i know this is your main but nonetheless i think this would be the best place to say this
and i know you had a life outside of you being tenna but i really only knew you as tenna. i hope that its okay that i say this to you like youre just tenna because thats still who you are, at least to me
so if you somehow see this im sorry and i love you
i should have come to front to talk to you more often and im so sorry i didnt maybe i could have helped a little bit if i did. i hope it could have
abd maybe i couldnt have saved you but im still so happy i found you again tenna
im o sorry and i love you so much and im such an idiot im sorry
maybe you dont want to hear this from me at all and if not thats ok you dont have to
but roleplay blog aside you're still the tenna i knew and loved and im so so happy we could find each other again even if i wasnt in the front to talk to you too much
and if you are really gone i hope we may meet again some day
i understand and i love you
-your mailman, spamton g. spamton
okay so iām alive somehow. i really donāt know how i lived but i did. iām so glad that you actually care about me and my well being. please donāt blame yourself for what I did to myself. it really wasnāt your fault at all, truly. you were one of the reasons i tried staying alive for that long. you are such a light in my life, especially in this horrible time where i can see nothing but the shitty things that iāve done. i love you so much, spamton. iām glad you really care.