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I will not open myself up this way again.

Losing you is the most painful thing I've been through, even after my bones being binded by metal. Why be held together, when we're so far apart.

"I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it, but I didn't, not really. Only the smudgeness of it; the pink-slippered, all-containered, semi-precious eagerness of it. I didn't realize it would sometimes be more than whole, that the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea. Because it's the halves that halve you in half. I didn't know, don't know, about the in-between bits; the gory bits of you, and the gory bits of me."

I'd rather rip my heart out than live another day without you in this world

Knowing you aren't here is like knowing living is pointless

I rather shove needles under my nails than look in yer eyes

I rather pull my own teeth than have you hold me one more second