built by nations

Please forgive me, I'm a bottle of wine in so I apologize if I forget to mention some ppl.

As mentioned in a previous post, I was *very close* to deleting this app for good until Eurovision came into trend, which led me to discover Måneskin. To all my babies who I met through these four eccentric Italians via Tumblr group chat (rip) or on discord, you have made my year. Y'all are so sweet and strive to be the most genuine version of yourselves.

@lasciatemi-stare @teatrodellavita @booksbiscuitsandbitches @ccosmic-illusion @daisyskin-bestie @ohtorchio @chaoticbitheatrekid @user0126 and everyone I had the honor of conversing in the group chats or on Discord, may we one day meet and rejoice in person <3 ti amo (Circo Massimo is this year HOLY SHIT)

Secondly, my moots in the GVF fandom, y'all have stolen my heart on such a short amount of time. Because of four gentlemen who hail from Frankenmuth, I had my two day modern day hippie adventure, my first solo concert, I felt an unbelievable rush and sense of connection that has left me chasing those feelings once again in the Midwest in March. Because of them, I have encountered such amazing people from all around the world. I love you all.

@gretavanhoney @capturethechaos @screechesincoherently @eatmejoshkiszka @obetrolncocktails @godlygreta @mamavanheatadmin @jaakey @fosterkidwiththebrokenjaw @fluoritehearts @eachconstellation @heatabove-heatbelow @fictional-duchess @prettyxvenomx @prettyintopeerpressure @ghostly-luck @jakiszka @joshysgf @aureummel @dearie-me

@bypeapod @castlebythesea @gretavanincorrectquotes @amourleger @bluebonnet-sonnets @viavanfleet @age-of-gvf @way-to-go-lad @cal-a-bungaa

And a whole lot more pero my mind os failing me.

Anyways, to those who follow me in this shit blog, thank you, and I wish you all a safe, prosperous, 2022 filled with love, good vibes, and everything good this world has to offer.

I've been so good, but it's still getting harder I've been so good, where the hell is the karma? I've been so good, I've been so good this year.

I went under the awning it's-, it's still raining! Why is it still raining?I did what I was supposed to. That's not fair...

"Quiero que alguien me diga qué ponerme por las mañanas. [...] Quiero que alguien me diga cómo tengo que vestirme cada mañana. Quiero que alguien me diga qué comer, qué me tiene que gustar, qué odiar, por qué enfadarme, qué escuchar, qué grupo me tiene que gustar, para qué comprar entradas, sobre qué bromear y sobre qué no. Quiero que alguien me diga en qué creer. A quién votar, a quién querer y cómo decírselo."

Time, I know we're out of time But what if sad thoughts come and I can't stop it Bye, I don't wanna say bye If only I could keep you in my pocket.

To give me some diagnosis of why I'm so hollow Please give me instructions, I promise I'll follow.

"Solo quiero que alguien me diga cómo vivir mi vida, padre."

WISHING ALL OF MY MUTUALS AND FOLLOWERS WHO CELEBRATE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

title | all too well

summary | josh cosplays at jake gyllenhaal

warnings | 18+. there is slight smut in this chapter (more so suggestive than descriptive) as well as depictions of heartbreak, not eating or taking care of one’s self.

word count | 1.7k+

author’s note | hello ! here’s the taylor swift ‘all too well’ fic with a slight happy twist at the end? maybe? sorry this is a short one my lovely people (also i really hope you love the summary bc i sure as hell do)

・゜pairing:  josh kiszka x gender neutral reader

・゜genre/s:  fluff, established relationship (idk i tried to be artsy and there’s really not much context </3)

・゜word count:  around 870

・゜warning/s:  none !

・゜author’s note:  this is my first gvf fic ahhh !!!!!!!! i haven’t been doing much writing in a while generally speaking so i’m not sure how this came to me but i wrote it in basically one sitting !! she’s short but she’s cute i promise .. lol if there are any grammar mistakes n shit …. pls look away <3 (it’s 1:30 am goodnight <333)

you’ve always been somewhat fascinated by the dust that catches the sunlight each morning. ever-present yet often unnoticed. particles of the earth, drifting in slow motion; dancing on a breeze you can’t otherwise see or feel. as you arise each day, you’re met with this phenomenon, watching by the window as the light brushes ever so gently against these remnants of life, feeling as if — even for just a moment — the world is at a standstill. laying limitless, blissful in the slow meandering of time. time, like dust; fleeting, drifting, always there. 

the time is ten o’clock.

well, in honour of this, time to make my first ever emo post ✨

@jaakey and @fosterkidwiththebrokenjaw - you two mean everything to me. our friendship may be new, but I feel like I’ve known you my entire life and I’m so so thankful for the close friendship we share. I love our little jakey squad more than words could ever say, truly. I love you so much.

@ghostly-luck - you are one of the kindest people on this hellsite. you were one of the first people to make me feel loved, appreciated, and welcomed in this fandom and I am eternally grateful for you. Love you ❤️

@dannythedog - thank you for being my first friend in this fandom and just letting me befriend you out of the blue. You are so much fun and I adore you.

@amourleger - you are single-handedly one of the best hype women I’ve ever had. thank you for always hyping up my selfies and appreciating me when I’m feeling down. I adore you and you’re SO beautiful, by the way.

@jakiszka - I bow to your talent and I still can’t believe you’re friends with lil ol me. Ily roni and I’m so excited to see you do great things!

@tlexx - you are WONDERFUL and I love you. I’m so very thankful for your friendship.

@godlygreta, @amouratomique, @gretavanhoney, @obetrolncocktails, @eachconstellation, @safari-shlong, @weightofdreams-gvf, @j3rboa and a bunch of other discord friends - thank you all for befriending me in the discord and being absolutely wonderful. I love our little community we have and I am thankful for all of you.