Good Vibes

Hi it’s been a while

Thinking about my life.  I’ve tried so many things.  I’m decent at all of them.  I’m good at no single thing.  I hate it.  I can compete in video games, sports, music/jazz, cooking, IT smarts, etc.  Every single time I try to exceed at one of these things, I fail.  I cannot bring myself to dedicate my time and practice and get good at only one thing because I feel that without the other things, my life will become boring.  I’ve never been able to sit down and practice music, for example.  After a while it becomes boring to me and I want to move on to something else.  Do I expect too much variety in life?  I don’t know what to do because my stance on this has made it miserable to participate in anything because I know that I will never be one of the best in whatever I’m doing at the time.  I feel like this ties into my general “don’t know what I want to do with my life” feeling.  There are so many things I am interested in doing or learning about, but I’m too indecisive to pick a path and stick with it.

Update on the new hire from hell

Update on the new hire from hell