Jaffal

“Can you hate someone for what they have done, but still love them for whom they had been?”

“I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone and realizing half way through how much you enjoy them and their existence.”

- Your existence was giving my mind the right to think freely, but mostly now it can’t help but think of you.. Your absence took from the days The taste of all the good memories And even the night refused to hold down the sunrise like it always did.. And the fact that me and you are done Refused to get in their heads So how It could get mine?! While I’m still waiting for you to text me back your missings.. I’m tired of seeing your features in people faces, But i still need your blessings Tired of the pain I feel when people mention your name, Tired of counting the days hoping that one day, maybe one day you might call.. Your absence took my soul with him And everywhere I go, I see your soul Playing hejla with young kids I watch you your soul Braiding a beautiful girl’s hair I fear your soul Killing, yeah killing a warm feelings with love were living .. And why you’re helping my soul to get out of me?! While my soul is already with you And nothing left in me but a body that fast and pray.. You charge me with a number of qualities In your shadows I stand And I take a deep breath Till I suffocate from your smell An inhale refreshes the exhale of the universe And the earth celebrate it with us.. And I really miss those eyes which are the reason why the existence in this life was so beautiful, A girl who came from my rib Now I’m breathing out with rib less cage I need you to come back to my ribcage And close all the entrances Then throw the keys out So that no one comes in And you certainly won’t go out. Nasser H. Jafaal Tuesday 18/Aug/2015

as souls collapse with lead these streets are lined with red and as white defends the blue black is a forgotten hue