EDGAR!

I’M STUCK IN A FAIRYTALE FOR COMPUTERS

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- I’M EDGAR! OR DEXTER! IF YOU KNOW ME AS WILL, THATS FINE TOO!

- FICTIONKIN/DEMONKIN

- TONE TAGS NOT NEEDED BUT APPRECIATED!

- I HAVE NO MOUTH AND I MUST SCREAM ENJOYER

- I DON’T HAVE A DNI, BUT I AM NOT AFRAID TO BLOCK!

you were 17. i was 15.

you chose to continue dating me when i was 15.

you lovebombed me and couldn’t spend 3 days without me messaging you.

you suggested dating.

it was MUTALLY codependent and mentally draining.

blocking me without a word after promising that we’d remain in touch, when i was still so incredibly attached to you due to the codependency of the relationship, lead me to spiral.

and you’re the victim?

bad news

(I’m the one who sometimes interacts with my cringe RP blog with Kris /hj)

I read what happened, and honestly it makes me really want to get on a plane and kick some ass over at your place. Just reading that you’re not doing well and that your parents are choosing to ignore all of this makes me really angry. I was bullied a lot when I was younger, so I can understand a bit how horrible it is ;;. You don’t deserve that—no one deserves that…

I don’t know you very well, but I really like RPing with you, and reading your RP blog after work makes me smile a lot!

If you need to talk, don’t hesitate ;;:. It really doesn’t bother me at all—even if I live on the other side of the world, I can try to help ;;

And yes, I’m not on anon on purpose, don’t worry xD

( you can delete it you don’t want to answer it’s okay 😔(

and i know you had a life outside of you being tenna but i really only knew you as tenna. i hope that its okay that i say this to you like youre just tenna because thats still who you are, at least to me

so if you somehow see this im sorry and i love you

i should have come to front to talk to you more often and im so sorry i didnt maybe i could have helped a little bit if i did. i hope it could have

abd maybe i couldnt have saved you but im still so happy i found you again tenna

im o sorry and i love you so much and im such an idiot im sorry

maybe you dont want to hear this from me at all and if not thats ok you dont have to

but roleplay blog aside you're still the tenna i knew and loved and im so so happy we could find each other again even if i wasnt in the front to talk to you too much

and if you are really gone i hope we may meet again some day

i understand and i love you

-your mailman, spamton g. spamton

so im not gonna make this like a super duper big deal but i’m really really fucking done with like everything! i got rejected from advanced musical theatre for the 3rd time, i’ve been in a depressive episode ever since september, i’m mentally and physically ill and my parents refuse to get me help, i was apparently GROOMED, i’m being severely bullied in school, i’m failing classes, school is draining me, no matter how hard I try, no one will love me romantically for who I am, my arm pains are worse than ever and now my parents hate me because of my political beliefs. i physically can’t push myself any harder if i won’t make it anywhere. and i can’t say this anywhere because in this day and age, i’ll just get called corny or get ignored.