Actually my biggest fear is that I will never reach my goal
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@jenna-lnly
Actually my biggest fear is that I will never reach my goal

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I'm soo tired, but all these thoughts haunt me at night.. so I spend half of the night crying
Can't do this anymorreeeee
"I didn't know you struggle with food"
- that's the problem
I HATE IT when I actually got my control back and than my ass gets ill !!!!
I'm stuck between 46-48 kg for almost a year now
pretty embarrassing tbh ๐ค
its not like im planning my whole life around this
nvm keep trying right

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I JUST CHANGED THE BACKROUND COLOR TO PIIINK ๐๐๐
didn't know that was possible to do ๐ฎโ๐จ
FASTING-DIARY๐ญ
I will take u with me during my
"134h (~5days)" fast !
โก๏ธ FAIL ๐
Start: sunday, 11.01 19pm
End: saturday, 17.01 9/10am ๐ค
monday
Weight: 48,4kg
Symptoms: slightly freezing
Hunger: low
sleep quality: good
tuesday ๐
Weight: 48,1kg (at night 47,7kg)
Symptoms: headaches (took some salt afterwars litteralle just a pinch + magnesium)
Hunger: low/no
sleep quality: BROO ITS 2:30am WHY DO I ALREADY FEEL SOO DIZZY plus my arms kinda shake it feels disgusting
was so tired obviously just slept, but stood up for some salt but tbh i don't know if this is helping
so basically i HAD TO quit, it was such an disgusting feeling like i had to threw up i was so dizzy, my whole body was shaking like wtf it was just 55hours but basically i ate 2 rice cakes in 40min because it was so hard to eat bc i felt so dizzy.
the night from tuesday to wednesday โฌ๏ธ
wednesday (not fasting)
Weight: 47,3kg
binged and threw it up
mentally completely screwed up... I was clean for almost 5 months kinda thought i wouldn't do it anymore (mia)
but after purging i ate some joghurt
thursday (not fasting)
Weight: 47,2kg
I wont fast but I will eat less than 650kcal tdy
friday (Next fast till saturday)
but I will just note my weight down bc its not a long fast
Weight: ...kg
Symptoms:
Hunger:
sleep quality:
BY THE WAY
My most common reason for breaking a fast -> Severe dizziness, shaking, and not being able to stand up
so if someone has tips, share them please๐