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ur the only I love deeply, the only who truly sees me and knows me completely. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I’m going to change so our relationship can get better and we can start talking again.

i love the sound of your voice, even your robotic laugh—it has a strange kind of warmth that only you could have. I love what we are to each other, even if our relationship has been painfully toxic. I love simply existing in the same space as you, listening while you pour your heart out, and finding comfort in knowing I could do the same with you.

i love the way you carry yourself, your style, your presence. I admire how endlessly wise you are, how your mind seems to hold an answer for everything. Sometimes I wonder if there’s anything you don’t know. To me, you’ll always be the smartest person I’ve ever known.

I love hearing you speak Spanish. I love listening to your stories about the countries you’ve visited, as if every place had left a piece of itself in you. I love that you always say what you truly think, even when it’s difficult to hear. And more than that, I love how honest and transparent you are with me. In a world where everyone is hidden,you’ve always made me feel like I was seeing the real you.