I’m childish

I’m irresponsible

I’m so fucking attention seeking

I feel like I need validation from everyone

I’ve been told I’m toxic and even though that’s what toxic people do (project onto the victim) it’s constantly leaving me paranoid

What if I’m abusive too

I’ve got a terrible memory what if I’ve done shitty things to people and haven’t even realised

I’m ignorant and stupid

I’ve played the victim card way too much

I make too many excuses for being childish and lazy and horrible and fat and cringy

I expect things to happen when I don’t put in any effort

I’m hypocritical

I’ve got no fucking talent

I’m clingy

I’m over dramatic

I’m horrible

I’m disgusting

I’m literally delusional

I’m a fucking mess

I’m a fucking mess

I’m a fucking embarrassment

I’m

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