sometimes the love you have for people makes you excuse their mistake... and sometimes love makes you abandon yourself in the process without even knowing... and also while knowing but not caring as much anymore because you just can't help but to love that person past their mistakes because deep down you know people make mistakes & making mistakes is a part of growing... until that person keeps on making the same mistakes & you tell yourself they love you so they'll change, it just takes time .... until they don't & you're just sitting there hurt & mad at yourself wondering how you even let it get this far & you realize that it all comes down to that one word.... "love". which is why a part of me hates the thought of love.... because no one really knows what love is... they only know what they're taught in life & it hurts because love is really never experienced unless it's taught right... but how can it be taught right if no one really knows what it is? & how can we say people do know what it is if it's not being taught the correct way? π«©
