Jessika's place to say shit

I found big wishes. Soooo beautiful

He is my hero. Honestly. I've been going through a lot of shit lately. These past few months something has triggered me, and my anxiety has shot through the roof. The people I love have been abandoning and betraying me. When I have panic attacks I often feel like this world is the most ugliest, disgusting, piece if shit. I contemplate suicide over and over in my head. I usually blast My Chemical Romance in my ears, and it helps. It relaxes me. No one else is there to help me, or to tell me things will be okay.. They have saved me in more ways than one. I have soo much passion for this band. When I talk to peers and friends about them, I usually start to tear up, because this band man.. They are so amazing. They save me. They help me reach the goals for myself. They help me carry on. I am so sad they are over, but I will ALWAYS love them and their music. Their memory will ALWAYS carry on in my heart. And when I have kids, I will sing to mcr in the car with them. And when they're older and feel lost and alone, I hope they will turn towards the music that saved me. Thank you My Chemical Romance.

Drew this for my sister

Drew this for my dad, he loves rhinos.

guys: ew, fat chicks

I drew this for my mom for Mother’s Day, she loves elephants. Now I’m getting started on a polar bear drawing for my sisters 18th birthday next week.. Shhhh it’s a surprise ;)

Why do I watch romance movies when I'm sad? It doesn't help!!

Sugar or salt? SALT!! I could never live without that shit!!

It used to be what motivated me to get out of bed.. I used to be completely screwed if I didn’t smoke before school every morning.. I used it to escape the hurt I was going through. Now? I’m starting to hate it.. People I love waste all their money on it.. Whenever I want to have a serious conversation with them I can’t cus they’re high. They risk getting in big trouble. They stop caring about the future. They become lazy and unmotivated. They become careless and neglectful. I am not saying I am against it, cus I’m not. But it IS a gateway drug.. And smoking it EVERYDAY any chance you can get is too much. Here and there is fine, but if it becomes a daily thing you’re just going to start throwing relationships and your life away without even noticing. If you’re going to choose to smoke pot.. Be responsible about it.. Don’t be stupid and throw your life down the garbage disposal. Also.. don’t let it persuade you to try any other drugs.. Cus other drugs without a doubt WILL screw your life up.

Lets just make the most of life cus it's short man!!

Hahahaha

Push overs bother me.. it's like stand up for yourselves guys!!..Yet I myself am probably the biggest pushover out there.. So why don't I take my own advice?

Please, Light me some fire, Lead to safety, Bring me home to Reality.

Are butts just upper thighs..?

Where does the word “teddy” come from in the term “teddy bear”?

..People who do not confess to masturbation are no friend of mine.. Boring motherfuckers

My drawing of Gerard Way.. If you don’t know who he is you can just go screw yourself with sandpaper