JAEGER DAEMON

But when I do, u smile and run around. I made mistakes but deep down ur my biggest not because I regret but because I regret the choices I made in spite of ur mother. I miss u all the time but time is not here for u or i. U visit me in dreams or maybe God shows me another time and place where better choice were made and I see u and I play like I'd always wanted I see u laugh and destroy while I laugh with joy knowing tht without a doubt u are every bit of me but also something unique and special tht will never be resemble I maybe deep down you'll think of me but what good does tht do. I'll never be who you want me to be. I will always make the stupid choice no matter how many times I replay tht night again when u were just a lil girl and i making lil mistakes tht pushed u further away. While this may seem like random thoughts. Thus this how I see u in my dreams. An amalgamation of what I wish was true a perversion of the truth. My follies are mine alone but u go without for them as well. You were never meant to go without because I too know tht doubt of why he was never about.