Do you know what breaks my heart? Knowing that this was probably the first time Hanna had seen Caleb since their break up…
…the fact that when Hanna opened the door to Caleb she had probably spent the past 5 years hoping he would just turn up at her door and come back to her…
…Hanna saying ‘why didn’t you call me before you came over’ when Hanna’s last memory of Caleb was him leaving his phone at their apartment, cutting off all contact with her completely…
…the fact that in this moment all Hanna was thinking was ‘what if’ blaming herself for everything…
…in 6x13 when Hanna saw this photo of her and Caleb it reminded her of the day he left her…
…because it was the last thing she saw before she realised what had happened…
…the fact that Hanna sacrificed her own happiness to marry a man she didn’t love because she wanted Caleb to be happy with Spencer, blaming herself for why he left in the first place…
…now of course this does not excuse cheating at all, but Hanna has spent the past 5 years blaming herself for Caleb walking out on her. At the Lost Woods Resort she was scared but realised that Caleb made her feel safe. She probably felt as if it could be her last chance to tell Caleb the truth…
…Hanna didn’t tell Caleb the truth until now because she didn’t think Caleb loved her any more. She wanted him to be happy so she told herself that she was okay with him and Spencer. Hanna was giving Caleb another chance at happiness because she realised that she couldn’t give it to him herself. That is why she didn’t go chasing after him. That is why she didn’t get angry when Spencer admitted to having feelings for Caleb. That is why she has waited until now to tell him she loved him.
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