☆VENT!NG ☆

REPOST PLEASE I NEED MORE MTS ON IG

I fell like falling back into my old habits. I knida don’t want to bc in doing so good right now but also I don’t want to feel ok anymore. I want to be sad, depressed and i want to feel something. But nothing good will come from going back. Idk anymore..

Hiiiii I love your theme!!

I didn’t wash myself the whole week. It’s not even depression this time. I mean maby a little bit but its not like i cant get up Im just so used to this that I don’t feel like I have t, so when im tied i just go back to bed dirty.

I had more energy today so i did jirai inspired bingo. If someone wants to play…

I used to collect pinterest memes when i was depressed in 2022. I think its time to share wy :3

WHY MY BRAIN CANT WORK PROPERLY

Sorry for not posting ( as if anyone even cares) im currently going through mental breakdown and im dying my hair so i can pretend next version of me will be better.

Hiding in the toilet because i arrived too early. Like no im not gna sit in the classroom breathing like an air ventilator because my body after energy drinks cant function properly. So im just sitting here in smelly room, posting on tumbrl. How pathetic.

Someone gave me a candy today. Like a total random person from my religion class, that i maybe have spoken to twice. And he is a boy (ugly one) (no girlhood type of shearing food) so i was confused. I took it but didn’t eat it. Because Wdym magically some wants to speak with me. My mind is telling me that this candy was in trash before and they want to make fun of me…

I hope she thinks about me sometimes.

Trying to be nice and friendly but I’m starting to think that people see me just as annoying fuck not a silly introverted wierdo. I promise i have good intentions im just not used to interactions with others. TwT

Wanna be pink aesthetic jirai when i wear mostly black and can’t keep anything clean.

Why aren’t you answering us?