Create a life you’re excited to wake up to.

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

I would love a moment of peace… just a moment to find myself… it's hard to be strong every day. Strong for me, strong for others. It is very difficult to hold up when you need to be supported.

I realized today that I have stopped living life. I'm literally just trying to get to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. I’m not living, I’m waiting. And the trouble is, I don’t know what I’m exactly waiting for. I’m kind of scared for what it might be.

I lied and said I was busy. I was busy, but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am okay. Sometimes, this is my busy, and I will not apologize for it.