“We need to have Gahye come here. At the moment it’s not safe for her and Wenli to be in Beijing — and it’s… it’s confusing if she is there and none of us are.” Lixue had already decided on splitting her time between Morocco and China, she just hadn’t dared to plan the journey. Appearing odd or weak was out of the question and the slightest mistake might turn into something that decided the end score. “Out of us four, who most likely will be heard by her?” Her eyes moved over to Meixu. ( @jinmeixu, @jinxiuying, @jinzhaohui )
“ she’s… she’s unwilling to come. for now at least. i don’t think lixun has any plans of coming back to the program, at least he’s back home. ” she left out the part where gahye had asked for meixu to go back to beijing if possible. as much as meixu would like to, she’s unsure if she’ll be able to fly alone or at all. even leaving the house felt like an impossible task. ( @jinzhaohui, @jinxiuying )
even though she had already decided, she allowed the silence to prolong. gathered all together, the gaping hole between the family was only more pronounced. “ i’ll go. zhaohui just left there, meixu is too OBVIOUS a choice ... ” her sister-in-law wouldn’t respond to pandering. “ i also have to talk to the palace staff about the ... ” forming the word was more difficult than she imagined. “ funeral. ” [ @jinzhaohui ]












