Jaylynn Sarah Adrelean

“Of course there is Miles, you could try to read books, write, maybe even paint? Those don’t get you killed.” Jaylynn spoke. She shook her head a little, not averting her gaze. “You don’t have to be sorry..If that’s how you think then.. well no one can change it, right?”

“Try something new? I once read that sticking with the same old thing won’t always help.” She told him, tilting her head a little to one side when she noticed him look away. The following words that left his lips made her go silent, Jay just stared forward, not really focusing her gaze on anything. “Miles don’t say that..” She spoke softly, just hearing that he thinks it’s easier to be dead had more effect on Jaylynn than she expected, it did more than just upset her. 

“Then why did you attempt to tell me a lie?” Jaylynn asked him, she really didn’t see the point in lying if the truth was obvious, but then again she sometimes does it too. She just kept quiet and listened to him when he spoke, before sighing softly and raising her head to look him in the eyes. “Did you try..clearing your mind? I know it sounds stupid but you could do something you love to do, or go somewhere that calms you.”

A sigh left her lips as she sat down on the edge of the pavement before glancing at him "Miles, really think I'd fall for that?" She muttered softly "Now come on tell me the truth me the truth before.. Before I threaten to hit you with a vase." Jaylynn chuckled slightly before raising her head to look at him "Sorry I'm not one for threats.. Just tell me the truth, please?" She asked him.

She had a way of seeing the beauty in others, even, and perhaps most especially, when that person couldn’t see it in themselves.

Jaylynn felt a little hopeless, after going to Miles’ place last time, it was just her luck that she had to bump into Jacob, but knowing Jaylynn she wouldn’t give up so easily. So she gave it another try, secretly praying that this time god would be in her favor. Again her nightmares dominated over her dreams and stopped her from getting any sleep, but that would pass. As soon as she’d see him again, she was worried. About both Miles and her brother, it had been a while so of course she’d be worried. When she neared the building he was staying in, she noticed him, hopefully Miles and not Jacob. Jaylynn continued to walk towards him and stopped once he spoke. “Are you okay?” She spoke softly. He didn’t look that well, and that only got her more worried than she already was.

i won’t hesitate to tear myself apart if it means to keep you safe.