Kashif

I wish there was a painkiller except for brain fog. Like when your head is full of gunk you could just take a pill with a glass of water and lie down for 15 minutes and your head would be cleared just like that.

can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

Going into one of those rage rooms where you're allowed to wreck everything, but I brought a screwdriver and a seam ripper and I'm just going to peacefully take apart fucking everything over the course of four happy, quiet hours.

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

Muh kholte hi aura loss ho jata hai

don't forget to tear apart and overanalyze every detail of that entirely positive social interaction you just had that initially made you feel good but now you're not so sure ok love you

"Your love language is what you were deprived of as a child" actually no you're allowed to want, prefer and like things without everything tracing back to some dormant unprocessed trauma. You can just say you want to bounce on it without having to explain how as a child you always wanted - but never got - a trampoline.

i love re-consuming media i used to love when i was younger. like wow! child me still is in me i am holding her hand and keeping her safe and doing her favorite things with her!!!!