J021

It's sad when you don't have anyone to call to say hey I'm having a hard time can someone sit with me

Ever think that you might have a touch of the tism but feel you might just be so use to masking it's feels weird not to ? And so you don't even think testing would be accurate at all. I do have a therapist been seeing her for like 3 months now and neither of us has brought it up so idk but I feel like I'm not typical and it's always been that way. I mean when I was younger I did display some symptoms and was put in special education classes but was never told so I really don't know I was told dyslexia I mean that could be it but idk that wouldn't explain it either idk my therapist says I have lots of drama so maybe it is C-PTSD but idk it feels longer then the trauma but I mean maybe i dod have a traumatic childhood too... Idk just

I'm just getting started on streaming on twitch@ jay021jay and I'm looking for donations to help me get a better set up donations to $jay021jay please put donation in the description so I know where to put it.

I have a confession to make I'm 36y/o and I still need a night light or I have this sleep paralysis thing where I feel like someones holding me down.