Perfect Shades of Nothing

A little bit ago, I received my BzzAgent kit in the mail, and inside were coupons and freebies for Suja Essentials smoothies and juices. The first one I tried, I knew I'd be getting another one soon! Who wouldn't pay $3-$4 for something so yummy? Ever crave a smoothie, but can never find that right blend of flavors? Suja does it for you! With all the healthy stuff in these creative bottles, they're super easy to swap out a soda for one of these! My favorite was the Organic Sunrise Probiotic!~ #GotASample #GotItFree

Last weekend I was asked to take pictures of pets for the website that advertised their pet sitting business. This little girl is so cute~ Her photos came out as the best takes of the day. (: All the pets I worked with were adorable and so much fun to be around though. It was a lot of fun being able to do this, and I'm happy with how the photos came out to be~ I love animals <3

Yep..

It's funny when someone tells you that they will ALWAYS be there for you, but never even show up in the first place.. My problem is still trusting and believing that they still will be..

I’m not particularly fond of myself, but I am who I am I suppose.

"...all of you valved instruments, trumpet, tuba, baritone...except horn... everything's way more complicated for you." -Mr. Folsom Lol, we had a good band day.

Mr. Randy Folsom and Mr. Derek Fields: two of the best band directors ever. My inspiration for confidence. I couldn't have asked for anyone better. Thanks so much.

Where would I be without band or this instrument? Band has gotten me through my high school life and with my senior band banquet coming up, I don’t want to give up something I’ve devoted over 7 years of my life to. I’ve had a lot of great teachers help me find the one thing I can be confident in, and I’m not ready to give that up. When I sit down in my chair with my horn, I know who I am and why I do what I do. I’ve loved being apart of the ensembles I was in. If I were to be proud of something when I finally leave behind my high school memories, I’m definitely proud of my bands.

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What is it about my mind that I cannot understand? My thoughts are so sporadic. I tried to do my reading for English and I could not understand what I was reading because I kept having to stop and refocus and reread. It's quite obnoxious really..

I unfortunately understand.

I over hear people talk about being in love all the time, but when I look over, they're freshmen and sophomores. In my opinion, being as young as you are, you are not in love. High school is 4 years of you learning about yourself. Your limitations, your restrictions, your reactions to the life you're about to let live in this world. You have so much more to learn. A lot can happen in just a year. However I do believe that if you really do know that they are the one for you, then follow your heart. True love is a feeling like no other. They don't just make you smile and laugh, they give you pure happiness that gets you though anything. I know this because I have my true love. I love him so much and he does give me a happiness that I can only have when I'm with or am talking to him. <3

Keeping your sanity is something a lot of people come up with to just say it. Which I find as an insult. Today I decided to realize when my lowest parts of the day are and when my highest points of the day are, and to record any moments that don't usually happen on a daily basis. I've come to my own conclusion that my thoughts are so scattered and random that I can't even understand my own thoughts. Though I do tend to overwhelm myself with thought. I'm constantly thinking of something. I always have an opinion of something. When I'm quiet, I'm thinking. And I believe that's what worries the few people I have by me, because I'm always quiet.. I'm slowly and truly, losing my mind.