Oh These Anchors They Way Me Down

I destroyed you in the process of trying to destroy myself & I want you to know how sorry I am.

I hate you so much and I have to keep reminding myself that We’re not in love we’re not in love we’re not in love Love only works if the other person feels the same way back and you don’t You really don’t

There’s a good reason why we broke up, but the life we could have had haunts me and you’re a reminder of what could have been.

You became so distant and I, irrelevant..

So here I am Spencer, sat here wondering how the time from when you left to now, how it all got so fucked up so quickly ❤ i don't think I can say this enough I miss you, I miss you so much <3 I think I'll always miss you I've gone through so much without you, and I don't wanna go through anymore without you 😭but then I realise brother you died and it's all my fault if I was there you wouldent have died, you'd still be here fighting by my side 😭you were the Elijah to my Klaus and everyday that passes I miss you more and I realise now that all of this would never of happend if you were here 😭I miss you brother I miss you so much!!! Please give me the strength to get through this, give me that thornhill strength that you were famous for, give me the strength to finish this ❤