Globe Trotter

I tell my sponsor almost everyday what a piece of shit I think he is from the bottom of my heart. And he agrees with me. I have absolutely no fears about going back to escorting bc it would almost be more fun than this boring life I have with him. I have no desire to make him think anything other than the truth. I absolutely despise him and after we close on a few more things together, I will be a free agent again. I’m grateful though bc in this relationship I’ve grown so much and he’s made me impenetrable. There isn’t much a man could do at this point, and get a rise out of me.

On average I spend $25-30k/month, if I’m traveling it’s more like $50k. He’s always complained about my spending habits. But lately it’s become more and more. I told him he should consider adding another source of income and earning more 🤣🤣 bc “HONEY, there’s no way I’m changing my lifestyle just so I can be with you.” If my pay gets cut, you get replaced.

He’s a grade A narcissist soo, $50k months really haven’t even enough. We’ve been together for almost 2 years now, and I’ve really never been able to stand him, so I don’t even know how I made it this long. I guess cause every time I try to leave him, he gives me everything and more. He’s stuck to me like glue. Like I cannot wait to get back to my life y’all!

I need accountability, so I’m making it “public”. So I told myself by the end of this year, I should be able to walk away from this relationship and not need to go back to escorting. That’s my goal.

We have contracts established and business but he’s good at drawing things out. I’ve really got to stay on top of doing what I’m supposed to do everyday and not let him keep me distracted.

men (especially rich, well off men) notice a lot and they can tell when a woman is healthy and in shape. when you’re healthy, you not only feel better, but you look better. your skin is firm and tight (which screams “youthfulness”), your clothes fit better, your skin glows, you just look better and (although i’m sure this can be said in a better way) it helps when it comes to justifying your rate.

not only that, but this world can get crazy - catching last minute flights, going to events that can last to the early hours of the morning, not to mention all day dates and overnights require some stamina (in more ways than one). being healthy goes a long way in ensuring that you can handle all of it.

one of my mentors put it this way:

if you owned a thoroughbred horse that had the potential to win lots of awards and money, how would you treat it?

would you feed it over-processed and junk food? would you give it drugs and other substances? would you let it lay lazily in the pasture day after day?

or would you feed it healthy, nutritious food? give it vitamins and supplements? make sure it receives adequate exercise?

of course you would do the latter. because you want it to win.