say a little prayer

Landon: I know you didn’t mean to, I don’t think you’re that big of a bitch. But you still did. You said all that without actually thinking. Acting as if I asked Julien to get Aspen pregnant to rub it in your face.

Landon: Do you get it though? Like truly honestly honest to god get how everything that you’ve said in the past three weeks has hurt everyone? Has hurt me and even Gina? We’re you’re siblings and you’re treating us like we’re this done big burden dropped here to just piss you off.

Landon: I need you to apologize to Julien too. For everything since it seems like you hate him too.

Janelle: No you'd never do that, i know you wouldn't.

Janelle: neither of you are a burden i promise.

Landon: you have to realize words hurt. And your words really fucking hurt. I pressed you on it cause you were acting really fucking short with me when I was trying to share happy news with you. I didn’t ask for any of this, and neither did Julien.

Landon: and for you to even just think that it fell in our laps was really hurtful. Especially since we’re two people who will always be on the short end of the stick for a lot of things. I cried all night. Didn’t sleep at all until that morning and only because my body couldn’t stay awake anymore.

Landon: I didn’t tell you to throw it in your face. I told you because you’re my sister and I thought you’d be able to look past everything and be a little bit happy for me, and act like it’s not all about you for once.

Landon: I get you’re not in the best place right now but taking it out on me isn’t the way to go.

Janelle: I know.. I didn't mean to make you cry Landon.

Janelle: I really didn't mean to make you cry. like you know thats the last thing i'd ever want for you.

Janelle: hey.

Janelle: can we talk.

Janelle: or like let me talk and you listen cause i was the one who left you on read for over a week.

Janelle: I am happy for you and Julien. i'd be insane to not be happy for the two of you. I wasn't in the best place when you two got engaged, and that it on me. and honestly im still not in the best place emotionally after all of the end of tour. but i should not have taken it out on you or julien.

Well if they want to assume the worst, you just have to give them three times worse than what they are imagining. At least that’s what I did when I was younger. Why new years eve? If anything, you could go around just kissing everyone.

Not really sure if anyone would like that. as far as kissing everyone not sure i wanna do that either.

I mean it’s not that crazy? Would it be an issue if you started dating? 

It not. i just kinda sucks for both of my siblings to assume the worst, even if they where right. honestly i am happy single at least until new years eve rolls around

“well you have to remember everyone has their own ways of thinking and acting, so you can’t fault them for something like that.”

yeah. i guess. enough about me and my non-existent love life how is my little brother? Are you and mom getting enough sleep? 

“your instagram? - i don’t think they meant it in a rude way, janelle.”

Probably not, but if either of them were single and did even a similar thing, i’d assume the best and ask who the boyfriend was. 

“first off, the other c word? do you even try or are you just that ignorant? that’s stigmatizing and i’ve been called that so many times and have a panic attack to match every occurrence. also, it’s not wild for you to start dating again. it’s wild for you to try and make shit up for the gram.”

  it’s also wild for both of you to assume that it was the timer. like yes you both were right, but neither one of you even thought of asking. 

nah, don’t pull that bullshit. Neither of us said it was crazy. You’re the one that went all ‘one may never know’ and considering we don’t know if you’re dating or not since you never talk about your personal life with us, we went the funny route. You gonna throw shade at us like that? Say it to our face. 

Its not like either of you ask about it either, but i guess thats my fault too, right?

“Sibling code can’t be broken. Except in instances where the call out would hurt the sibling beyond reasonable limitation. Lonely Lunches don’t usually count. but I do feel.”

and i would never hurt either of them. 

“it’s in the sibling job description to call one’s siblings out whenever the opportunity presents itself.”

I really wish they wouldn’t some times though, jafeel?

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did i set my phone up on a timer to get these cute pictures or did i have a lunch date. one may never know.

Landon: I... have the opposite. I thought I had a lot but even leaving stuff at moms I don’t have a lot of shit to move in here.

Landon: at least you’re not there with a screaming baby?

Janelle: lemme have a room there just to throw all my out of season clothes lol

Janelle: can i tell you, moving from a one bedroom apartment, to cam's, back to a one bedroom apartment and now have way too much stuff again.

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