‘ IT’S BECAUSE IT’S HARD , ’ he admits , feeling a bit of weight drop off his shoulders . another sigh , an ache in his chest — he feels a bit teary when he finally meets her gaze . ‘ it’s hard , jisoo . ’
and it’s a beat of silence with micah heaving and aching when he finally opens his mouth to speak . ‘ like , it’s always been you coming to me . it’s always been you leaning on me for comfort and reassurance . and i just.. i just don’t know how i’d even tell you . ’ it’s a stupid way of thinking , he knows . but it’s always been like this for him — placing someone else’s problem over his , solving that over his . ‘ you , out of all people , would know how hard it is for me to talk about problems . ’ because she knows every heartache , every bruise , every dirty little secret , every single one . ‘ and i’ve just been stupid or shallow enough to think you’d get a hint , even if i don’t say anything . ’
she wants to argue with his words, tell him that he’s WRONG and should have said something anything to her. but, there’s a voice inside of her telling her that she knows it wouldn’t be or couldn’t have been that easy. she had been practically put under manon’s spell, even if micah had the courage to speak up, would she have changed her ways ? she’s not so sure.
she collapses her head into her hands for a moment letting a wallowing silence fill the room around them. “ i know i just keep repeating it, but really micah, i’m sorry ... “ she sighs through the slits in her fingers. “ i was so wrapped up in everything that i ignored you and our friendship and ... and that wasn’t cool of me , “ she finally lifts her head before moving across the floor towards him, “ maybe i can make it up to you now ... unless it’s a day late and dollar short ... “
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