Nick, I had a panic attack 😢 so I found out a couple of days ago mhm that Emeloura is going to meet up with Jimbo and Brynn... And apparently Jimbo might ask you to hang out, like for brunch or something that's all I know. I got really excited about it and I wanted to make sure you'd come, I thought about making a Tumblr post that could prod you into going. Today I decided to do it, and I threatened and bribed you. What did I bribe? My voice. I ended up having a panic attack after posting, it was abrupt but I was breathing loudly and quickly I felt warm my vision was going blurry my body felt weak I felt like I was gonna throw up. I took it down... Now I feel better but I felt nauseous headachey and tearful for a little while.
I've had social anxiety since I can ever remember, I've never shared my voice on social media before... Too much of a shock it was.
