never been one.

I chose to schedule this post instead of posting when it was written. I felt like it would be understood as an after note, no one would believe it at this moment in time anyway. Heaven, hell, earth, the cosmos all pulling in different directions forcing us to act one way or another. Stress, fear, anger, revenge, honor, love,peace, responsibility, curiosity, imagination, power, strength, perseverance. These are just some of the tools used to keep us incheck, and blind to the fact that we are all slaves here. How can you break free from the chains when you have never seen beyond the fence surrounding the plantation, most people have never even questioned if anything even exists beyond. Expand the mind. Pry open the third eye and run to your freedom, never look back, they will tell you anything to get you to turn around. It's in the best interests of the masters to keep what's out there a secret. one slave gets special treatment in exchange for silence. Your life, your choice, turn back and accept 🎊 you are now king of the slaves!! Maybe that sounds good to you, but the way I see it at the end of the day you are still just a slave. ✌ so if you see me out there one day my names jack. A Free man through ♾ and beyond.

Relief is when you change your self view from I'm the king of the world into I'm nobody. Nobody goes out of there way to hurt some guy in the street, everyone has a reason to kill the king.

Leadership isn't about intelligence, it's not about how quickly you can solve a puzzle or how well you can come up with logical solutions. it's not about how in tune with others you are or how you interact with your surroundings. Leadership is not about a lot of things that are very important elsewhere, it's about this. Belief and honesty. it doesn't matter what kind of person you are, what mistakes you make, or how dedicated you can be. live an open life, leave the door unlocked the odds of a random person walking up and trying YOUR door is so astronomically rare you probably have a better chance of talking philosophy with your goldfish. family and friends shouldn't have to ask. one of the perks about living in a glass house is getting to do things that confuse the neighborhood and get people talking, coming together and it doesn't matter they're opinion about you. Leaders bring people together period. long lasting leadership isn't taught overnight and can't be read in a book or taught in some classroom. True leadership is different for everyone it's the style of you no one can replicate or repurpose, recycle. It takes a long time to learn your style and even longer to begin finding followers. If your aspersions or dreams are to someday rule the... Or be head of.... Then you most likely won't ever achieve what your hero's have obtained seamingly effortlessly. Leaders don't have a choice. Not a real one anyway. That is belief, and it has nothing to do with popular opinion or evidence, scientific facts. Leaders often come to a fork in the road. One path is full of pain, suffering, strife and not just for them but potentially millions of people. The other path is a smooth straight easy road, beach party's shinny cars, super models, and good times all the way to the end. That's the road I picked. That's what I thought anyway, there is only one road and it's to the left. Wrong way down the one way street at rush hour. the other road is 100% real the thing about it is I can never ever ever accept it. My believe won't let me ignore the suffering cry's and my glass house won't let me hide from it. You don't know who I am, where I came from, or even what I believe. You don't know me yet someday you will. And if I'm wrong or if I fail, die, or am Silenced before gaining enough momentum then come find me and I'll give you your 3 minutes back you spent reading this post.

When the world around us changes you can adapt and embrace the moon or spend your life chasing the sunset. because you are afraid of the dark.

I'm not going to waist anymore of my time on the who or why. from now on its the what and how I should focus on.