kitās face split into a grin.Ā ālaura richards? criminal psychologist?ā he said, echoing the opening words of her tv series.Ā āsheās, like, the leading expert on the psychology of violence in the uk. sheās incredible.ā kit could go on about laura richards forever; her entire series was basically about how shitty, abusive men become killers, and how domestic violence is one of the greatest predictors of homicidal behavior. he tsked,Ā āyeah, i know. but my lungs donāt give a shit about anything besides, like, pollen. if thereās pollen they go batshit.ā also dust, and the cold, and cigarette smoke, and exercise. asthma really was a fucking bitch.Ā
he nodded, taking his foot off his lap and stretching that leg out in front of him.Ā āi mean, yeah. ribs vary in size, yāknow? some are really big and some are really small.ā kit licked his lips, his mind finally realizing what, exactly, the implication of human remains were.Ā āitās⦠it could just be, like, regular remains, yāknow? maybe they were buried, like, hundreds of years ago or something.ā kit hoped. this whole conversation was suddenly feeling quite real, and he pulled his legs closer to himself, folding them, and crossing his arms in front of his body.Ā
āoh, of course,ā kit insisted.Ā āitās- supernatural activity definitely impacts our senses. i mean, during demonic encounters, people say they smell sulfur, or when people walk through haunted houses they feel cold patches.ā the spiritual realm and the physical realm were a lot more linked than most people thought. kit was pretty sure heād seen in a documentary once about string theory, that explained that alternate universes were both infinitely far and mere millimeters away. thatās roughly how kit thought the spirit realm worked, except, sometimes, they could connect. he had to pull himself back to reality; he couldnāt think about that shit when he was high.Ā
kit followed her story with the rapt attention only someone who was completely baked could muster. she had a point; the bear was a totally implausible thing, though kit had been prepared to accept it as another bizarre harbinger. or perhaps the bear had even run away in fear of something. but, what else could it be? āwhaddya think?ā he prodded, leaning in towards her. at the mention of edith lynch, kit leaned in even closer, uncomfortable close, eyes wide and unblinking and fascinated, visibly on the edge of his seat. the theory was⦠bleak, definitely bleak, but kit couldnāt deny it.Ā āi think youāre right. i think youāre exactly right. these,ā he leaned back, gesticulating wildly with his hands.Ā āthese massive⦠spiritual⦠demonic activities require a lot of⦠of energy. maybe they canāt start it out of nowhere. maybe it⦠whatever it is⦠maybe itā¦ā kit run a hand through his hair, tufts sticking up as he pulled it away, completing the crazy conspiracy theorist look.Ā āmaybe itās like a tulpa. like, thereās this theory that the men in black arenāt people, or aliens, but tulpas that feed off of fear and paranoia. what if this⦠this demon or whatever, what if it gets energy the same way? what if it needs to feed off fear in order to get stronger. so it can do, like, little things in the physical realm,ā kit held his hands about two inches apart, āand then harnesses those emotions until it can do bigger, and bigger, and bigger,ā kit slowly expanded the space between his hands with each adjective,Ā āthings untilā¦ā he put his hands down, growing quiet. this was the end, wasnāt it? it was obvious. he glanced up at jess.Ā āuntil thereās a new edith lynch.āĀ
If Jessās head hadnāt been in a cloud of cotton balls, she might have remembered to note the name down and save it for later. Instead, she just grinned widely at Kit, inspired by his passion.Ā āWeāll have to watch it sometime,ā She told him, hoping heād be the one to remember so she didnāt have to. Jess was less into murders and more into the Bigfoots of the world. Killing didnāt get her senses and curiosity going, unexplainable situations did. āI get that. Bodies suck big time.ā She admitted, looking down at her jeans and the fraying holes in them, picking at some thread. Hell, if she could have had a different body with different organs, something flat and lean, she would have. But maybe that was a conversation for another time, not now while raccoon bones and dead nuns were floating around in her head.
āMaybe.ā She agreed,Ā āBut donāt bones turn to dust eventually? I mean, if they donāt fossilize? I donāt know, how long can bones be buried for before they break down? Do they break down?ā She wondered, no clue about bones after they hit the hundred-year mark.Ā Nodding some more though, Jess stopped playing with her jeans and looked beside herself at the raven-haired boy.Ā āI mean, it was no sulfur but that was my first thought... First thought after a dead body, anyway, which we found out it was so most of us were right in that aspect.ā She commended the BAU team and their skepticism that never ruled out the bizarre and unusual.Ā āIām still trying to think of reasons for the scream, by the way.ā She brought up.Ā āItās weird that nobody really talks about it anymore, but it was really freaky. I mean I didnāt hear it, which is just - you know, a killer.ā Because how frustrating was it to investigate something she didnāt even experience but a lot of other girls in the dorms did,Ā āBut it happened. Too many people heard it for it to just be someoneās imagination. Or something made up.ā She pressed, that little part of the entire mystery bugging her the most. She wanted to know what it was, why it happened, what it could have been. Woods donāt just scream at you in the dead of night for no reason. Was it just the wind? Who was to know?
She listened to Kitās tulpa theory, nodding slowly but wondering if it was too outside the box. Jess didnāt believe things happened like they did in movies. If aliens existed, she wasnāt so sure theyād come down in big space ships with green faces and probing fingers either. She was probably the only person in the world who had enjoyed Bird Box though, so that spoke volumes on what her conceptual ideas looked like.Ā āYou might be right but I think if you were, more people would feel it, donāt you think?ā She frowned, wondering what else laid in the history of the school that they didnāt know about.Ā āI...ā She began, looking out suddenly at the trees and feeling her skin prickle at the thought. Jess swallowed, looking into the darkness with wide eyes, fear in her gut although she sat with ease.Ā āI feel like somethings out there. I told Jace, I donāt know what but I just feel like thereās something going on and the school is covering it up almost like theyāve done it before.ā She looked at Kit then.Ā āDonāt you think itās weird how quick they sent us to Stowe? Almost like they have an emergency plan for when weird shit happens?ā