After several months, I got to open this again and want to pour out my emotions that have been bottled up. Few years back, I used to stay on this app for a few minutes, reblog posts and quote that hits through my heart. And then I'm here, talking to myself, asking a million questions starting with why and what ifs? Right now, I don't know where to start, what word should be used first, I just don't know. Fuck.
Just in a confused state right now, should I go with the waves, or should I be against it? It's funny after more than a decade, someone came, we barely used to know each other in school before, we crossed paths, on the same block, barely even looking at each other's eyes since we don't know each other. And now, feelings started to just fuckin' pop out of nowhere. And I couldn't help but ask, what if we met earlier? Would the situation be different?
Of all the people why it was him? Why now?
I hope this risk is worth it. I hope.
