Jazzy Scorpio

فماذا أقول؟

So what can I say?

 أحبك جدًا…

I love you so much…

أحبك جدًا وأعرف أني أعيش بمنفى

I love you so much and I know that I’m living in an exile

وأنت بمنفى

you’re living in an exile too

وبيني وبينك

And between us..

ريحٌ

wind

وغيمٌ

And clouds

وبرقٌ

And lightning 

ورعدٌ

And thunder

وثلجٌ ونـار

snow and fire

وأعرف أن الوصول لعينيك وهمٌ

and I know that reaching your eyes is just an illusion

وأعرف أن الوصول إليك

And i know that reaching you

انتحـار

Is suicide 

ويسعدني

And i’m glad

أن أمزق نفسي لأجلك أيتها الغالية

to rip myself off for you, precious

ولو خيروني

If I were to choose

لكررت حبك للمرة الثانية

I would repeatedly fall in love with you again and again. ✨️🖤

Desert Rose 🖤

I dream of you

the way a root dreams of rain

deep in the dry earth,

reaching, breaking, whispering

for one drop to keep it alive.

I desire you the way fire desires air

hungry, restless, burning only when you come near.

How are you so rare, so beautiful?

Not only your dark eyes,

but the quiet world you hide behind them

a garden no one else has seen,

a night full of soft secrets.

I am a dreamer.

A thirsty, lonely soul in the wide desert,

walking under a hard sun,

waiting for the drops of your love to fall on my cracked skin

so I can survive one more day, one more night.

I wait for my rare black rose

To open her petals in my empty hands,

To make my chest breathe,

To make my tired eyes light with love.

​But the wind only blows the sand.

I reach out to a mirage.

I dream...

In vain.

I dream of you.

I dream and dream in vain.

Yet even in vain,

the desert still listens for your footsteps,

and the dry root still hopes for rain.