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Laptop is finally working!
Scrapped the 6 week video but a 2 Month video will be coming out soon! Sorry for the disappearance everyone, Iâve got loads planned and coming out soon!
Hi there! I just found your 3 weeks post op video and had some questions! I'm NB and also really want top surgery, what gender clinic did you use before you had surgery? I went to Nottingham and had a horrible experience and got told to "choose boy or girl" basically, but I've heard good things about Sheffield. Also, have you had your gender marker on forms of ID changed to male? So sorry if that's too personal I just have so much to ask and nobody to talk to. Cheers xx
I went to see Dr Lorimer privately at Gendercare. He understand non-binary identities.
And nope I havenât changed my gender markers, though its funny because people will assume for me in some places, so for some companies/organisations Iâm âMrâ others Iâm âMsâ and for some decent few, they actually use my legal title âMxâ.
I was hoping you had any advice on what I would consider a non-binary human if we got into a relationship? For example, introducing them to someone as my significant other would I say "this is my theyfriend"? I know its silly but I dont wanna mess up
Each person will have different preferences, for example despite being non-binary I use âboyfriendâ because I generally lean to a masculine role socially.
âThis is my partnerâ would work the best for neutrality, I reckon!
6 Weeks Post Op Today
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Not an ask but I wanted to say I'm so happy you've finally gotten the surgery and are doing so well post op, it brightens my day to see your optimism and to know you've finally got something you've wanted so badly. Keep being awesome, Jamie!
Thank you so much!
Jamie, since you identify as non binary and not specifically "male" how did you still get surgery? I thought they needed a proper solid leaning one way or the other with gender, or is it because you went private there were less hoops? x
This is a complex topic and Iâm probably gonna make a video and long post in relation to this sometime soon. Your question is pretty much why Iâm being so open and out there about my identity and surgery, because thereâs an under-representation of non-binary / non-binary trans people in general! Iâm not the only non-binary person whoâs had surgery, and plenty of non-binary people have also gone on hormones.
I went privately because the NHS was exhausting and seriously messed me around - and I think a lot of that is because I am non-binary and they were like BUT WHIICHH BOX DO I TICK YOU DO NOT FIT THIS BINARY TRANS NESS UHM WHAT DO WE DO - The tick box nature did cause a problem for me, and not being on hormones was also a problem for them. Though I think theyâre getting better with non-binary people day by day, especially once referred to GICs - unless youâre unfortunate enough to come across Dr Richard Curtis but thats a whole different post for the future.
I am, I guess, both transgender and non-binary and this can be both really easy and difficult to explain and to understand, depending on how you look at it⌠I have always felt disconnected from my body, and from a pretty young age felt comfortable being more masculine and in a male identity, use he/him pronouns- socially I prefer people to see me as male rather than neutral and never female. However I am comfortable with my neutrality but I feel as if my biology should have been male at birth, but I still enjoy androgyny. If I was born male I would still identify as non-binary, I would still be androgynous. Iâve said before in a ask related to testosterone, that if non-binary identities didnât exist I probably would have fully transitioned to male, but as the barriers are being broken down between gender stereotypes and binaries I have found myself (for now at least) feeling very comfortable in my non-binary identity, with my more neutral appearance for not being on hormones etc (even if I look 15 half the time lmao)
Anyway, back to your question - leaning to that transgender identity definitely helped my GIC feel more confident in my decision for surgery and encouraged their recommendation, but I was very open about my non-binary identity and made it clear that to me, my surgery and need for it was just as valid as that of trans people. I know of a few other non-binary people who are solely non-binary and have also been able to get surgery - albeit via the private route, but I reckon thatâs down to better resources and faster development in their diagnosis. Iâm not 100% sure about the NHS and non-binary top surgery at the moment, but I do know that Yelland is incredibly open minded, just cautious of NB people, and has performed the operation on multiple people not on T and/or non-binary.
Donât pick your scabs
So the scab on my left nipple was looking pretty loose and ready to come off, I noticed when I brushed my hand past it and it folded back all the way aside from a tiiiny bit of dry scabbing still attached at the very end - which wasnât what caused the problem by the way.... however underneath the part that just lifted up there was a pointed cone of thick scabbing coming of it and bit of blood.
Keeping in mind that I can basically feel nothing on my nipples, I think I actually ripped a part of my nipple off when my hand brushed across my chest and caught the scab. I had been picking them around the edges before and I think that loosened it prematurely, and then the very middle of it just... got tugged off when the scab was lifted. Oops.
I could be wrong, the scab could have been like that due to bleeding piling up underneath and I fucking hope so haha... So for now there is an indent in my nipple... kind of looks like an inverted nipple? Either way Iâll have to wait this out and hope it scabs over properly and heals out - it is looking less concave than it did yesterday so fingers crossed!
Moral of the story is, donât pick your nips kids. Let the scabs dry out and drop off, give dem nips all the time they need!
Happy for you :)
Thank you! ^^
Jamie! Ohmygod, your videos are so inspiring and it's so good to see you finally happy. Ive been following your story for years :) can I ask where you got the post apocalyptic pretty thing you're wearing in the video? It's beautiful! Good luck with everything, you're an actual inspiration đ
Iâm layering 2 shirts and wearing my girlfriendâs cardigan. The top shirt is from banggood, the long under shirt is from riverisland - no idea where the hooded cardigan is from.
Thank you so much ^^ <3

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Thanks for the advice! BTW your update videos have been incredibly helpful in explaining to my mother about this process and convincing her to help me get this surgery. They're really informative and I'm glad to see you so happy post op :)
Hey no worries ^^
Iâm really glad I could help in some way! Best of luck to you with everything :)
do you live in the general area of dr yelland or did you have to travel much? i currently live in the north east and im contemplating going privately for surgery with him, but ill obviously have to factor in any extra travel to see him along with any private gender therapists ill need for a referral
Yeah I live juuust north of London, I know I couple of people who lived even further north than me - if you want cheap travel into London (to see GICs for referral) Iâd recommend looking into buying tickets from Megabus and thetrainline! Getting a combo of coaches and trains can also be cheaper just have a good look! I was able to get a train ticket for ÂŁ5 to Brighton from London, and got the tube in which came to about ÂŁ6... I guess look up whats best for you.
Definitely have someone able to drive you back after the op though. Otherwise for everything else, if you book way ahead (so as soon as you get your appointment dates) you can get cheaper trains/coaches through the sites I recommended. You can get a general idea of the overall travel costs for you, by working that all out for yourself through these sites :)
Any more questions feel free to send me another ask~
Three weeks post op today.
Feeling pretty fucking good đ
Three Weeks Post Op || Non-Binary Top Surgery with Andrew Yelland (UK)
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Day Of The Operation
Thursday 25th Febuary 2016, 10:30am - admitted to surgery.
We had driven down to Portsmouth on Wednesday afternoon, to stay with my girlfriendâs mum the day before the operation which is also where my mother and girlfriend stayed while I was in Hospital the following night.
I recorded this video the night before:
The morning started early, after missing the first alarm I rolled out of bed at 4:30am. Iâd been asked to shower the morning of the op using a âwater activated, self drying hypo-allergenic sponge that stretches out to full size when activatedâ - Iâll admit my excitement to using it was pretty overrated haha
So we left at around 5:30am to get to Nuffield Hospital in Brighton for about 7am, watching the sun rise as we drove over the hills and farmlands by the coast was really peaceful.There was a lot excitement but fear in me that morning - the concept of going under for the first time was a bit intense. But, the blending combinations of the dark blues, oranges and pinks somehow helped to calm my nerves. Anyway, we arrived at the hospital, checked in and I was taken up to my room. Iâd just like to add here that Nuffield was outstanding in its service, care and accommodation, and no Iâm not being paid to say this haha I had my own room with wood printed linoleum, homely walls, a fan, TV, phone, an incredibly wide variety of meals on the menu including several vegetarian and vegan options, storage and lockable drawers. The toilet was en-suit with a shower (not that I needed to shower), the recliner bed was so comfortable. The nurses would always get to me within seconds of calling and were really considerate, gentle and caring for the entirety of my stay with them ^^
Once Iâd settled into my room I had some checks done, legs measured for the granny stockings (to help with circulation) and overall health assessed. Following that Yelland came in to draw on my chest, I changed into my sexy hospital wear, met with the anesthetist, picked my meals from the menu, met the nurse who would be my primary carer for the day and clambered into my hospital bed ready to go. Nerves kicked in hard here. I was wheeled out of my room, down various corridors and I noticed the vibe changing from a brightly lit, warm hospital... to cold, dim surgery corridors and white rooms, people in blue surgical wear with blue masks, somewhat displaced shelves with trays and cold mettle tables - I know itâs a bit eerie but what can I say I was getting so anxious haha. Entered the anesthetists room, glared into the void while I had the needle put into my hand despite a nurse desperately trying to distract me lmao my face went tingly and numb and I think my last words were âthat feels really weirdâ as I passed out. The cannula was no where near as bad as I thought it would be, and that was the part I was the most anxious about, so passed out pretty happily.
Admitted to surgery at 10:30am and got back to my room at 1:30pm.
I came round, curled up in a ball, to the sound of a nurse calling my name and the constant shivering of my body, she told me it was a normal reaction to the anesthetic and that it would stop soon. Iâd say it lasted for about 30 - 40 minutes? No clue tbh I lost all sense of time. I remember stretching my hands over my chest and feeling the post operative binder - it felt just like I was wearing a normal binder and as if my boobs were still under there (it still feels like that 3 days post op tbh). The nurse asked me how I was feeling and the only word I could manage was âpainâ. Then I suddenly processed where I was and what had happened and my eyes just welled up with tears... the relief I felt is unexplainable. I couldnât believe that was that, it was just done, in what felt to me like the blink of an eye, something Iâve been working up to and anticipating for so long was just... done.
Wheeled back into my room and with my girlfriend and mum again, I faded in and out of sleep for hours.
I managed to drink some water and juice, and eat a 16th of a sandwich only to throw it all up again 20 minutes later. After being sick 3 or 4 times I was given anti-sickness via the cannula in my hand alongside my lovely morphine. Drifted in and out of sleep for the rest of the day. Josie and my mum sat in my room with me the whole day then left at about 6pm.
Hereâs some footage from that day:
During the night I was woken up a couple of times to be given my antibiotics (via the cannula) and some painkillers to take, the nurses were all really friendly and easy on my sleepy self. I woke up again at 5am and decided to play Adventure Time on my DS until Yelland would pop in at 6am - he seemed pretty surprised to see me awake. Anyway, they checked my bandages, they didnât need changing and everything looked good, so he gave me the all clear to be able to head home later that morning after a couple more visits.
Following that the pharmacist came in and explained what painkillers I would be on and how to take them etc, then the physiotherapist came in to show me the exercises I would be doing along with a sheet covering all my exercises to take home. I had my last dose of antibiotics, then out came the cannula (which again wasnât as bad as I though it would be), then sat watching TV and awaited the arrival of my girlfriend and the mother.
Jose and my mum arrived at about 10am, a nurse came in to show us how to put on my new post op binder, he also discussed my movement, what to do if thereâs a problem, how to deal with bleeding and the side affects of my pain killers (oh boy did I experience those). After that I was told I was clear to go home ^^ Which honestly felt completely surreal, the 24 hours had gone by so quickly and it almost felt weird to be leaving - like I had only been there for 5 minutes yet also like I had been there for a week... does that make sense?
Discharged from the hospital at 10:45am Friday 26th Febuary 2016
I felt a mixture of relieved and excited while walking out of Nuffieldâs double doors. Knowing that from then on my chest was finally the way I had always seen it and every day from now on was a day further into being who I truly am.
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My Real Chest || Non-Binary Top Surgery with Andrew Yelland
This video is full of happy memories. I will be updating with a 1 month post of video soon! In the meantime follow @jamie-pyro for regular updates and information on trans/non-binary/top surgery related stuff! <3
Preparation for Surgery
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Shopping list:
(Essentials in bold if youâre money-tight, but I would seriously consider everything on this list. Obviously donât buy what you already have)
Button Up Shirts or/and Zip Up Hoodies (easier to put on & take off due to being unable to lift arms up)
 Comfy sweatpants (easier to pull them down/up & take them off and theyâre comfy^^)
Slippers or flipflops (easier to slip on and take off, which saves bending over)
Hats or Beanies (to cover that gross hair in the first week without a shower)
No perfume, no colour, sensitive skin soap. (To wash with for the next few months after surgery. âSimpleâ is a good brand. Otherwise avoid using shower gel for 6 weeks)
Arnica Tablets (taken to help with the bruising a week before & after surgery)
Bio Oil & scar treatments (Can be applied once scars are dry and healing)
Vitamin C (Boosts immune-system and thus recovery)
Ginger tea (NOT GINGER TABLETS) (Help to stop any feeling of sickness)
Baby wipes / Wet Ones (To help keep your body clean until you can shower)
Laxatives (If you have trouble taking a shit - especially if you take Codeine)
First Aid Kit (just encase! You will be given some spare gauze and stuff though)
Paper Tape (For the dressings post op. Though youâll get a roll after your post op appointment to put over your incisions)
Dry Shampoo (Helpinâ that hair look slightly less gross!)
Neck rest / travel pillow (Comfort when traveling back from hospital and travel in general)
Straws (makes drinking much easier & requires less arm movement)
Extra Pillows (Place these under your knees and under your head/back to elevate you while you sleep on your back! It helps)
The Food Doctor (Healthy ready meal alternatives, can be found on Amazon)
Green Tea and detox teas
Plenty of fresh fruits and vegetables
Plenty of water
Healthy home made frozen meals ready to microwave (Makes cooking quick and easy but still healthy)
Healthy snacks to munch on (like nut mixes, dried fruit, yogurt bars etc⌠rather than junk food. Your body is healing, help it along.)
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House Preparation:
Move everything in the house to being in reach
Make sure you have a primary carer for the first week, especially the first three days because it will be hell on your own.
Find a couple of films and series you wanna watch in the first week
Pick out a couple of books to read
Tidy and clean your house/room a day or two before surgery (Makes everything simple and easy to move around in, also a more positive and clean environment to be in while recovering)
Change sheets and wash any clothes you wanna wear etc before
Prep your bed so you can sleep sitting up slightly, lots of pillows help!
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Physical and Emotional preparation:
Eat healthily in the months leading up to surgery - Plenty of fresh fruit and veg - BALANCED diet at least two good meals a day - Plenty of water - Cut out processed foods, high sugars and salts - I recommend looking into ordering recipe boxes if youâre tight on cash/struggle to make healthy meals yourself every day. - Smoothies are a great time for 5 a day - Snack on dried fruits, nuts, yogurt biscuits instead of junk.
Stop smoking asap. Seriously, stop. Doesnât matter how long until your surgery, the sooner you quit the better all round - surgery is a great motivation to quit smoking. Vape pens are a good alternative, be strict with yourself. Try to stop vaping in the month before your op or go down to 0mg of nicotine if you still need the feel of vaping/smoking. Do not vape or smoke for 2 weeks before your op. Youâll lose ur nips.
Stop drinking alcohol at least one month before, in my opinion giving yourself as much time away from it is much better to help detox your body and get healthy (alcohol is generally shit for you so cutting down or stopping is pretty good anyway, and surgery is a perfect excuse!)
Exercise. Pushups and flies will help to develop your pectoral muscle, bring down the breast size and help the surgeon place your incisions. Crunches, sittups, squats, and various exercises will help to keep the rest of your body fit and speed up your recovery (youâre gonna be recovering and potatoing for a while, get your body in a better state so it heals well and quickly). Cardio, jogging on the spot, starjumps and knees-up, gets your blood flowing, helps to get you nice and healthy for the op and recovery. Look up exercise routines on youtube!
Do a lot of internal reflecting and focus on your mind as well as your body. You need to psychologically prepare for surgery and that doesnât happen over night. Itâs also very difficult to do this, I really struggled to. Itâs perfectly normal to feel scared, nervous, or feel like itâs a big deal, itâs a huge deal. Youâre losing something thatâs been there for a long time, youâre going through major surgery, and youâre finally getting something youâve been awaiting for a long time!
Try not to have an ideal vision of what your chest will be like, donât expect anything, try not to compare it to other chests, especially cis male chests. The first time you see it, itâll look pretty rough, take it in slowly, learn to re-accept it as your own. It can take time to learn to love yourself all over again, but welcome your new chest with an open mind.
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Tips and General Advice:
Make sure you have all your questions and concerns written down before your pre op appointment to take with you - if you have any more later or forgot to ask something, call the hospital or your surgeonâs office to ask them. Otherwise ask on the day of your op if it can wait that long.
Write down all the tips and advice they give you even if you donât think youâll forget them.
If you can, take a cheque in for both payments to the surgeon and the hospital on the day of your pre op appointment. This will give you plenty of time if thereâs a problem with the payment and is also much easier than stressing out a few days before. Otherwise make sure you pay a week before online, so if thereâs a problem youâll have time to fix it.
Donât underestimate or overestimate how big this surgery is, how much time youâll need or how many thingâs you realistically need to buy/prepare. Obviously it would be better to overestimate as itâll leave you more prepared, but thereâs some things you just wonât need/need to do. Think carefully about yourself, your situation and how you deal with pain and how you like to be comfortable. If you forget anything you can always get it later on! So hereâs some tips for that:
- Write a detailed list and slowly check through it cutting down on things if you think youâll need to. See what you can use in the house and what youâll need to buy. Be minimalist if youâre trying to save money.
- Make sure you have plenty of time booked of work/school/uni, if you go back early itâs much less of a problem than being back late.
- Really take the time to research what youâre about to be put through, speak to others whoâve been in the same boat and realistically think about how you will actually be affected and how you will actually feel after surgery. This will help to stop you from having unrealistic expectations of your physical appearance and capabilities, your mentality after the op and to help stop yourself from become lazy.
- Again, honestly try your best not to expect anything of your chest, try not to worry about how it will look, how the nips will be, whether the scars will be straight or narrow or whatever. Be ready to have to learn to accept your new chest however it looks. Be ready for a huge emotional change. Donât brush off these kinds of things, theyâre just as important for your healing as everything else on this list.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I needed this. So many things that I was worrying about are in here. This is absolutely perfect.
Youâre welcome ^^ Best of luck!