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things that make me feel more normal (feel less like a weirdo and more like a normal person):

Capuccinos/iced coffee w a straw

Studying for hours w my laptop and the ac on

Skincare

Umbanda/my religion

Pretending I'm recording those grwm vídeos

Seeing myself w makeup on

Talking to ppl irl abt my friends

Talking w my friends abt my classmates

Eating sushi

Talking about relationships w my friends

Stanley cups

Lipgloss

Chinese makeup

Red note and instagram

Playlists w no niche artists (or songs that r from this decade, bonus points if it's in my language)

Being gifted perfumes, skincare, makeup, etc

Good grades

Wash my hair

Eat fruit (tropical fruit)

My boyfriend being nice to me

Calling my friends "my friends"

Getting send cute videos instead of being the one who sends them

The show/movie I last watched isn't anime (bonus points if it's from this decade and not niche)

looking like I know tons of ppl

Literally me :>

Where are all the real losers?? The ones that don't have friends outside the internet, the ones who dont get social cues, the ones who are only labeled as "quiet", the ones that went years without speaking, the ones ppl stare weirdly at, the ones that only had books/drawings to spend time during free time, the ones who always message first, the ones that are never someone "best friend", the ones who don't belong, the ones who haven't had a "hangout" since birth, the ones who are never invited to anything, the ones that are ACTUALLY extremely outside the beauty pattern and the ones who only can tolerate their looks while wearing makeup. WHERE ARE MY PEOPLE??

Thanks to the internet I can experience some normal teen stuff that in real life I just can't have. That's why I'm so doomed.

Does anybody else feels this way too?

I love my online friends(i have like 5 of them). It's never a bother to talk to them, and I can't name one single bad thing about them (unless I am joking). They never make me upset, and I enjoy spending time w them. I don't even have to regulate my humor. We make fun of each other, but we still know boundaries. Oh, and 2 of them i have been friends w since I was in middle school, and they lowkey saved me.

But I feel like I just tolerate my irl hs friends(2?maybe?). I am just friends with them because i don't wanna be alone at school, I don't wanna look like a laser that has no friends. But honestly, we have nothing in common, and I don't enjoy being w them. Sure, they make me laugh sometimes, but anything(literally anything) makes me laugh. And they pmo a LOT. I can complain about them for hours, especially because they make fun of my eating disorder(which they know i have) and still misgender me(even tho they claim to be super woke just cos they r also lgbt) . The good side of this is that their behavior is giving me good stories to entertain my online friends. Am I an asshole for this?

Thx mom ^^ !! I'm so excited to taste everything !! 🍻🍻

Pls follow me on twt in case I get less active here

Dinner !!! Unfortunately my eating disorder is baaack😞😞

Hmm, so im looking for tips cos idk what to do, and I rly wanna improve. Also, I'm looking for something to make my eyes look bigger cos my glasses make them look too small ;-;

The Brazilian Portuguese subtitles for The Summer Hikaru Died on Netflix are awful. When Yoshiki asks if 'Hikaru' loves him, the subtitles say, "Você acha que eu sou legal?" ("Do you think I'm cool?") instead of something like "Você gosta de mim?" ("Do you like/love me?").

The biggest issue is that the word "suki" is correctly translated as "gostar"(to like) in another scene from the same episode. Even if the translation was based on both English and Japanese (which I personally doubt), the words "like" and "suki" still translate directly to "gostar" in Portuguese. In Brazilian Portuguese, "Você gosta de mim?" is commonly used to ask if someone has romantic feelings, just like in the original context.

Just got my first bf... what to do ? pls send help