December 12, 2008. The day that I have no longer a Daddy. December 12, 2015. Today... It's been 8 years without you Daddy. How was it? Yeah I'm badly missing you right now, well I think there's no day that I don't miss you. Going back to that day is the hardest day that ever happened in my life. It's so hard to accept and the reality that Daddy will be no longer with us anymore. Daddy is the first man who breaks my heart. 💔 He died 8 years ago because of his illness that was hard to explain. I was 3rd yr high school when he left us, and on that day I'd still go to school though I know that this day might be his last breath. Maybe your thinking, 'why do you have to go to school?', 'why don't you you just stay on his side?' (Oh my! Tears starting to fall on my cheeks) well the answer is I really, really, really want to stay on his side, comfort him, hug him, hold his hands and be strong for him.. But what should I do? I can't be strong and so coward on that day, knowing and seeing him suffering on his illness makes me weak, makes my heart fall into pieces like I'm going to die from the pain that my heart is giving me. Yes, I wish I could go back on that day, I want to be with him no matter what pain it takes, no matter how hard it is.. Because I wanted to hug him for the last time, to sing a song for him, to tell him that I will be a good daughter to my mother, that I can be strong and brave enough to face the difficulties in life, to tell him that he has been the best daddy ever, that we received the best life with him, and to finally say that I really, really love him so much for the last time. I wanted to go back, "Daddy I love you so much." The words that left unsaid. (Sigh) I know that it's really too late to tell him all of that, but for sure in the new world that Jehovah God promise us, it will no longer takes time because sooner or later I can finally say all of these to my Daddy, I'll be able to see him again, hug him, hear his beautiful voice and we will be together again with my mother and brother in Paradise. I can picture it now, we all together again hugging each other so tight, daddy kissing mommy on her forehead, me and my brother looking at them having the best feeling seeing them how much they miss and love each other. And we're all having the best smile because Jehovah made things impossible to possible. This is going to be the best life that will happen very, very soon. YES! THIS IS THE START OF FOREVER. 💖😊 "And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away." - Revelation 21: 4 "And I have hope toward God, which hope these men also look forward to, that there is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous." -Act 25:15 P.S. sorry for the wrong grammar Im not that good at english ☺
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