being debanked for spurious and puritanical reasons.
on a domain TLD level, there's an initiative here for a .furry domain built from the ground up by seasoned furries; it's unclear whether they'll support NSFW, but it's yet another promising turn of events for a group that's been similarly affected by censorship.
there are friends and allies out there helping to build a working parallel infrastructure. keep being vocal, keep supporting these initiatives when it's possible, and keep supporting your nsfw/kink artists. ♥
Just a reminder that the FSC credit union is specifically only for USA NSFW artists and writers and adult workers, in case anyone outside of the US got their hopes up there for a second. (I am very happy for the USA folks, but NSFW censorship is a global issue and we need global solutions - remember to support your NSFW/kink creators from all over the world, and to check if the changes coming apply to many or just citizens from only one country!)
Thankfully the Atprotocol is NOT USA only! And if you have any relevant coding skills, please consider volunteering to any one of these projects.
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since I realized this might come in handy again in the future HAHA~
subject to changes and additions >:3c
dashboard = wonderful place which still shows posts from people you actually follow, in chronological order of posting, no algorithm involved (!!!)
!!AND!! longform text posts are allowed to exist. a true joy!
tags actually exist and are useful. beautiful tool for organising your own blog and reblogs on it. plus, leave/read nice comments in the tags of a post :^D
you can EDIT posts you have made. good lord typos begone
@sinisterstrum #WOWWWW HE MOVES #this looks so good.... #it looks so natural too
THANK YOU!! At first / most of the way through I wasn't entirely confident that it would turn out any good, and all the effort would be wasted, but I'm very glad it came together at the last second HAHA
re: natural look... I love rotoscoped animation for precisely this reason, but as a totally amateur animator I find it's also pretty difficult to stylise :^D dr looks quite different from (actor) zhang luyi (who is a very handsome man, I must say -- even after staring at his face with great intensity for over 10 hours of making this), so it was tricky figuring out just how to make different features ... but, I feel like I learned a lot about face angles this way :D
@feathers-little-nest aaaa so gorgeous!
thank you!!!!! ehhehehe
the colour grading and backdrop from the drama/gifset itself was already very very gorgeous, so I feel like i got to take a nice shortcut, but it also definitely makes me feel like I have sooo much to learn about designing colours and setting :^D
@rudibekea #this is so freaking cool #love the way he moves
THANK YOU ! ! OTL OTL it means everything to me to hear that. it honestly is fucking captivating how much how a person moves oozes character (including where it comes to everyday people...)
and for dr yuezheng... composed, measured, and prim -- with just a touch of casualness.
with his game face on, it makes Me wonder just what's afoot :^D
OH!! and to that end! I realized I could set it to some original music I commissioned for the setting, so please enjoy the extra atmosphere :3c
@luyi thanks for tagging me and this looks awesome!!! #it makes it all worth it knowing that my niche gifs and my muse zhang luyi can inspire someone <3
Thank you for making it!!! it was such a treat to peruse all the zhang luyis in one place. i mentioned earlier, but it's incredible how different the characters move, even portrayed by the same actor... you've got excellent taste :^D and yeah, I was genuinely captivated by this one. it happened to fit a character/setting of mine, but all on its own, it's such a fantastic look. or maybe my bias for republican era aesthetics is showing LOL
thank you for letting me tag you as well and having such sweet things to say :D :D
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crimson peony (oc) i have a whole dissertation about htis
I wanted to draw ciel in his emo slut era -- or well, not era, but rather the emo yearning aspect of ciel which i dont usually depict at all
even though I'm not fully satisfied with the technical execution, there's a lot of merit in the meaning I've embedded in the art through the artistic choices
I definitely debated whether i would actually draw ciel in something this revealing but i think it reflects this aspect of his personhood very well…
the yearningest part of ciel is both vulnerable and slutty and half-obscured in shadow--the ribbon tied around his neck is both sensual and a bit suffocating, the open jacket baring his chest at first glance, raises the ambiguity of whether the flowers are blooming directly out of him or simply clasped there. either way, the illusion is there
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the placement of a petal by his mouth in addition to the flowers from his chest, conveys a callback to the hanahaki trope without being one to one. the feeling itself bears striking resemblance, but is not the same as unrequited love.
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for his expression, the parted lips give the impression of being just about to say something, struggling to breathe or to hold that emotion back
for his eyes, it's so darkly obscured by his hair and shadow that it's hard to tell if in addition to being weary, he may just be close to crying
and with the lighting itself, it's harsh, as ciel's feelings to himself feel 'impossible to hide (from)', like a searchlight beamed directly in your eyes, where it's irrevocable that you're caught
and simultaneously, as before, this is a very obscured part of him, even to himself, hence the drowning shadow where the other half remains completely unknown.
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and then, of course, the flowers themselves representing admiration, desire, and complicated passion. I'm especially happy with how the flowers turned out; they feel lurid and a bit like gore.
i'm fond of this art as a contrast to the regular art language I use for ciel's character--it's a completely different vocabulary (and incidentally one that makes dr's aesthetic make more sense by extent). Yearning twink is not the same as the twink presented to the world in the usual cream and white and aspirational blue-grey
For this art in particular, when I envisioned this portrait in terms of choosing a flower and what I wanted to portray, I was specifically thinking about ciel's messy feelings for zhou ren in the time before he’s able of confessing to him, or even accepting for himself, the desire to be close and the desire to have him as a person in his life.
This art was inspired/made to the atmosphere created by Ngây Thơ :]
Unfortunately, as a non-vietnamese speaker, I can only go off english translations of the lyrics. While I wouldn't say the lyrics themselves speak to the themes in the art, the art first visualized itself to me while I was marinating on the atmosphere of this song. Enjoy :D
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had a friend just ask me "jiu do you feel like…. when people tell you problems there is an expectation for advice or for you to solve them in some way"
i think if people tell me problems theres 1 of 2 ways i feel about it
I do not care, lmfao (leaves)
I care about you, and I want you to feel better about this problem you have
i think i'm primarily forming the opinion that it'll help to think about situations like this from the perspective of "the choice is mine" vs "there is something other people expect of me". it takes the guesswork out and lets you spend your time and energy where it matters to you.
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