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No, I’m not mad at you anymore. I just don’t care. I liked you a lot and I thought that since you wanted to stay with me for months it meant you liked me too. But I guess you were just using me, and that part still hurts. Because I wanted to go on trips with you, I wanted you to come to game nights with my family, I wanted to live with you one day just the two of us, and I wanted to adopt a dog with you like we talked about, and I actually believed those things would happen. But then you threw everything away and didn’t even try to get it back. I gave you a chance to put everything behind us and go back to normal and you turned it down. I gave you a choice and you didn’t choose me, what was I supposed to do? I have to have a little more self-respect than that.

“Das Traurigste im Leben ist, wenn man dem Menschen Lebewohl sagen muss, mit dem man sein Leben verbringen möchte.”