Where's your fire tonight?

So is it okay??

Sure, I don’t see a problem with it. Once you go inside you’ll see that there’s a ton of people with shorter skirts. I’m Jesse by the way, you’re new, aren’t you?

I’ll be lucky if I ever get into third year. I really do hope there won’t be any disasters because I think we’ve had enough of them to last a lifetime…but a date sounds good. Really good.

Nah you’ll get in, they seem to love you, understandably. We could fill a whole vending machine up with our disasters. Okay, a date! Is it weird that I already kinda planned it?

Uh... it’s definitely not too long.

Boo, you suck. It’s a fair deal, I suppose. So, um…have you thought about, you know…us, at all? Whatever we’re going to do?

I know that I can be distracting as hell and I don’t want to ruin your chances of getting into third year. Well I... I miss you a whole lot, like, an insane amount.. But I don’t wanna rush into anything in case of a disaster or something. Disaster is the wrong word, I just can’t think of the right one. But uh... ( chuckles ) why am I so nervous right now? God... Do you wanna go on a date with me or something? See how things go from there, y’know?

Ugh fine then, at least gimmi a piece of your watermelon.

‘Deal with you’? Please, you’re a blessed distraction from school work that I want to avoid so desperately. Now is good, yeah. 

Yah, I don’t want to distract you! Twenty minute break from catching up and then go straight back to doing it, okay?

Can we talk? I feel like we haven’t had a chance to talk things out.

Sure, we can talk. We haven’t really, you’ve been crazy busy catching with work so I assumed you didn’t have time to deal with me, but I’m up for talking now if you got time?

What? Of course it does, if you’re not okay then I wanna do something to fix it.

I don’t expect us to get back together at all, Jesse. I don’t expect anything. Just do whatever you need to do.

Right... are you like, doing good or whatever?

So…you haven’t moved on? I’m not going to have to fight tooth and claw to get you back? I really don’t mean to run off, I’m just bad at dealing with things. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Don’t hate me, I’ll be better, I promise.

Not emotionally, no. I mean we’re not just gonna get back together, I need to get my head around this and... stuff. I don’t hate you, I could never hate you. I just— I have a lot to think about right now.

I don’t want you to have to wait for me. I just want you to be happy. I can promise you that I’ll try. 

I’m the happiest when I’ve got you beside me. You need to start talking to me, you can’t keep running off.

It’s not you. It’s me. I just keep fucking things up and expecting you to wait around for me. I’m so sorry, Jesse, I really am. I’m not leaving again, I promise.

I don’t know what’s worse to be honest, the fact that you expect me to wait or the fact that I’m always waiting. You can’t promise me that, don’t lie.