each other

A radical mindshift that I have yet to make but need to soon: Absolutely no “communication” between my values and those of others, between my performance and that of others. I want to be a self-motivated, self-driven machine; I want any external evaluations to be effortless reflections of my daily practices. There is a fine balance between working with society and being a product of it. In this world, but not of it. 

mom

my wife

when ingmar bergman said “if your tooth hurts, your tongue keeps going there. you’re always conscious of a wound”

i dream of a world where it’s easy to tell people you’re gay and hard to tell people you’re going to major in film 

theres nothing wrong with film students but they should all be quarantined until like their 3rd year in the program. theres an option for an early release for good behavior in the 2nd if they can make it through a whole viewing of dead poets society without any comments about shot composition or how they would’ve done it better 

every once in a while though their probation officer drops by wearing a disguise and says “i’m going to watch princess diaries 2, want to join?” And if they roll their eyes theyre back in the slammer no parole 

*raises hand* not filmmaker or anything but as someone who hates princess diaries movies I would roll my eyes and be sent to a school I never went to

You’ll be sent straight to Hell