jay

breaking no contact over chaos mode on costar

sorry guys but there's actually something ridiculously hot to me about the fact that they have never smoked. but while dressed in my clothes, they asked me to hit the joint i was smoking i actually can't stop thinking about it

if time travel were real I'd go right back to those 2 weeks after the breakup where we had the hottest sex ever before we couldn't take it anymore

that submission on the unsent project haunts the narrative fr cause there's no way that's not her

she said my name today so im actually gonna need 6-8 weeks to recover

yes i miss her but also i laughed more last night than i did in those 3 years combined so what do i really miss

when it's hot and humid outside again and all of the sudden it's the end of summer, and we're smoking on the front porch having hard conversations about how we can fix our relationship and stop hurting each other, neither of us realizing we only have weeks left together.

gnawing at the bars of my enclosure cause i need to get fucked but instead life is continuously fucking me

i didn't think it got more devastating than the scene in the good place where elanor and chidi say goodbye when they erase his memories, but it does and it's actually when chidi tells elanor he's ready to go through the door. im inconsolable.