A Simple Meme Boy

Hi, I’m Rose Lalonde and I miss my wife. Here is what I remember of her. She was taller than me, had short hair that I enjoyed playing with, smooth horns, pale grey skin, broad shoulders and basically no curves. She had a relatively deep voice too, it was nice. I was…kind of a disaster on the meteor, but I don’t recall how she reacted to that.

We ended up getting married, same as in canon, and we had an outdoors wedding which was stupidly bright and sunny. Everyone went trickster at our wedding but I don’t think it got too out of control. I may have gone trickster too, and I don’t remember if the trolls did. I think Jade did?

We lived with Dave, Karkat and sometimes Jade, even before we got married because Dave and I were really close and after the meteor the idea of living so far apart was weird.

We both worked in the brooding caverns most of the time. We were technically queens of the carapace kingdom (alongside Roxy & Calliope who we ended up really close to) but we didn’t really have a lot to actually do there. Dave and Karkat adopted two grubs, but after they died pretty early we ended up looking after them.

When I one day finally decided to play the rain, you came with me to LOLAR.

I was having some issues with my parents, mostly my dad, and once they left the house, I grabbed the phone. The first time I called, no one answered. A robotic voice said something along the lines of “We’re sorry, no one is able to talk to you right now. Please try again later.” So I did. 10 minutes of petting my cat later, I tried again. I was met with someone who said ‘Welcome to the trans lifeline. How may I help you?’ and little me just went “….Hi. I’ve never done this before..” and they laughed and told me what the do- they’re a group of transgender people who will happily help any transgender person who calls. Its for crisis’s or just any issues. They will offer resources and will only call authorities if you give them permission. I introduced myself- my age, name and pronouns/identity. The man introduced himself at Jim (Or John, the connection was kind of bad), he was also transgender male, and we talked for a bit. I told him about my family and experiences, and he was very helpful. He gave me a few numbers in my state that are helpful for me, and I almost cried. We talked for about 20 minutes before my parents got home. I panicked and was like ‘Hnghn my parents are home I really need to go.” and he was like “Okay, Alex. Call back if you need to, I hope this was helpful.” He was totally used to people needed to go quickly, and I felt so much better. 

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If he/she/they

Controls what you wear or acts upset when you wear what you want

Wants you to stay inside to themselves constantly

Get jealous over everyone

Cry or get mad when you have a problem and blame themself

Let you be completely dependent on them (or make it out to be that you could)

Tell you they can’t live without you

Make you feel the need to be whatever they want you to be

Make you feel like you’re walking on eggshells or should be

Cause you to cry at night because you love them so you won’t leave them but you’re confused

Cause you to feel like you’re in a cage

They. Are. Toxic.

It does not matter if they “mean to”

They are still toxic

They are still causing you pain

Your relationship is most likely codependent and/or emotionally abusive

You need to get out of that relationship

It will hurt

But as someone who has been there

It is much better to leave and cope

Than to not leave and have them leave you alone

Or to continue being emotionally abused

It’s serious

It is not “how he thinks a relationship should be”

It is not “his jealousy”

It is:

Potentially emotionally abusive

Draining

Painful

Potentially codependent

Damaging

Toxic

Toxic

T o x i c

I’ve been there, did that more than once because they will manipulate you. Even if they don’t mean to.

You w o n t be able to handle it if you don’t get out.

It is unhealthy

If this sounds like your relationship

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