Antisocial Pessimist♥

Need | Aiden & Whitney

“She’s still a cute puppy, aren’t you” Whit reply to Aiden but kept looking at Blondie. “You can sit on the bed, there hasn’t been a men in this bed in a long while.” The blonde said, moving to the side and wrapping her jacket around her body tightly. She laid down, holding Blondie as close to her body as possible without killing the dog. “I don’t know, I just need a friend. I’m sorry I haven’t reached out in a while. It’s been hard to open up and talk about problems and stuff. How are you? Girl problems or anything?”

“You don’t have to deal with anything, Ryan. I’m not asking you to marry me or to get back with me. I know you don’t trust me even though I say a thousand times that I didn’t want that kiss. I was just letting you know that people love you no matter how bad you think you are.” She moved her hands from her chest to the back of his neck to play with his hair like she used to. “I’ve missed your company, I just want to be here for you in anyway you let me. I’m not going to pity you, I just want to hold you if you’d let me.” 

Need | Aiden & Whitney

Whitney shrugged at his question. “Come in”. The girl closed the door and ran over to her bed with Blondie. “God, I missed you! How is the best puppy in the world? Huh? Yeah, because you’re a nice puppy.” Continuing with the mommy voice, Whitney kissed the dog’s head a lot of time, not caring that Blondie would like her face a few times. “Do you want some kisses, too, Aiden?” The girl teased. 

“The problem is that I don’t care what type of monster you think or tend to be. I love you just like that. I don’t care if you have killed, done drugs, sent someone to kill or whatever it is you think you did that doesn’t deserve anyone to love them. I love you for who you are with me, how we are when no one is around, when it’s just us two. And I hate that because you’re the only person that can destroy me and make me feel complete all at once. So I don’t care if you don’t want to do good, if you want to keep being Big Bad Ryan Cotter, that’s the boy I am in love with, so deal with that.” She stated, her eyes never leaving his and not caring how pathetic she sound. It was Ryan, she meant everything she said. For fuck sake, he once paid her for sex. Whitney was deeply in love with this boy, that she would do anything for him. Seeing him like this, thinking everyone was judging him, made her mad because she couldn’t careless of what people said about him or them or anyone that was capable of loving Ryan. 

Whitney placed her hands on his chest and leaned forward, resting her body against his. “You think I don’t know that? You think I don’t know with who I’m inlove?” She stared him in the eyes. “But it does.”

Whitney rolled her eyes and waited for him to finish his speech of anger. “Are you done?” She asked, not waiting for an answer. “Ryan, I know you. I know this act of yours. You’re better than you were before and I’m not the only one who has seen that. If you want to go ahead and keep being mad to the world for something that already happened and can’t do more damage to you. You can’t let it have this kind of power over you.”

Need | Aiden & Whitney

Hearing the knock on the door, Whitney yelled “Coming.” Standing with the pillow in her hands, she walked over to the door and opened it. “Hi, there.” Her accent thick. “Hi, Blondie, how have you been? Have been a bad girl because that’s what I wanted you to do, to cause problems in daddies life.” She spoke with the voice the moms normally talk to babies. 

“Ryan, what happened to you is horrible but you’re not alone anymore.” Walking closer to him. “There are more people out there like you. There has been a lot of boys that have been raped before and maybe you can help them move on, help them see that it doesn’t end your life no matter how rough it went. Turn this bad thing into something good, that I know you’re capable of.” She spoke with tears in her eyes but still locked with his. “I don’t know anybody stronger than you in this world.”