im a simp for fictional characters

My phone pen broke out of nowhere and now i can't draw

Hey i know that i really don't post here that was becouse i was busy with my personal life with my job waiting to give me my paycheck and other stuff but yester on august monday 18 my dog zucchero a brown and white cavalier charles spaniel passed at 9 years my mom sai ho was about to take Him to the veterian until she said to that she finded at home our dog not breathing anymore his cause of death was heart failure i was so heartbroken and my parests were also crying by the terrible news of my dog death and right now me and my family are so derpressed. I wanted to post a photo of my dog but st same time yesterday my phone broke and if my dog could read this i want to say this in italian "zucchero sei rimasto con me da quando facevo le elementari,alle medie e infine liceo la morte e stata inaspetata per me ma evrei dovuto aspettarmelo dato che ti diamo le medicine per il cuore ma voglio dirti che non ti dimenticherò mai come animale domestico e come membro della mia famiglia grazie per tutto zucchero spero che ti troverai bene in paradiso"💔

I don't share my personal life on the media but i needed to take my emotions More and more im almost losing my motivation to draw and practice with poses and anatomy and colors. In a year i will be 18 since my parents decided to move to Switzerland with it I stopped attending high school when I was 15 years old. when we moved to Switzerland my parents did not know that the schools in Switzerland were different from the Italian ones you could not go to school if you did not know how to speak German so my parents enrolled me with my brother in German courses and German is one of the most difficult languages in the world and I already have problems has reminded me of the "Things, but I try in all of myself to learn German, but I have a bad memory to remember the words... My German teacher believed that I was not interested in learning German, I told her that I want to learn German, no, I have to learn German, only that I always feel frustrated with myself, that I never remember the words and verbs in German, I hate myself not to learn German and I am very worried about my future as my adult life and my life will be." I dream of becoming a cartoonist I want to learn more about how to make comics but I do not know what my future will be if I become a cartoonist I do not want to be trapped in a job that I hate and I do not want to live with my parents when I am an adult and I often have thoughts that I should k**l m***lf. I know that it is not my parents' fault if we moved to Switzerland they just moved because they did not have enough money to stay in Italy. I have no idea how the "Future will be with me, I just made this post to vent and to share how I feel because my mental health is not the best at the moment i don't know if they will give me a job when i don't a high got a school diploma, I just hope that the future is good for me and my family. And sorry if this post is grammaticaly correct im not a english speaker

Can someone please write a fanfic about charlotte katakuri x fem reader or gender neutral reader but maked inspired beauty and the beast. I would love to read it. Is it a good idea?