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im genuinely so tired of existing. i have friends but all of them are pretty much exclusively friends i play video games with. i cant talk to anyone but my boyfriend which is nice but its. nothing in the end. im just fucking tired. im so tired and ive been tired. ive been trying. ive been doing better. but it doesnt matter when it all fucking falls down again i stopped drinking, i cant sleep, meds dont help, im so stuck it would be so easy to just fucking give up and im pretty much there i feel fucking crazy and the only people i can talk to about it are gone. talking doesnt help. nothing fucking helps anymore more. im just fuckingg stuck. how the fuck am i not supposed to look at an easy way out in this situation. how the fuck is it not expected for me to eventually follow through w it. ive done everyhting else and thats the fucking last thing. im tired. im just so tired. i can’t think straight.  my mental is worse.  no one is there. im  tired and im sorry.  i dont know what  to do.  nothingn is real  and no one is  thre. i’m tired. i’m sorry.