Mxyy or Myv

I don’t normally share secrets but right now, this year has not been the best for me. And you may not understand nor know me, but listen. For the past two months, I’ve been very ill everyday. My stomach constantly is hurting as well as my health declining. Every night, it feels like I cannot physically breathe or sleep normally. I’ve cried the majority of the nights. I’m trying to stay calm, to be patient, but it fails each time. It feels like my stomach my inside is burning inside. From being nauseous each second to almost puking on yourself. I’ve cried and complained to my parents I demand to go see a doctor, but no one will listen. And my own father believed I was complaining and sharing things at the last minute WHEN IN REALITY HE HAS NEVER BEEN APART OF MY LIFE EVEN IF HE CLAIMS TO DO. My mother is trying her best after she had 2 strokes over the summer. My siblings cannot physically help since they have families or are busy at work. And my dad had one job, yet he failed miserably to even attempt to take me to the doctors and just refused. Saying my mother can take you.

And so… I have to just sit here, go to school, cry, complain until I can’t cry anymore. It hurts to hear myself cry, but you can’t when you are partially deaf. And school has been draining me mentally and physically and my teachers are so concerned. My friends couldn’t care less on what I’ve been going through, and it breaks my heart. I’ve cried so much to the point I feel like I’m going to pass out. And every damn day it feels like I’m gonna just lose myself and end up in the hospital. I can’t even eat properly, walk or run like I use too, do the things I loved doing. It really hurts to sit here and wonder if your own family even gives a shit about your health… when they don’t. And won’t understand and tell you that you’re making an excuse or you’ll be fine.

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(+overall it's good to take a break from social media)

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And right now she is going through something, and is very sick, and she needs to take a break, and she's having panic attacks and trauma flashbacks, and it keeps messing with her, and how she keeps getting attacked for her race, and she's worried about ICE as well, so she's gonna go silent for a bit to get better and to get her grades up and make sure she'll stop hurting

And she asked me to @ her mutals and friends on here so that you all know what's going on with her, and that she isn't ignoring you all, she's just going through it right now

Hopefully you all will understand that she's in alot of pain right now and just need to take a step back for a moment

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Ya' better watch out!👀

Ya' better not cry!💦

Ya' better not pout, 'n I'm tellin' ya why!😇

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Read this Doctor Who fancomic from the very start here!