Is it too much to ask to cry on an older man's lap while he punishes me for having a low self esteem? Just hugging him and crying while he coo at me and spank my ass.
"shh I know boy, I know, this has to happen tho, so you can understand that you're a good boy for me"
"say it baby. Say 'Im a good boy sir' and this can all stop"
"tell me how handsome you are. No no, no lying to get out of punishment boy, I have to truly mean it, come in, say it like you mean it"
Him holding me down and kissing my wet face, praising me and telling me how good I am but how upset he is that I said the opposite about myself.
"you're such a good boy, such a wonderful prince for me. Tell me how much of a good boy you are... Come on baby, you have to make up for making me upset earlier with those nasty words of yours"