⋆ Theyduh ⋆

i'm trying to hard to heal and be better. It's so hard and I constantly have doubts about the decisions I'm making because I have trouble trusting myself. PTSD, Major Depression, and General Anxiety Disorder are trying to rule my life and body and I'm fighting back every way I know how. I'm reading, I'm writing, I'm drawing, and I'm consuming my favorite media. I'm being vulnerable, so vulnerable that I often feel emotionally raw for hours afterwards. I'm not sure where my guiding light is and I know it's like that for most people so I don't struggle with feeling alone. I'm grateful for that, and grateful to know I have a support network and a community I can turn to in my times of need.

i finally finished that poetry zine i was talking about! it's on my website as a digital download. in the the complete zine you can expect over 15 poems with unique illustrations or mixed media to accompany them. content warnings found inside

i truly a lot happier lately, and i’m so thankful for my meds and support system. i really feel like my life is turning out exactly how it’s supposed to and i’m on a good path!