if youāre like me and you only watch f1 for free, here are some free sites you can watch it live at:
sportshub.stream - this is my personal favorite
totalsportek.pro
sportsurge.club
thehomesport.net
weakstream.org
there are also free apps you can watch it in:
Live player
strym tv - you need a code to watch in this app so you just press the + sign on the upper left corner, choose āImport playlist from URLā and paste this url http: //movitv. pro just remove the spaces
all of these have ads and if you have access to VPN, you might want to use it but iāve tried all these links and app last season and hadnāt gotten a virus.
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warnings .į 18+ mdni. sharing gum. mentions of sex. established relationship. makeout sessions.
summary .į big meanie scott miller sharing his gum with his sweetheart of a girlfriend :0 (+ the 1 time you share your gum with him).
acknowledgements .į gif creds: @/corensweat
the first time scott does what youād previously thought of as disgusting and revolting, was during one of your regular storm chasing afternoons.
back then you were just fuck buddies, keeping each otherās beds warm without the commitment, something scott was open about to you when it first startedāat first it broke your heart but you learnt to live with it and accept it.
the day wasnāt going as expected, your hair sticking to your skin with rain, the data you were supposed to be collecting coming out all wrong, the storm seemingly disappearing right before your eyesāeveryone was on edge.
your chest huffed as you looked down at your reports, the numbers not adding up to the measure you needed them to, only furthering you into an overthinking mess.youād been chewing chunks out of the inside of your cheek, the the dried skin on your bottom lip not any better as your teeth scraped them off with with each nibble, the stress of the day urging you to nervously gnaw on something.
scott noticed; of course he did, he noticed every little thing about youā from the way youād nervously tick when anxious, to the meticulous morning routine you had after each and every single one of your rendezvous.
he smacked his gum, scratching at the stubble growing on his jaw as he eyed you, the clipboard with data in his hands at the back of his mind now, too proud to admit with his full chest that he worried about you when youād get like this, āyou good?ā he finally spoke up, voice gravelly, his nose twitching as he sniffled, the edge of the clipboard digging into his abdomen.
you looked up from the tablet in your hands, eyes wide as saucers; āwhat?ā you asked, the assault from your teeth onto your already bleeding bottom lip, halted for a moment.
āi asked if youāre good, youāre uh, youāre doing that thing,ā he paused, gesturing to your lips, his blue eyes pierced as he studied you, his eyes raking over your almost trembling with anxiety, figure.
you could taste the metallic twang from your bleeding bottom lip, lifting the pad of your fingers to touch it, looking down at your blood stained fingers as you swallowed, his voice echoing in the background as he called out your name.
you cleared your throat, your tongue darting out to wet your lips before humming, āyeah yeahāiām fine, just really frustrated i guessāi uh-you got any more gum?ā you finally blurted out, hoping to stop the assault on your bruised and bleeding bottom lip by chewing some gum.
scott looked at you, passing off the clipboard to someone walking by before checking his pockets, patting himself down. he realised slowly that the one he was currently smacking on was the last one he had, his tongue poking the inside of his cheek as his gaze zeroed in again on that anxious tick of yours, looking around to check if the rest of the team were looking before stepping forward, his face stoic, not at all giving away what he was about to do.
his large hand reached your jaw first, calloused palm tender against your skin before he bent down to accommodate your height, your brain catching up with your body slower than what youād want it to, lips parted as his other hand moved to the belt loops on your jeans, hooking his index finger into one of them to pull your closer to him.
in a flurry his lips were pressed to yours, your breath catching in your throat as you kissed him back almost instantly, your lips moulding to the shape of one anotherās, your body responding to his all too familiar touch as you melted into his embrace, your legs like jelly, the only thing keeping you grounded being his hand on your belt loop.
your skin prickled with goosebumps as your colleagues began staring, but you couldnāt find it in you to care, not with how his tongue prodded into your mouth with urgency, your head spinning as you angled your head so he could have his way, the kiss growing a tad desperate, completely oblivious to how he was manoeuvring the piece of minty fresh gum from his mouth into yours, his hand that had been on your jaw having slid down to the base of your throat, sitting loosely around the delicate skin there.
your eyes shot open as you felt the piece of gum in your mouth, your first instinct being to spit it out immediately, brows furrowed at the soft material on your tongue, until your eyes caught his, the emotions he couldnāt convey with his words shouting out to you from the windows to his soul, blinking as his stare willed you to keep your mouth closed and keep the piece of gum, his gum between your chapped lips.
without even realising youād begun chewing it, the taste of the gum paired with that distinct taste that was scott miller, making your breathing falter, your cheeks warm as you kept chewing, blowing a bubble before looking over to your colleagueās, some of them mortified from the public display of affection, especially from someone like scott; others whoās motel rooms were right next to yours, having heard every little moan and breathy whimper you made when scottās cock was buried deep inside, not surprised at all, and javi? poor javi was as confused as ever.
you swallowed, your eyes never leaving scottās as you chewed on the gum, the anxiety youād been experiencing seemingly leaving your body. wordlessly he straightened up, lifting his signature blue peak cap from his head, smoothing down his hair as he placed it atop your head, another public claim on you, unconsciously letting everyone know you were his; his eyes speaking to you again, reassuring you.
a classic āmean to everyone but youā scott miller move you guessed.
with a pat to your shoulder he left, busying himself with work as he usually did, leaving your mind (and cotton panties) a mess, smiling to yourself at his display of affection, the gum between your teeth a sweet reminder to it.
the second time he does it is roughly a month later, your relationship public and solidified, the office at stormparās headquarters coming to know you now as scott millerās too sweet girlfriend, often wondering how your dynamic worked seeing as scott constantly looked a grumpy mess.
āgod damn it i asked for it to be done today! why canāt anyone get this shit right?!ā you heard him yell from down the hall, some intern scrambling back to their desk, scared as a mouse, scottās presentation for his uncle and a couple of investors in about thirty minutes.
you stood from your desk, downing the rest of your water as you met him outside the boardroom. āyou okay? can see the steam blasting from your ears from a mile away,ā you attempted to joke, smiling up at him as your hand reached for his, his jaw working as he chewed his usual minty gum.
āfuckānothings going how i wanted it to go, and those god awful intern hireās are useless-ā he huffed, running his hand that wasnāt holding yours down his face.
your brows furrowed, picking up on his frustration, ābreathe, youāll be okay - seen you give mean presentations a thousand times before, with a damn good poker face too; this is nothinā scott,ā you hummed, letting his hand fall for a moment to smooth down his collar.
he nodded, about to respond when the intern from earlier scrambled back toward him, apologising profusely as they handed him the correct material, that hard, quite frankly nerve wracking stare of his piercing their skin, the terrified look on their face making you snort, trying your hardest not to laugh as they scurried away.
you shook your head, looking down at your shoes before sighing, āyouāre too scary sometimes yāknow? gotta be nicer baby,ā you giggled, his nervousness disappearing for a moment.
he shook his head, dimples announcing themselves to the world as he smacked his gum, āonly person i need to be cordial to is you, fuck the rest of emā he huffed, looking down at his digital watch, that grumpy look youāve come to know and love back on his face.
you rolled your eyes at his words, looking down at your own watch to see that it was time for him to go; āyouāll do amazing i know itāforeā you go in there munching away, gumāā you paused, holding your hand out, palm to the sky as you waited for him to spit out his gum into your palm, so you could dispose of it.
he simply shook his head, smirking briefly before pressing his lips to yours, his kiss hasty but chaste, his tongue prodding into your warm mouth as he passed his gum to you again, already becoming all whoozy at the action.
he pulled away hastily, clearing his throat as he smiled at his handy work, the sight of you chewing his gum always working wonders for his egoābecoming his second favourite thing in the world (first place was loving you of course).
with a soft slap to your ass he entered the board room, the door closing softly with a click. you smiled to yourself as you hovered outside, bowing a bubble as a throat clearing from behind you, disturbed your moment of tranquility, your head snapping to find javi with a disgusted look on his face, only giggling in response.
āyou two are disgusting, truly,ā javi remarked, grimacing at the idea of you chewing someone elseās gum, his words however, holding no real malice to them.
ādonāt knock it till you try it javi,ā you giggled, running after him to piss him off further as you held your fingers crossed that scottās proposal would go well.
the first time you pull his signature move on him is as youāre getting back from the grocery store, his strong arms carrying the multiple bags into the kitchen of your shared apartment, closing the door behind him before locking it as he set the bags down onto the counter.
he went through them, the bubble youād blown with the last piece of gum you had, popping, masking the sound of his grumble as he sorted through the bag.
āah fuck,ā he mouthed, looking over his shoulder as he watched you pack everything that needed to be chilled, into the fridge.
āwe forget somethin?ā you hummed, placing the punnets of blueberries and strawberries into the crisper. āyeahāforgot my gum, can you believe it?ā he huffed, muttering another āfuckā under his breath as he crossed his arms over his chest, the man not able to function without his preferred brand of gum, only realising then that youād been smacking on some gum the whole time.
āyou got any left sweetie?ā he hummed, walking across the kitchen to where you stood, his large hands smoothing around your waist from behind, turning you around in his arms as he smoothly closed the fridge door behind you, softly pressing your back to it.
this was all normal for you, him manhandling you whenever and wherever, your body pliant under his grasp. āmhm? got any left of what?ā you furrowed your brows, doing a mental checklist of what you couldāve forgotten.
his hands smooth down from your waist to your ass, squeezing and massaging the flesh as he gestured to the bubble youād just blown with a nod, effortlessly lifting you up into his arms.
you mentally āohhhhādā, prepared to watch disappointment overcome his handsome features as you readied yourself to shake your head, the word ānopeā on the tip of your tongue before you remembered youād been chewing on a piece of gum yourself.
with a smile on your plush lips you pressed them to his, smiling into the kiss as you felt him move you over to one of the counters, the marble countertop cool against your skin, your lips moving languidly against his as you tried to control the pace of the kiss, your bodyās urge to let him do whatever he pleased, fighting against the idea you had.
as your arms moved around his neck, deepening the kiss as your tongue danced with his, moving the gum into his mouth, your saliva mixing oh so erotically with his, the gesture making his jeans tighten, your panties no doubt flushed with wetness as he seemed to only grow hungrier now with your gum in his mouth.
he pulled back after a moment, a string of saliva connecting your swollen, kiss bitten lips, his dimples showing cockily as he chewed the shit out of (your) his gum.
āusing my own tricks on me now are you? thank you baby,ā he guffawed, smirking as his hands moved to the hem of your shirt, goosebumps prickling your skin as he moved his calloused hands over the soft skin of your belly.
you only shrugged, satisfied with yourself as you surged forward to press quick little kisses to his lips, smiling as he continued smacking the gum regardless.
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Summary (implied spoilers for The Score): you stop on a dark highway for a stranger you have never met. He wakes up days later not knowing your name. What follows is a love story that starts with blood-stained scrubs, a neck brace, and the single worst pickup line ever delivered in an ICU. Aka ⦠the fix-it fic where Beau lives
Warnings: descriptions of a car accident and critical injuries
The night stretches cold and endless along Route 2, the kind of February darkness that settles into your bones. Youāre driving on autopilot, your mind still churning through pharmacokinetics and drug interactions, when the world explodes into motion ahead of you.
Metal screeches. Glass shatters. A black SUV careens off the road, spinning once, twice, before slamming into a massive oak with a sound that punches through the quiet night.
Your foot hits the brake before your brain catches up. Your car fishtails slightly on the slick road before coming to a stop thirty feet from the wreckage. For exactly three seconds, you sit there, hands still gripping the steering wheel, heart hammering against your ribs.
Then youāre moving.
You grab your phone, your emergency kit from the trunk ā thank god for your motherās paranoia ā and run toward the smoking vehicle. The smell hits you first: gasoline, burnt rubber, something metallic that might be blood.
āHello?ā Your voice comes out steadier than you feel. āCan anyone hear me?ā
A groan from the driverās side. You circle around, your boots crunching on broken glass and scattered debris. The driverās door hangs open at an odd angle. A man in his fifties sits slumped against the steering wheel, a gash above his eyebrow bleeding sluggishly.
āSir? Sir, can you hear me?ā
His eyes flutter open. Blue eyes. Dazed but focusing. āIāwhat happened? Whereās-ā His head jerks toward the passenger side, and pure terror floods his face. āBeau! BEAU!ā
He tries to unbuckle his seatbelt, but you put a hand on his shoulder. āSir, please donāt move. You might be injured-ā
āMy son!ā He shoves your hand away, stronger than he looks. āMy son is in the passenger seat!ā
Ice floods your veins. You circle to the other side of the vehicle, and thatās when you see him.
The passenger door is crumpled inward, the metal twisted like paper. The window is completely gone. And in the seat, surrounded by a spider web of cracks in whatās left of the windshield, is a young man about your age.
Thereās so much blood.
āOh god,ā you whisper. Then louder, forcing yourself into action: āIām calling 911 right now!ā
Your fingers shake as you dial, but your voice comes out clear when the operator answers.
ā911, whatās your emergency?ā
āMotor vehicle collision, Route 2 westbound, approximately two miles past the Lexington exit. Two victims. Driver appears stable with minor head trauma, but passenger has severe injuries-ā Youāre moving as you talk, assessing with your eyes what you canāt yet touch. āPossible cervical spine injury, significant hemorrhaging from upper extremity, penetrating chest trauma. We need paramedics and ALS immediately.ā
āMaāam, are you a medical professional?ā
āSecond-year medical student. I have BLS and Stop the Bleed certification.ā
āParamedics are en route. ETA eight minutes. Can you provide care until they arrive?ā
āYes.ā You set the phone down, speaker on, and force yourself to breathe. Eight minutes. You can do eight minutes.
You turn back to the passenger. The father is now standing beside you, swaying slightly.
āSir, I need you to sit down-ā
āThatās my son.ā His voice breaks. āPlease, you have to help him. Please.ā
āI will. But I need you to sit down before you fall down. Can you do that for me?ā
He nods shakily and lowers himself to the ground, never taking his eyes off his son.
You lean into the destroyed passenger compartment, and your medical training wars with your human instinct to panic. The young man ā Beau, his father called him ā is unconscious. His head lolls at an angle that makes your stomach drop. Not a natural angle. Not even close.
āOkay,ā you mutter to yourself. āOkay, think. C-spine precautions. Donāt move him unless heās in immediate danger.ā
But heĀ isĀ in immediate danger. You can see it in the way his neck bends, the way his head threatens to fall further forward. If his cervical spine isnāt already severed, any more movement could do it.
You look around frantically. The car is stable. No fire. But you need to stabilize his neckĀ now.
Your emergency kit. You dump it on the ground, hands moving fast, grabbing the rolled-up fleece blanket your mom insisted you carry. You carefully roll it into a tight cylinder and maneuver it around Beauās neck, trying to provide support without moving him any more than absolutely necessary.
āTalk to me,ā you call to the father. āWhatās his name? Full name?ā
āBeau. Beau Maxwell.ā The manās voice is thin with shock. āHeās twenty-two. Heās healthy, no medical conditions, no allergies. Heāsāgod, heās the quarterback. He has a game next week. He has-ā
āOkay, Mr. Maxwell, thatās good, thatās helpful.ā Youāre assessing as he talks. The makeshift cervical collar is in place. Now the bleeding. āI need you to keep talking to me. Tell me what happened.ā
āA deer. There was a deer in the road, and I swerved, and-ā His voice cracks again. āI felt the ice. I felt us sliding. I couldnāt stop it.ā
Youāre barely listening now, all your attention on Beauās arm. Thereās a shard of glass ā thick, wickedly sharp ā embedded in his right bicep. Blood pulses around it in rhythmic spurts. Arterial. Brachial artery, most likely.
āFuck,ā you breathe. āDispatch, update ā patient has arterial hemorrhage from upper extremity. Iām applying a tourniquet now.ā
Your coat. Youāre already shaking from the cold, but you strip off your heavy winter coat without hesitation. You need fabric, need pressure, need to stop the bleeding before he loses any more blood.
The glass shard is still embedded. Leave it or take it out? You run through your training in microseconds. In the field, with no surgical backup, no way to clamp the artery ā leave it. But you need pressure above and below.
You wrap your coat around his upper arm, using the sleeves to tie it as tight as you can manage. Your fingers are already going numb, but you pull harder, watching the rhythmic spurting slow to a steady seep. Not perfect, but better.
Youāre about to check his other injuries when you see it: a thick branch, maybe three inches in diameter, has punched through the windshield and embedded itself in Beauās chest. Just left of center. Through the sternum, or maybe just missing it. Either way, itās deep.
Your hands hover over it, trembling. Every instinct screams at you to pull it out, but you know that branch is the only thing preventing him from bleeding out right now. If itās hit any major vessels, removing it without a surgical team standing by would kill him.
āPlease,ā Mr. Maxwell says from behind you. āPlease tell me heās going to be okay.ā
You donāt answer. You canāt. Instead, you lean back slightly, taking in Beauās face for the first time.
Even like this ā pale, covered in blood, unconscious ā heās striking. Dark hair matted against his forehead, strong jaw, features that would be more at home on a movie screen than a car wreck. Thereās a cut above his eyebrow, minor compared to everything else, and his lips are slightly parted, each breath shallow and labored.
You find yourself reaching out, your fingers ā cold and blood-stained ā brushing against his cheek.
āHey,ā you whisper. āBeau. I know you canāt hear me, but I need you to hold on, okay? Help is coming. Just hold on.ā
His skin is cooling rapidly in the February air. You grab the emergency blanket from your kit with your free hand and drape it over as much of him as you can without disturbing the branch or the makeshift collar.
āSix minutes out,ā the dispatcher says through your phone speaker.
Six minutes. Six minutes for his brain to be without adequate oxygen if his breathing gets any worse. Six minutes for that branch to shift. Six minutes for his neck to-
No. You push the thoughts away.
āMr. Maxwell, is anyone else hurt? Was anyone else in the car?ā
āNo. Just us. We were coming back from dinner. In the city. His grandmotherās birthday.ā The man is crying now, quietly. āI told him Iād drive so he could relax. Have a few drinks. I told him-ā
āThis wasnāt your fault,ā you say firmly. āThe deer, the ice ā this wasnāt your fault.ā
You check Beauās pulse again. Thready. Too fast. Shock, almost certainly. Blood loss, head trauma, possible internal injuries ā the list spirals in your mind.
āHis pupils,ā Mr. Maxwell says suddenly. āShouldnāt you check his pupils?ā
You should. You know you should. But part of you is terrified of what youāll find. Unequal pupils would mean increased intracranial pressure, brain herniation, things you cannot fix on the side of a dark highway.
Still, you pull out your phone flashlight and gently lift one of Beauās eyelids.
Blue. His eyes are the same startling blue as his fatherās, even closed like this. You shine the light across. The pupil constricts. Sluggish, but it constricts. You check the other side. The same.
āEqual and reactive,ā you report to dispatch, relief flooding through you. āSluggish but responsive.ā
āParamedics are three minutes out,ā the dispatcher responds.
Three minutes. You can see lights in the distance now, hear the wail of sirens cutting through the night.
You check the tourniquet again ā still holding. Check his breathing ā still shallow but present. Your hand finds its way back to his face, and you realize youāre talking to him, a steady stream of words youāll never remember later.
āTheyāre almost here. Youāre doing great. Just keep breathing, okay? Keep breathing.ā
Behind you, Mr. Maxwell is on his own phone now, his voice breaking as he talks to someone. His wife, probably. Telling her something no parent should ever have to say.
The ambulance screams to a stop, and suddenly there are people everywhere. Paramedics in dark blue, moving with practiced efficiency.
āWeāve got him, maāam. Weāve got him.ā
But you donāt move. Not until one of them ā a woman with kind eyes and gray-streaked hair ā gently touches your shoulder.
āYou did good,ā she says. āReally good. But we need you to step back now so we can work.ā
You stumble backward, and Mr. Maxwell is there, catching your elbow.
āWhat do we have?ā the lead paramedic asks.
Your voice comes out steadier than you feel. āTwenty-two-year-old male, restrained passenger in head-on collision with tree. Patient found unconscious, significant cervical spine angulation ā Iāve placed a soft collar for support. Penetrating trauma to chest, large foreign object still in situ. Arterial hemorrhage from right upper extremity, tourniquet applied. Pupils equal and reactive but sluggish. Respirations shallow, approximately 20 per minute. Pulse thready at approximately 120. Obvious signs of shock.ā
The paramedicās eyebrows raise slightly. āYou a doctor?ā
āMed student. Second year.ā
āWell, med student, you probably saved his life.ā Sheās already moving, her team swarming around Beau with practiced precision. C-collar. Backboard. IV access. They work with a choreography born of countless traumas.
You watch as they carefully extract him from the vehicle, maintaining spinal precautions, keeping the branch stable. Watch as they load him onto the stretcher. Watch as they cut away his blood-soaked shirt, revealing more of the damage underneath.
āWeāre taking him to Mass General,ā one of the paramedics calls out. āTrauma one.ā
āIām riding with him,ā Mr. Maxwell says, but heās swaying again, and now that the adrenaline is fading, you can see heās not as okay as he first appeared.
āSir, you need to be evaluated too,ā another paramedic says, approaching with a second gurney. āWeāll take you both.ā
āBut-ā
āWeāve got him, sir. Weāve got your son.ā
You watch as they load Mr. Maxwell into a second ambulance. Watch as both vehicles pull away, sirens wailing, lights painting the dark road in red and blue.
Then itās just you, standing on the side of Route 2 in just your scrubs and thin long-sleeve shirt, shivering violently as the adrenaline finally crashes. A police officer is talking to you ā when did the police arrive? ā asking questions you answer automatically.
Your coat is gone. Still wrapped around Beau Maxwellās arm, probably being cut off by the trauma team right now. Your emergency kit is scattered across the asphalt. Your hands are stained rusty brown with blood.
āMiss?ā The officer touches your shoulder. āMiss, are you okay? Do you need medical attention?ā
āIām fine,ā you hear yourself say. āIām fine.ā
But youāre not fine. Youāre shaking so hard your teeth chatter. Your mind keeps replaying the angle of Beauās neck, the branch in his chest, the feel of his cooling skin under your fingers.
The officer wraps a shock blanket around your shoulders and guides you to sit in your car, heater blasting. Heās still asking questions ā your name, your address, what you saw. You answer them all, but part of you is still on that roadside, watching Beauās chest rise and fall in shallow, struggling breaths.
āYouāre a hero, you know,ā the officer says after heās finished taking your statement. āThat young man ā you probably saved his life.ā
You nod numbly. All you can think isĀ but what if it wasnāt enough?
The officer helps you collect your scattered supplies, guides you through the process of leaving the scene. Your car is fine. Youāre fine. Everything is fine.
Except itās not.
As you drive home, your hands wonāt stop shaking on the wheel. You keep seeing Beauās face, keep feeling the cold of his skin, keep hearing Mr. Maxwellās broken voice.Ā Thatās my son. Please, you have to help him.
You make it to your apartment building, into your unit, into your bathroom before you finally break down. You sit on the cold tile floor, still in your blood-stained scrubs, and sob.
Because youāve spent two years studying medicine, learning about trauma and emergency care, practicing on mannequins and in simulations. But nothing prepared you for the reality of holding someoneās life in your hands while their blood soaks into your coat and their father begs you to save them.
Nothing prepared you for looking into the face of a dying stranger and desperately, irrationally, needing him to survive.
You cry until you have no tears left, until the shaking finally subsides, until you can breathe without feeling like your chest is caving in. You peel off your ruined scrubs, scrub the blood from your hands, and sit on your couch in the dark.
Then you pull up Google on your phone, your hands steadier now, and type in a name. Beau Maxwell.
The results flood your screen. Articles about football, highlight reels, statistics. Briar Universityās star quarterback. Twenty-two years old. Junior year. Dark hair, blue eyes, a smile that could sell toothpaste. Projected first-round NFL draft pick.
You scroll through image after image of him ā in uniform, in interviews, at press conferences. Healthy. Whole. So full of life it seems impossible that just an hour ago you were watching him bleed out on a dark highway.
You close your phone and lean your head back against the couch, staring at your ceiling in the darkness.
āPlease,ā you whisper to no one, to everyone, to whatever forces govern life and death. āPlease let him be okay.ā
Outside your window, Boston sleeps on, unaware. Somewhere across the city, in Mass Generalās trauma bay, a team of surgeons fights to save the life of a quarterback youāve never met but will never forget.
All you can do is wait.
And hope.
And pray that your desperate, fumbling first aid was enough to give him a chance.
***
The weight room smells like sweat and rubber, the familiar clang of metal on metal providing a rhythm Dean has known since he was twelve. Itās barely seven in the morning, but heās already on his third set of deadlifts, Garrett spotting him while Logan and Tucker argue about last nightās game on the bench press across the room.
āIām just saying,ā Tucker calls over, āif youād passed to me in the third period instead of trying to be a hero-ā
āIf Iād passed to you, you wouldāve whiffed it like you did in the second,ā Logan fires back.
āFuck off, I was screened-ā
āYou were too busy checking out that blonde in the third row-ā
Dean tunes them out, focusing on his form. Up. Hold. Down. Controlled. His phone sits on the bench beside his water bottle, face down. It buzzes once ā probably his mom checking if heās coming home this weekend ā but he ignores it.
Heās pulling the bar up for his fourth rep when the phone starts ringing. Properly ringing, not just buzzing. The specific ringtone that means itās someone from his favorites list.
āDude, your phone,ā Garrett says.
Dean sets the bar down carefully and picks up the phone, expecting to see his momās contact photo. Instead, itās Coach Jensen.
At seven in the morning.
On a Saturday.
āThatās weird,ā Dean mutters, answering. āCoach? Everything okay?ā
Thereās a pause. Too long. Deanās stomach does something uncomfortable.
āDi Laurentis.ā Coach Jensenās voice is careful in a way Dean has never heard before. Careful like heās handling glass. āWhere are you right now?ā
āWeight room. With the guys. Whatās going on?ā
Another pause. Dean can hear something in the background ā voices, maybe a TV.
āIs Garrett there? Logan? Tucker?ā
āYeah, theyāre all here. Coach, what-ā
āI need you to sit down, son.ā
The weight room goes very quiet. Dean realizes his teammates have stopped talking and are now watching him. He doesnāt sit down.
āWhat happened?ā
Coach Jensen takes a breath. Dean can hear it through the phone. āI got a call this morning from Coach Deluca. He called because he knows a lot of our guys are friends with players on his team.ā
Deanās hand tightens on the phone. āOkay?ā
āItās about Beau Maxwell.ā
The world tilts slightly. āWhat about him?ā
āThere was an accident last night. A car accident. Dean, heās-ā Coach Jensenās voice catches. āHeās in critical condition at Mass General. His father was driving them back from dinner in the city, and they hit ice, crashed into a tree. His dadās okay, but Beau-ā
Dean doesnāt hear the rest. The phone slips from his hand, clattering against the concrete floor. The sound echoes, distant and wrong, like itās coming from underwater.
Beau.
Critical condition.
The words donāt make sense. They canāt make sense. Because Dean just saw Beau yesterday. They grabbed lunch between classes, argued about whether the Packers or the Patriots were going to make it to the playoffs, made plans to hit up a party tonight. Beau was fine. Beau wasĀ fine.
āDean?ā Garrettās hand is on his shoulder. āDean, whatās wrong?ā
Dean opens his mouth but nothing comes out. His knees feel strange, like they might not hold him. The weight room spins slightly, or maybe heās spinning, he canāt tell.
āShit, heās going down-ā Thatās Logan, suddenly on his other side, propping him up.
Tucker grabs the phone from the floor. Dean watches him lift it to his ear, watches his face go pale as he listens to whatever Coach Jensen is saying.
āItās Beau.ā Tuckerās voice sounds hollow. āHeāsāthere was a car accident. Heās in critical condition.ā
The words hit the room like a physical force. Garrettās hand tightens on Deanās shoulder. Logan makes a sound like heās been punched.
Dean still canāt breathe right. Canāt think right. Critical condition. That means bad. That means really bad. That means-
No. No, heās not going there.
āWe need to go,ā Dean hears himself say. His voice sounds far away. āWe need to go to the hospital.ā
āDean, maybe we should-ā Garrett starts.
āNow.ā Dean pulls away from his friends, stumbling slightly. His legs feel like water. āWeāre going now.ā
āOkay,ā Logan says quickly. āOkay, yeah. My carās out front. Letās go.ā
Dean doesnāt remember the walk to the parking lot. Doesnāt remember climbing into Loganās beat-up pickup. One minute heās in the weight room, and the next heās in the back seat, Tucker beside him, watching the familiar streets of Boston blur past the window.
Garrett is in the passenger seat, on his phone. āYeah, Wellsy, itāsāyeah, itās really bad. Weāre going to Mass General now. Can youāyeah. Thanks, baby.ā
The city passes in a haze. Dean stares out the window without seeing anything. His mind keeps trying to process the information and failing. Beau. Car accident. Critical condition.
Theyāre brothers. Not by blood, but by choice, which Dean has always thought means more.Ā
Beau is the guy who stayed up with Dean all night when his grandfather died, never saying much, just being there. The guy who taught Dean how to throw a spiral when some girl Dean was into invited him to throw a football around. The guy who knows Deanās coffee order and brings him one without being asked when heās had a rough day.
Beau is his brother.
And Dean doesnāt know what heāll do if-
No. Stop. Donāt think it.
āWeāre here,ā Logan announces, pulling into the hospital parking garage with slightly too much speed.
They practically fall out of the truck, running for the entrance. The hospital is massive, gleaming glass and steel, and Dean has no idea where to go.
āTrauma wing,ā Tucker pants, pulling out his phone. āCoach sent me directions. This way.ā
They follow him through automatic doors, past a reception desk, down a hallway that smells like antiseptic and fear. Deanās heart is pounding so hard he can hear it in his ears. His workout clothes are still damp with sweat. He should have changed. Why didnāt he change?
They round a corner, and Dean sees them.
The waiting room is full of Maxwells.
Beauās mom, Debbie, sits in one of those uncomfortable plastic chairs, her face buried in her hands. Beauās dad is standing by the window, a white bandage visible above his eyebrow. Beauās grandmother is there too, being comforted by what looks like Beauās aunt. There are others Dean recognizes from family gatherings and football games, all wearing the same expression of shock and grief.
They all look up as four hockey players in workout gear burst into the waiting room.
His momlās eyes land on Dean, and her face crumbles.
āDean,ā she chokes out, and then sheās standing, crossing the room in three steps, pulling him into her arms.
Sheās shaking. Or maybe heās shaking. He canāt tell anymore.
āIām so sorry,ā sheās saying into his shoulder. āIām so sorry, honey, I know you twoāI know-ā
Thatās what breaks him.
Dean Di Laurentis, who prides himself on being smooth, charming, always in control, shatters. His knees give out, and if Beauās mom wasnāt holding him up, heād be on the floor. A sob tears out of his throat, raw and ugly and completely beyond his control.
āIāve got you,ā she whispers, even though sheās the one who should be comforted, even though itās her son in critical condition. āIāve got you, sweetheart.ā
Dean can feel his teammates behind him ā Loganās hand on his back, Garrettās voice saying something he canāt make out. But mostly he feels the weight of grief trying to crush him, the terror of possibly losing the person who knows him better than anyone.
āWhat happened?ā He manages to gasp out. āCoach saidābut he didnātāwhatĀ happened?ā
Debbie pulls back, her hands still on his shoulders. Her eyes are red-rimmed and swollen. āYou should tell them.ā
Beauās dad turns from the window. He looks like heās aged ten years overnight. The bandage above his eyebrow is stark white against his pale skin.
āWe were driving back from dinner,ā he says, his voice rough. āIn the city. For my motherās birthday. It was late, almost midnight. I was driving because Beau had a few drinks. We were justāwe were talking about the game next week. About his classes. Normal stuff.ā
He stops, his jaw working. Beauās grandmother reaches over and takes his hand.
āThere was a deer,ā Beauās dad continues. āIt came out of nowhere. I swerved, and the roadāthere was black ice. I felt the car start to slide, and I couldnātāI tried to correct, but we just kept sliding. We hit a tree. Driverās side hit first, then passenger side slammed into it.ā
Deanās stomach churns. He can picture it too clearly.
āI woke up a few seconds later. I was okay, just disoriented. But Beau-ā Beauās father takes a moment to gather himself. āHe wasnāt moving. There was blood everywhere. And then this young woman appeared. Out of nowhere. Sheād seen the crash and stopped.ā
āShe called 911,ā Beauās mom picks up the story, her voice steadier than her husbandās. āShe was a medical student. Sheāgod, the paramedics said she saved his life. She stabilized his neck, stopped the worst of the bleeding, kept him alive until they could get there.ā
āWhat are his injuries?ā Garrett asks quietly. Heās moved to stand beside Dean, solid and steady.
Beauās dad closes his eyes. āCervical spine trauma. The paramedics said his neck was bent at an angle that should have killed him. Should have severed his spinal cord. But this girl, she somehow stabilized it. Kept it from snapping completely.ā
Dean tastes bile. He swallows hard.
āHe also had a penetrating chest wound,ā Beauās dqd continues. āA tree branch went through the windshield and-ā He makes a gesture toward his own sternum. āShe knew not to pull it out. Knew it was the only thing keeping him from bleeding out.ā
āAnd his arm,ā Beauās mom adds, wiping her eyes. āSevere laceration from broken glass. She used her own coat as a tourniquet.ā
The waiting room is silent except for the buzz of fluorescent lights and the distant beep of monitors.
āIs he going to be okay?ā Tucker asks. His voice is small, younger than Dean has ever heard it.
āTheyāve been in surgery for four hours,ā Beauās mom says. āWe donāt know yet. They said-ā Her voice wavers. āThey said the next few days are critical. That even if he survives the surgery, there could be complications. Infection. Brain damage from oxygen deprivation. Paralysis.ā
āNo.ā The word comes out sharp, definitive. Dean doesnāt realize heās the one who said it until everyone looks at him. āNo, thatās notāBeauās going to be fine. He has to be fine. Heās-ā
He canāt finish the sentence. Canāt articulate what Beau means, what a world without him would look like. Canāt.
āWeāre praying, honey,ā Beauās mom says softly. āThatās all we can do right now.ā
Dean wants to scream that prayer isnāt enough. That there has to be something, anything, they can do. But he just nods, swallowing against the lump in his throat.
More people arrive over the next hour. Beauās teammates, guys from the football team who Dean knows from parties and the occasional shared class. They fill the waiting room with whispered conversations and shell-shocked expressions. A few of them break down crying. Most just sit in stunned silence.
Dean ends up in one of the plastic chairs, his head in his hands. Logan sits on one side, Garrett on the other. Tucker paces by the window, unable to sit still.
āHeās going to make it,ā Logan says quietly. āYou know Beau. Stubborn as hell. Heās not going anywhere.ā
Dean wants to believe that. Wants to believe that sheer force of will can overcome arterial bleeding and spinal trauma. But heās seen enough hockey injuries to know that sometimes will isnāt enough.
āDid you know,ā Dean says suddenly, his voice hoarse, āthat his first word was āballā? He told me that freshman year. Not āmamaā or ādada.ā āBall.āĀ His parents said he was obsessed with any kind of ball from the time he could sit up. They knew heād be an athlete before he could walk.ā
āYeah?ā Garrettās voice is soft, encouraging.
āAnd he-ā Deanās throat closes up. He forces himself to continue. āHe wants to go pro. Obviously. But after that, he wants to coach. High school kids, specifically. He says college and pro players already have all the resources. He wants to work with kids who might not have anyone believing in them.ā
āThat sounds like Beau,ā Logan says.
āHeās going to do it, too,ā Dean insists, looking up. āHeās going to play in the NFL and then coach high school ball and probably turn some underfunded program into a state championship team because thatās what he does. He sees potential in people and brings it out of them.ā
āDean-ā Garrett starts.
āI mean it.ā Deanās voice cracks. āThatās who he is. So he canātāhe has to-ā
The doors to the surgical wing swing open.
The waiting room falls silent immediately. Every head turns. A surgeon walks out, still in his scrubs, pulling off his surgical cap. He looks tired. So tired.
Beauās parents are on their feet instantly, crossing to meet him. Dean stands too, his teammates flanking him. His heart pounds so hard he thinks it might break through his ribs.
āMr. and Mrs. Maxwell,ā the surgeon says. His voice is neutral, professional, impossible to read.
āHow is he?ā Beauās mom asks in barely a whisper. āHowās my son?ā
The surgeon takes a breath. Dean holds his own, feeling like the entire world is balanced on whatever words come next.
āThe surgery was successful,ā the surgeon says, and the relief that floods the room is almost tangible. āWeāve stabilized the spinal trauma, repaired the vascular damage to his arm, and removed the foreign object from his chest. The object missed his heart by less than two centimeters. Any further to the right, and-ā
He doesnāt finish the sentence. He doesnāt have to.
āBut heās alive?ā Beauās dad asks. āHeās going to live?ā
āHeās alive,ā the surgeon confirms. āHeās in critical condition, and the next seventy-two hours will be crucial. Thereās still risk of infection, of complications from the spinal trauma. But he made it through surgery, which given the extent of his injuries, is remarkable.ā
āCan we see him?ā Beauās mom asks.
āHeās being moved to the ICU now. You can see him once heās settled, but heāll be sedated. We need to keep him as still as possible to let the spinal repair begin to heal.ā
āHis spine,ā Beauās dad says. āWill heāis there paralysis?ā
The surgeonās expression is carefully neutral. āWe wonāt know the full extent of any nerve damage until he wakes up and we can do a thorough neurological assessment. The spinal cord itself wasnāt severed, which is extraordinarily fortunate. Whoever stabilized his neck at the scene saved his life and likely saved him from permanent paralysis.ā
āThe girl,ā Beauās mom says. āThe medical student. Do you know her name? We want to thank her.ā
The surgeon shakes his head. āThe paramedics didnāt get her information. Just that she was a Good Samaritan who stopped to help.ā
āWe have to find her,ā Beauās mom says, turning to her husband. āWe have to-ā
āWe will,ā Beauās dad promises. āWe will.ā
The surgeon continues, āI need to be clear with you. Your sonās injuries were catastrophic. The fact that heās alive is nothing short of miraculous. But the road ahead is going to be long. Months of recovery, likely. Multiple surgeries. Intensive physical therapy. And there are still no guarantees.ā
āBut heās alive,ā Beauās mom repeats, like itās a prayer. āHeās alive.ā
āHeās alive,ā the surgeon confirms. āYou should be very proud of him. Heās a fighter.ā
After the surgeon leaves, the waiting room erupts. Quiet at first ā no one wants to celebrate when Beau is still critical ā but thereās a shift. From hopeless to hopeful. From grief to cautious relief.
Dean sits down hard, his legs finally giving out completely. He drops his head into his hands, and this time when he cries, itās different. Still scared, still shaken, but thereās something else mixed in.
Gratitude.
āHe made it,ā Logan says, his own voice thick. āHoly shit, he actually made it.ā
āSeventy-two hours,ā Tucker says. āThatās what the doctor said. Three days. He just has to make it three days.ā
āHe will,ā Garrett says firmly. āYou heard the doc. Beauās a fighter.ā
Dean lifts his head, scrubbing at his face. His eyes feel swollen, his throat raw. He probably looks like hell. He doesnāt care.
āI need to see him,ā he says. āI need to see him.ā
āFamily only in the ICU, probably,ā Logan says gently. āAt least at first.ā
āI donāt care. I need-ā Deanās voice breaks again. āI need to see him.ā
Beauās mom appears in front of him, crouching down so theyāre at eye level. She takes his hands in hers.
āAs soon as they let us bring visitors, youāll be the first,ā she promises. āI swear. But right now, I need you to do something for me.ā
āAnything.ā
āI need you to take care of yourself. Go home, shower, eat something. Because when Beau wakes up ā and he will wake up ā heās going to need you strong. Can you do that?ā
Dean wants to argue. Wants to plant himself in this waiting room and refuse to move until he can see his brother. But her eyes are pleading, and sheās asking so little when sheās going through so much.
āOkay,ā he whispers. āOkay, but youāll call me? The second anything changes?ā
āThe absolute second,ā she promises. āYouāre family, Dean. You know that.ā
Family. The word cracks something open in his chest. He pulls Beauās mom into another hug, holding on tight.
āThank you,ā he says. āFor calling me. For letting me know.ā
āOh honey,ā she says, pulling back to look at him. āThere was never a question. Youāre his brother.ā
Dean nods, not trusting himself to speak.
His teammates drive him back to campus in silence. The shock is starting to wear off, leaving exhaustion in its wake. Deanās muscles ache from his workout, which feels like it happened years ago instead of hours.
They end up on the couch, the four of them, not talking. Just being there. At some point, Tucker orders pizza. At another point, Hannah and Allie show up with half the football team, bringing food and offering quiet support.
Deanās phone buzzes constantly. Texts from teammates, from friends, from people he hasnāt talked to in months, all asking about Beau. He doesnāt answer any of them.
Instead, he pulls up his photos. Finds the album labeled āBest Bro.ā Hundreds of pictures spanning three years. Beau throwing a touchdown. Beau at a party, arm slung around Deanās shoulders. Beau asleep in the library during finals week, drooling on his American History textbook. Beau grinning at the camera, blue eyes bright, completely alive.
āHeās going to be okay,ā Dean whispers to the photo. āYouāre going to be okay.ā
He has to believe it. Because the alternative ā a world without Beauās terrible jokes and unwavering loyalty and ability to light up any room he walks into ā is unthinkable.
His phone buzzes again.Ā Theyāve settled him in the ICU. He looks peaceful. Still sedated. Doctors say next 12 hours are critical. Will update you in the morning. Try to get some sleep, honey. He needs you rested.
Dean stares at the message for a long time.Ā Tell him Iām here. Tell him his brother is here and waiting for him to wake up.
Dean sets his phone down and leans back against the couch. Around him, his friends have settled into quiet conversation. Someone turned on a movie at some point, something mindless playing on low volume.
But Dean isnāt watching. Heās thinking about a girl heās never met. A medical student who stopped on a dark highway and saved his brotherās life. Who thought quickly enough to stabilize Beauās neck, to stop the bleeding, to give him a fighting chance.
Whoever she is, wherever she is, Dean owes her everything.
āWe have to find her,ā he says suddenly.
Garrett looks over. āWho?ā
āThe girl. The medical student. She saved him, and she just disappeared. Didnāt even leave her name.ā
āDude, Boston has like five medical schools,ā Logan points out. āThatās thousands of students.ā
āI donāt care,ā Dean says. His voice is stronger now, steadier. āWeāll check every single one if we have to. But weāre going to find her.ā
Because whoever she is, she gave Beau a second chance at life.
And Dean is going to make damn sure she knows how much that means.
***
The world comes back in pieces.
First, thereās sound ā a steady beeping, rhythmic and insistent. Then sensation ā something soft beneath him, something constricting around his neck. Then smell ā antiseptic, that particular hospital smell thatās somehow both sterile and cloying at once.
Beau tries to open his eyes, but his eyelids feel like they weigh a thousand pounds.
ā-vitals are stable, Mrs. Maxwell. Weāre going to start decreasing the sedation now-ā
Thatās a voice he doesnāt recognize. Professional. Clinical.
āHow long until he wakes up?ā That voice he knows. Mom. She sounds exhausted.
āIt varies. Could be a few hours. His bodyās been through significant trauma, so weāre taking it slow.ā
Beau wants to tell them heās right here, that he can hear them, but his mouth wonāt cooperate. The darkness pulls him back under.
***
The next time consciousness surfaces, it stays a little longer.
The beeping is still there. But now there are other sounds too ā quiet conversation, the rustle of fabric, footsteps in the hallway.
ā-told you, you canāt give him solid food yet-ā Mom again, but this time she sounds amused.
āIām notĀ givingĀ it to him. Iām just ⦠having it ready. For when he can.ā Dean. Thatās definitely Dean.
āYou brought Dunkinā Donuts to a hospital ICU?ā
āMunchkins. Theyāre small. It doesnāt count.ā
Despite everything ā the pain starting to register in various parts of his body, the confusion, the way his neck feels completely immobilized ā Beau almost smiles.
āBeau?ā A different voice. Dad. āBeau, can you hear me?ā
He tries to respond. Manages something between a grunt and a groan.
āOh my god.ā Momās voice cracks. āOh my god, heāsāget the nurse. Get the nurse!ā
Footsteps. Fast.
Beau forces his eyes open. The light is too bright, everything blurry. He blinks, and slowly the world comes into focus.
White ceiling. Fluorescent lights. The edge of what looks like a massive amount of medical equipment.
āBeau?ā Momās face appears above him, and sheās crying. āOh, baby. Youāre awake. Youāre really awake.ā
āHey, Mom.ā His voice comes out as barely a rasp, his throat raw and painful.
āDonāt try to move, sweetheart. Your neckāthey had to stabilize your neck. Youāre in a brace.ā
That explains the constricting feeling. Beau tries to turn his head instinctively and immediately regrets it as pain shoots through him.
āEasy, easy.ā Thatās a new voice ā a nurse, he realizes, as a woman in scrubs appears on his other side. āWelcome back, Mr. Maxwell. Iām Theresa. Can you tell me your name?ā
āBeau Maxwell.ā It hurts to talk, but he manages.
āGood. Do you know where you are?ā
āHospital.ā Duh.
āDo you remember what happened?ā
Beau tries to think. His memory is ⦠foggy. Disjointed. āCar. We were in a car. Dad was driving.ā He looks around, spotting his father standing near the foot of the bed, bandage still visible on his forehead. āDad. You okay?ā
His dad laughs, the sound wet and relieved. āIām fine, son. Iām fine. Youāre the one who-ā His voice breaks. āYou scared the hell out of us.ā
āLanguage,ā Mom chides, but sheās smiling through her tears.
The nurse runs through more questions ā what year it is, who the president is, can he feel his fingers and toes. Everything checks out, apparently, because she smiles and says, āLooking good, Mr. Maxwell. The doctor will be by soon to do a full assessment.ā
After she leaves, Beau takes stock. He can see Mom and Dad, both looking exhausted and relieved. And there, slouched in a chair by the window, is Dean, holding a Dunkinā Donuts bag and grinning like an idiot.
āYou look like shit,ā Beau rasps.
Dean laughs, and it sounds a little hysterical. āSays the guy in the ICU. Welcome back, man.ā
āHow long was I out?ā
āTwo and a half days,ā Mom says, stroking his hand gently. āThey had you heavily sedated while you healed.ā
Two and a half days. Beau processes this slowly. āWhat ⦠what are my injuries?ā
His parents exchange a look.
āSon,ā Dad starts, āyou hadāit was pretty bad. Cervical spine trauma. They had to operate. And there was a branch, through your chest-ā
āAĀ branch?ā
āMissed your heart by less than two inches,ā Mom says quietly. āAnd your armāthere was a lot of glass. They had to repair the artery.ā
Beau stares at the ceiling, trying to reconcile this information with the fact that heās alive and apparently mostly functional. āHow am I not dead?ā
āBecause someone saved you,ā Dad says. āThere was a woman, a medical student. She saw the crash happen and stopped to help. She stabilized your neck, stopped the bleeding, kept you alive until the paramedics arrived.ā
A medical student. Random Good Samaritan. Beau tries to remember, but thereās nothing. Just darkness and then waking up here.
āThe surgeon said if she hadnāt stabilized your neck, one more wrong movement and-ā Mom canāt finish the sentence.
āWeāve been trying to find her,ā Dean interjects, standing up and moving closer to the bed. āTo thank her. But she didnāt leave her name, and the hospital doesnāt have her information. Just that she was a medical student who stopped to help.ā
āI want to thank her too,ā Beau says. His throat is killing him, but this seems important.
āThe police have her contact information from the accident report,ā Dad says. āWeāre working on tracking her down. But for now, you need to focus on healing.ā
A doctor arrives shortly after, running through a battery of neurological tests. Can Beau move his fingers? Yes. Toes? Yes. Feel pressure on his arms? Legs? Yes, yes. The doctor looks cautiously optimistic.
āThe fact that you have full sensation and motor function is excellent news,ā the doctor says. āBut youāre not out of the woods yet. The next few weeks are critical. Any wrong movement could jeopardize the spinal repair.ā
āSo Iām stuck in this neck brace?ā
āFor at least eight weeks. And then extensive physical therapy.ā
Eight weeks. Beauās season is over. His entire junior year, gone. He closes his eyes against the wave of disappointment.
āHey.ā Deanās hand lands on his shoulder. āOne step at a time, yeah? Youāre alive. Thatās what matters.ā
Beau nods minutely, the brace making even that small movement awkward.
The rest of the day passes in a blur of doctors, nurses, medications, and family. His grandmother comes by and cries all over him. His aunt brings flowers that the nurses say arenāt allowed in ICU but no one has the heart to remove. His uncle brings an embarrassing amount of Packers gear āfor morale.ā
Dean never leaves. Heās a permanent fixture in the chair by the window, occasionally trying to sneak Beau a munchkin when the nurses arenāt looking, even though Beau still canāt eat solid food.
āDude, stop,ā Beau finally says. āYouāre going to get kicked out.ā
āWorth it,ā Dean says, but he puts the bag away.
Itās late afternoon on the third day post-accident ā technically only a few hours since Beau woke up ā when thereās a knock on the door.
āIf thatās another neurologist, I swear to god-ā Beau starts.
āLanguage,ā Mom says automatically, but sheās already turning toward the door. āCome in!ā
The door opens, and everyone looks up expecting another doctor or nurse.
Instead, a young woman steps in.
Sheās around Beauās age, maybe a year or two older, wearing jeans and a Harvard hoodie, her hair pulled back in a messy ponytail. She looks nervous, clutching a worn messenger bag and hesitating in the doorway like she might bolt at any second.
āIām sorry,ā she says quickly. āI know you probably werenāt expecting visitors, but Iāthe reception desk said thatāI asked how the patient from the accident was doing, and they said the medical student who helped at the scene was on the approved visitor list, so I thought-ā Sheās rambling, talking faster with each word. āI can leave. I should probably leave. I just wanted to check-ā
āOh my god.ā Dad is on his feet. āYouāre her. Youāre the medical student.ā
She nods, looking even more uncertain. āIāmāyes. I was the one whoāI saw the accident, and I-ā
She doesnāt get any further because Dad crosses the room in three strides and wraps her in a hug.
āThank you,ā he says, his voice thick. āThank you for saving my son. Thank you, thank you-ā
You stand frozen for a second, clearly startled, before awkwardly patting his back. āIāyouāre welcome. I just did what anyone would-ā
āNo.ā Mom is there now too, and as soon as Dad releases you, she pulls you into an equally tight embrace. āNo, what you did ā the surgeon said you saved his life. That if you hadnāt stabilized his neck, he wouldnāt have made it. You saved our boy.ā
Beau watches from the bed, unable to turn his head much but able to see enough. The woman ā the medical student who saved him ā looks completely overwhelmed, her eyes suspiciously bright.
āIām just glad heās okay,ā you manage. āIāve been checking the news, looking for updates, but I couldnāt find anything, and I was worried-ā
āHeās going to be okay,ā Mom assures you, finally releasing you. āThanks to you.ā
Then Dean is there, and he pulls you into a hug that actually lifts you off your feet slightly.
āI donāt know who you are yet,ā Dean says, ābut you saved my brotherās life, so youāre stuck with me now. Fair warning, Iām a hugger.ā
You laugh, the sound slightly watery. āI can tell.ā
āWhatās your name?ā Mom asks, steering you gently toward the bed.
āY/N Y/L/N,ā you say. āIām a second-year at Harvard Med.ā
āY/N,ā Dad repeats. āThatās a beautiful name.ā
You smile, still looking nervous, and then your eyes land on Beau.
Beau, who has been staring at you since you walked in.
Because holy shit.
Youāre beautiful. Like, devastatingly beautiful. Even in casual clothes with no makeup and looking slightly anxious, youāre the most stunning person Beau has ever seen. Thereās something about your eyes, warm and genuine, and the way you move, and-
Is this heaven? Did he actually die and this is some kind of afterlife? Because that would explain a lot.
āHi,ā you say softly, moving to his bedside. āHow are you feeling?ā
āLike I got hit by a tree,ā Beau rasps, then immediately winces. āSorry. That wasāIām apparently still working on the whole talking thing.ā
You laugh, and the sound does something strange to his chest. āThe tree definitely won that round. But Iām so glad to see you awake. When I left the scene, I-ā You pause, taking a shaky breath. āI wasnāt sure youād make it. Your injuries were severe.ā
āApparently youāre the reason I did make it,ā Beau says. He wishes he could sit up properly, look at you without the weird angle the neck brace forces. āThank you. I mean it. Thank you for stopping. For helping.ā
āOf course.ā You look genuinely confused by the gratitude. āI couldnāt just drive past.ā
āMost people would have,ā Dean interjects. Heās back in his chair but watching you with open fascination. āMost people wouldāve called 911 and kept going.ā
āI had training,ā you say simply. āAnd someone needed help. It wasnātāI mean, I just did what needed to be done.ā
āYou did a lot more than that,ā Dad says. āThe surgeon told us you stabilized his neck. That you thought quickly enough to prevent further damage. That you used your own coat to stop the bleeding.ā
You duck your head, embarrassed. āI had an emergency kit in my car. My momās paranoid about me driving alone at night. The coat was just the closest thing I had.ā
āDid you get it back?ā Beau asks. āYour coat?ā
āOh.ā You blink at him. āNo, IāI assume they had to cut it off you. Itās fine, though. It was just a coat.ā
āJust a coat that saved my life,ā Beau says. āAlong with you. So, not really just a coat.ā
You smile at him, and Beauās heart does something complicated in his chest. The monitors beside his bed beep slightly faster, and he desperately hopes no one notices.
āHow are you really feeling?ā You ask. āPain levels? Range of motion? Are you experiencing any numbness or tingling?ā
āDid you just go into doctor mode?ā Dean asks, amused.
āSorry.ā You look sheepish. āOccupational hazard. Iāve been worried aboutāI mean, cervical spine injuries are serious, and I was so scared Iād made the wrong call at the scene-ā
āYou made exactly the right call,ā Mom assures you. āEvery doctor weāve talked to has said so.ā
You nod, but you still look anxious. Beau recognizes the expression ā itās the same one he wears after a bad game, replaying every mistake.
āHey,ā he says, waiting until you look at him. āIām alive. I can move everything. The doctors say Iām going to make a full recovery. You did good. Better than good. You were amazing.ā
You hold his gaze for a moment, and something passes between them. Something Beau canāt name but can definitely feel.
āIām really glad youāre okay,ā you finally say, your voice soft.
āMe too,ā Beau replies. āThough Iām pretty sure I have the worst concussion in history because thereās no way someone as beautiful as you is real.ā
Thereās a beat of silence.
Then Dean bursts out laughing. āOh my god, did you just use a pickup line while in a neck brace in the ICU?ā
āItās not a pickup line if itās true,ā Beau says, not breaking eye contact with you.
Youāre blushing now, a pink tinge spreading across your cheeks. āI think your brain is working just fine,ā you manage.
āThatās what I said!ā Dean crows. āThe boyās got game even half-dead.ā
āDean,ā Mom says warningly, but sheās smiling.
You laugh again, shaking your head. āI should probably go. Let you rest. I just wanted to checkāto make sure you were okay.ā
āWait,ā Beau says quickly. Too quickly. The movement makes pain shoot through his neck, and he grimaces.
You step closer instinctively, your hand hovering near his shoulder. āAre you okay? Should I get a nurse?ā
āNo, Iām fine. I just-ā Beau takes as deep a breath as the chest wound allows. āCan I get your number? To, uh, keep you updated on my recovery. Since you saved my life and all.ā
Dean makes a noise thatās probably supposed to be a cough but sounds suspiciously like a laugh.
Youāre definitely blushing now, but youāre smiling too. āSure. Thatāyeah. Let me write it down.ā
Mom, bless her, immediately produces a pen and paper.
You write quickly, your handwriting surprisingly neat, and hand the paper to Beau. āText me anytime. I mean it. I want to know how youāre doing.ā
āI will,ā Beau promises. He wishes he could take the paper himself, but his arm is still heavily bandaged and moving it is a production. Dean takes it for him, setting it on the bedside table with a knowing smirk.
You linger for another moment, looking like you want to say something else. Finally, you speak. āYou know, I have to tell you something.ā
āYeah?ā
āIām a Harvard fan,ā you say, and thereās a hint of mischief in your eyes now. āWhich means Iām technically rooting against Briar. So you need to make a full recovery so we can beat you fair and square next season.ā
Beau stares at you. Then he laughs, the sound rough and painful but genuine. āYou save my life and then threaten to destroy me on the field?ā
āNot a threat,ā you say cheerfully. āA promise. Weāre coming for that championship.ā
āI love her,ā Dean announces. āBeau, I love her. Can we keep her?ā
āIām working on it,ā Beau mutters, which makes you laugh again.
āOkay, I really do need to go,ā you say, backing toward the door. āBut it was wonderful to meet you all. And Beau, heal up fast, okay? The rivalry isnāt fun if youāre not playing.ā
āYes maāam,ā Beau says, giving you a slight salute that his injuries allow.
You wave and slip out the door, closing it softly behind you.
The room is silent for exactly three seconds.
āDude,ā Dean says.
āNot now,ā Beau replies.
āYou just flirted with your guardian angel.ā
āDean-ā
āIn the ICU. While in a neck brace. While your parents were standing right there.ā
āI was perfectly respectful-ā
āYou told her she was too beautiful to be real!ā Dean is grinning like the Cheshire cat. āYour game is unreal, man. Iām actually impressed.ā
āYou asked for her number,ā Mom says, and she sounds amused too. āThat was certainly ⦠forward of you, sweetheart.ā
āI need to thank her properly,ā Beau says defensively. āItās only right.ā
āUh-huh,ā Dean says. āIs that what weāre calling it?ā
āSheās a Harvard fan,ā Beau continues, ignoring him. āWhich means sheās smart but has terrible taste in football teams. Someone needs to educate her.ā
āSomeone being you?ā Dad asks, his lips twitching.
āI mean, I feel like I owe her that much.ā
Dean is full-on cackling now. āYouāre going to date the girl who saved your life. Thatās some romance novel shit right there.ā
āIām notāwe just met. Iām just going to text her. To say thank you.ā
āSure,ā Dean says, not even trying to hide his grin. āJust thank you. Nothing else.ā
āDean, I swear-ā
āBoys,ā Mom interrupts, but sheās smiling. āBeau needs to rest.ā
āIām fine,ā Beau insists, even though heās exhausted just from the conversation.
āYou nearly died three days ago,ā Mom says firmly. āYou need rest. Dean, stop riling him up.ā
āYes, Mrs. Maxwell,ā Dean says dutifully.
After his parents leave to grab dinner, itās just Beau and Dean in the room. Dean is back in his chair, finally eating the munchkins heās been carrying around.
āShe was amazing,ā Beau says quietly. āNot justāI mean, yeah, sheās gorgeous. But she saved my life, Dean. She stopped on a highway in the middle of the night and saved my life.ā
āI know,ā Dean says, and all the teasing is gone from his voice now. āI know, man. We owe her everything.ā
āI was so close,ā Beau continues. His throat is tight. āDad said my neck ⦠one more movement and that wouldāve been it. And she fixed it. Some random medical student who happened to be driving by.ā
āNot random,ā Dean says. āRight place, right time. Some people would call that fate.ā
āYou believe in fate?ā
āI believe in you,ā Dean says simply. āAnd I believe youāre here for a reason. So yeah, maybe fate had something to do with putting her on that road at that exact moment.ā
Beau thinks about you ā your nervous smile, the way you brushed off the gratitude like it was nothing, the competitive spark in your eyes when you mentioned Harvard football.
āI think I was saved by an angel,ā he says.
āProbably,ā Dean agrees.
āAnd I think Iām in love.ā
Dean nearly chokes on his munchkin. āWhat?ā
āIām in love,ā Beau repeats. It sounds insane. It is insane. He just met you twenty minutes ago. But thereās something ā a pull, a connection, something he canāt explain.
āBeau, buddy, I say this with love ā youāre high as hell on pain meds right now.ā
āIām serious.ā
āYou just woke up from a medically induced coma like six hours ago.ā
āI know what I feel.ā
Dean studies him for a long moment. Then he sighs. āWell, shit. You really mean it.ā
āI really mean it.ā
āYouāre going to marry the girl who saved your life, arenāt you?ā
āIf sheāll have me,ā Beau says, completely serious.
Dean shakes his head, but heās smiling. āThis is either the most romantic thing Iāve ever witnessed or the pain meds talking. Iām not sure which.ā
āMaybe both,ā Beau admits. āBut I donāt care. Iām going to thank her properly. And then Iām going to get to know her. And then-ā
āThen youāre going to sweep her off her feet and ride off into the sunset?ā
āSomething like that.ā
āSheās a Harvard fan,ā Dean points out. āYou know thatās going to be a problem.ā
āIāll convert her.ā
āShe literally told you she is waiting for Harvard to beat you.ā
āSheās competitive. I like that.ā
Dean laughs, shaking his head. āYouāre insane. But okay. Iām here for it. Team Beau and his angel.ā
āHer name is Y/N.ā
āThat doesnāt have the same ring to it.ā
Beau doesnāt care. Heās already thinking about what to text you. How to thank you properly. How to convince you that stopping on that highway was the beginning of something, not just an isolated act of heroism.
His body is broken. His season is over. His recovery is going to be long and painful.
But for the first time since waking up, Beau feels hopeful.
Because somewhere out there is a girl who saved his life.
And heās going to spend his recovery figuring out how to deserve her.
āDean?ā He says.
āYeah?ā
āHelp me figure out what to text her.ā
Dean grins. āNow weāre talking.ā
They spend the next hour crafting the perfect message, with Dean offering increasingly ridiculous suggestions that Beau keeps vetoing. By the time visiting hours end and Dean is forced to leave, theyāve settled on something simple and genuine.
After Dean leaves, Beau stares at the piece of paper with your number, at your neat handwriting, and allows himself to smile.
Three days ago, his life nearly ended on a dark highway.
Today, looking at your number, it feels like itās just beginning.
***
The physical therapy room smells like sweat and determination, which Beau has decided is just a nicer way of saying it smells like pain.
āFive more, Maxwell,ā his PT says in that annoyingly cheerful voice that all physical therapists seem to possess. āYouāve got this.ā
Beau grits his teeth and pulls himself up on the bar, his neck muscles screaming in protest. Four months ago, he couldnāt lift his head off the pillow. Three months ago, he couldnāt walk without assistance. Two months ago, he couldnāt turn his head more than thirty degrees.
Now, heās doing pull-ups.
āOne,ā he grunts.
āGood. Keep that form.ā
āTwo.ā
āBreathe through it.ā
āThree.ā
āTwo more. Youāve got it.ā
āFour.ā His arms are shaking.
āLast one. Make it count.ā
Beau pulls himself up one final time, holding at the top for a three-count before lowering himself down. His muscles feel like jelly, but heās grinning.
āHell yeah!ā His PT claps him on the shoulder. āThatās what Iām talking about. Four months ago, you were in a neck brace wondering if youād ever play again. Look at you now.ā
āSo I can play?ā Beau asks hopefully.
āNice try. Thatās a question for your surgeon and your coach, not me. But I will say, physically youāre progressing faster than anyone expected.ā
Itās not a yes, but Beau will take it.
After the session, he checks his phone. Seventeen texts in the group chat with the guys, mostly Dean sending increasingly absurd memes. Three texts from his mom checking in. One from Coach Deluca asking about his PT progress.
And one from you.
Y/N:Ā How was PT? Did he make you cry today?
Beau smiles, typing back quickly.
Beau:Ā Only a little. Mostly manly tears of triumph though.
Y/N:Ā Sure. I believe you. Completely.
Beau:Ā I did five pull-ups.
Y/N:Ā FIVE? Beau, thatās amazing! Iām so proud of you!
Beau:Ā Thanks. Couldnāt have done it without my guardian angel believing in me.
Y/N:Ā Stop calling me that. Iām just a person who happened to be in the right place.
Beau:Ā A person with a hero complex and really good instincts under pressure. AKA an angel.
Y/N:Ā Youāre impossible.
Beau:Ā You love it.
Thereās a pause.
Y/N:Ā Maybe a little.
Beauās grin widens. Over the past four months, texting you has become his favorite part of recovery. You check in daily, asking about his PT sessions, his pain levels, his progress. You send him terrible medical jokes. You quiz him on anatomy when youāre studying, claiming heās helping you prepare for exams when really heās just learning more about the exact ways his body almost failed him.
Youāre funny and smart and competitive and kind, and Beau is more convinced every day that heās in love with you.
The only problem? Youāre still treating him like a patient. A friend, yes, but a friend you saved, which apparently puts him in some kind of off-limits category in your mind.
Heās been trying to change that. Slowly. Carefully.
Not carefully enough, according to Dean, who keeps telling him to ājust ask her out already, you coward.ā
But Beau wants to do this right. You saved his life. You deserve more than some half-assed attempt at romance from a guy who still canāt turn his head all the way without wincing.
His phone buzzes again.
Dean:Ā Emergency. Get to the house ASAP.
Beau:Ā Whatās wrong?
Dean:Ā Just get here. Itās important.
Beauās heart kicks up. Dean doesnāt do āemergencyā unless something is actually wrong. He grabs his bag and heads out, making the drive back to campus in record time.
He bursts through the door of the house he shares with Dean and half the hockey team, expecting ā he doesnāt know what. Fire? Flood? Someone dying?
Instead, he finds Dean standing in the living room surrounded by streamers, balloons, and a banner that reads I LIVED, BITCH.
āSurprise!ā Dean spreads his arms wide, grinning. āWeāre throwing you a party.ā
Beau stares. āYou said it was an emergency.ā
āIt is an emergency. Youāve been back on campus for a week and we havenāt properly celebrated your return from the dead.ā
āI wasnāt dead.ā
āYou were close enough that it counts.ā Dean starts hanging more streamers. āPartyās tonight. Eight PM. Everyoneās invited.ā
āEveryone?ā
āThe team. The guys. Some of the football players. Allie and her friends. That kid from your econ class who kept asking about you-ā
āDean-ā
āAnd Y/N.ā
Beau freezes. āWhat?ā
Deanās grin turns shit-eating. āI invited Y/N. She said yes, by the way. Sheāll be here around nine.ā
āYou invitedāwithout asking me-ā
āYouāve been texting her for months and havenāt made a move. Iām helping.ā
āBy ambushing me?ā
āBy creating the perfect opportunity.ā Dean hangs the last streamer and steps back to admire his work. āCome on, man. Party atmosphere, some drinks, you finally see her in person again ā itās romantic.ā
āItās manipulative.ā
āItās efficient.ā Dean throws an arm around Beauās shoulders. āTrust me. This is going to be great.ā
***
The party is, objectively, insane.
By nine PM, the house is packed. Music thumps through the speakers. Someone has set up a beer pong table. Tucker is already three drinks in and teaching a group of freshmen the rules of some drinking game that definitely doesnāt have any rules.
Beau is nursing a beer and trying not to look at the door every five seconds.
āDude, relax,ā Logan says, appearing at his elbow. āSheāll be here.ā
āIām relaxed.ā
āYou look like youāre about to throw up.ā
āThatās just my face.ā
āThatās not your face. I know your face. This is your āIām freaking outā face.ā
Garrett joins them, holding two beers. āIs he doing the thing where he stares at the door?ā
āHeās doing the thing,ā Logan confirms.
āI hate both of you,ā Beau mutters.
āYou love us,ā Garrett says cheerfully. āAnd you love Y/N, which is why youāre doing the door-staring thing.ā
āI donātāweāre friends.ā
āRight,ā Logan says. āFriends who text every day.ā
āFriends who have inside jokes,ā Garrett adds.
āFriends who he calls his guardian angel-ā
āOkay, yes, fine, I like her.ā Beau takes a long pull from his beer. āHappy?ā
āEcstatic,ā Dean says, materializing out of nowhere. āAnd youāre going to tell her tonight.ā
āIām not-ā
āYou are. Because life is short, Beau. You nearly died. You got a second chance. Are you really going to waste it being chicken about asking out the girl who saved you?ā
Beau opens his mouth to argue. Then closes it. Because damn it, Dean has a point.
āWhat if she says no?ā He asks quietly.
āThen she says no,ā Dean says. āBut what if she says yes?ā
Before Beau can respond, the front door opens.
And there you are.
Youāre wearing jeans and a simple black top, your hair down instead of in the ponytail you usually wear, and Beau forgets how to breathe.
āSheās here,ā Logan whispers unnecessarily.
āI can see that,ā Beau hisses back.
You spot them and wave, smiling as you make your way through the crowd. Allie intercepts you halfway, pulling you into a hug and saying something that makes you laugh.
āGo talk to her,ā Dean says, giving Beau a shove.
āI am talking to her.ā
āYouāre standing here like a statue. Go.ā
Beau takes a breath and crosses the room. You look up as he approaches, and your smile gets wider.
āHey!ā You say, and then youāre hugging him. Itās brief, casual, but Beauās heart still does something stupid in his chest. āI canāt believe Dean threw you an I Lived, Bitch party.ā
āI can,ā Beau says. āSubtlety isnāt really his thing.ā
āI brought you something.ā You dig in your bag and pull out a small wrapped package. āI was going to give it to you later, but here.ā
Beau takes it, curious. āYou didnāt have to get me anything.ā
āJust open it.ā
He unwraps it carefully. Inside is a keychain ā a small football with the Briar University logo engraved on it andĀ proof that miracles happenĀ on the other side.
Beau stares at it, his throat tight. āY/N-ā
āI know itās cheesy,ā you say quickly. āBut I saw it at this little shop near campus and thought of you. Because you are a miracle. You know that, right? The odds of you surviving what you survived, of recovering the way you have-ā
āHey.ā Beau sets the keychain carefully on the nearest table and takes your hand. āThank you. Really. This isāitās perfect.ā
You squeeze his hand, and for a moment, itās just the two of you in the crowded room.
Then Deanās voice booms over the music. āEVERYONE! CAN I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION?ā
The music cuts off. Everyone turns to look at Dean, whoās standing on the coffee table with a beer raised.
āOh no,ā Beau mutters.
āOh no,ā you echo, but youāre smiling.
āThree months ago,ā Dean announces, āmy best friend nearly died. Car crash, black ice, the whole dramatic scene. And while I was sitting in a hospital waiting room having a complete breakdown, there was someone else on a dark highway saving his life.ā
The crowd is silent, watching.
āY/N Y/L/N,ā Dean continues, finding you in the crowd. āStand up. Come on, donāt be shy.ā
You look mortified. āDean-ā
āStand up!ā
Reluctantly, you stand. The crowd turns to look at you.
āThis woman,ā Dean says, āstopped on the side of the road in the middle of the night. Couldāve driven past. Couldāve just called 911 and left. But she didnāt. She stopped. She used her medical training to stabilize Beauās neck, to stop the bleeding, to keep him alive until the paramedics arrived. The surgeon told us that if she hadnāt done what she did, Beau would have died at the scene.ā
Beau can see your eyes are shiny. His are probably the same.
āSo this party isnāt just about Beau living, though thatās obviously the main event,ā Dean continues. āItās about Y/N. About the fact that there are still people in the world who stop to help strangers. Who run toward danger instead of away from it. Who save lives because itās the right thing to do.ā
He raises his beer higher. āTo Y/N. Beauās guardian angel. The reason we still have our quarterback. The reason I still have my brother.ā
āTO Y/N!ā The crowd roars.
Youāre definitely crying now, wiping at your eyes with your free hand. Beau pulls you into a hug, and you bury your face in his shoulder.
āI hate your best friend,ā you mumble into his shirt.
āI know,ā Beau says, grinning. āMe too.ā
Dean, having successfully made everyone emotional, declares that the situation requires shots. Multiple shots. A truly irresponsible number of shots.
āI donāt think this is medically advisable,ā you protest as Dean lines up shot glasses on the kitchen counter.
āYouāre not on duty,ā Dean says. āAnd weāre celebrating. Celebrating requires shots.ā
āThatās not-ā
āShots! Shots! Shots!ā Tucker starts chanting. The crowd joins in.
You look at Beau helplessly. He shrugs. āWhen in Rome?ā
āRome didnāt have vodka.ā
āRome wouldāve had vodka if theyād survived a near-death experience.ā
You laugh and grab a shot glass. āFine. But Iām blaming you when I regret this tomorrow.ā
Dean passes out shots to everyone in the kitchen. āTo Beau!ā He shouts.
āTo Beau!ā Everyone echoes, and the shots go down.
One shot turns into two. Two turns into three. By shot four, youāre leaning against the counter, cheeks flushed, giggling at something Tucker is saying about his disastrous history midterm.
Beau stays close, not drinking as much because his tolerance is shot after months of not drinking, but enough that he feels warm and loose and brave.
āHaving fun?ā He asks, appearing at your side.
You beam up at him. āThe most fun. Dean is insane. I love him.ā
āDonāt tell him that. His ego canāt take it.ā
āToo late!ā Dean calls from across the room. āI heard! She loves me, Beau!ā
āYouāre the worst!ā Beau calls back.
āYou love me too!ā
āDebatable!ā
You laugh, the sound bright and unrestrained, and Beau wants to bottle it. Wants to keep it forever.
āCome on,ā he says, taking your hand. āLetās get some air.ā
He leads you through the crowd, out the back door to the porch. The April night is cool but not cold, the first real hint of spring in the air. The noise from the party is muffled out here, just the bass line thumping through the walls.
āThis is nice,ā you say, leaning against the railing. āQuieter.ā
āYeah.ā Beau stands beside you, close enough that your shoulders brush. āYou okay? Dean didnāt overwhelm you too much?ā
āAre you kidding? That toast was-ā Your voice catches. āThat was one of the nicest things anyoneās ever done for me.ā
āYou saved my life. You deserve a lot more than a toast.ā
āI was just doing what anyone would do.ā
āNo,ā Beau says firmly. āYou werenāt. You did something extraordinary. And I will spend the rest of my life being grateful for it.ā
You turn to face him, leaning your hip against the railing. āThe rest of your life, huh? Thatās a long time.ā
āNot long enough,ā Beau says. His heart is pounding, but whether itās from the alcohol or your proximity, he canāt tell. Probably both. āY/N, I-ā
āYeah?ā
āIāve been wanting to tell you something. For months, actually.ā
You tilt your head, curious. āWhat is it?ā
āI-ā He stops. Starts again. āDo you remember what you said to me in the hospital? About Harvard beating Briar fair and square?ā
āOf course. And I meant it. You guys are going down next season.ā
āSee, thatās the thing.ā Beau takes a small step closer. āIāve been thinking about that. About you being a Harvard fan and me playing for Briar. And I realized I donāt care.ā
āYou donāt care about football?ā You sound skeptical.
āI donāt care that weāre rivals. I donāt care that youāre rooting against my team. I donāt care about any of it because-ā He takes a breath. āBecause I like you. A lot. Like, an embarrassing amount for someone whoās supposed to be playing it cool.ā
Your eyes widen slightly. āBeau-ā
āI know weāve been friends,ā he continues quickly. āAnd if thatās all you want, Iāll take it. Iāll take whatever youāre willing to give me. But I need you to know that I think about you constantly. I look forward to your texts more than anything else in my day. When I was in PT, struggling through the worst pain Iāve ever experienced, the thought of texting you after kept me going.ā
āReally?ā Your voice is soft.
āReally.ā He reaches up, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. The gesture is gentle, tentative. āYou saved my life, Y/N. And then you kept saving it, every day, just by being you. By making me laugh when I wanted to give up. By believing I could recover when I wasnāt sure I could.ā
āI always believed in you,ā you whisper.
āI know. I felt it. Every text, every terrible medical joke, every time you called me out for pushing too hard or not hard enough ā I felt it.ā
Youāre staring at him now, your eyes bright in the porch light. āI like you too,ā you say. āI have for months. But I didnātāyou were recovering, and I didnāt want to take advantage-ā
āTake advantage?ā Beau laughs. āY/N, Iāve been trying to figure out how to ask you out since I woke up in that hospital bed and saw you for the first time.ā
āYou were on a lot of pain meds.ā
āDoesnāt make it less true.ā
You bite your lip, and Beau tracks the movement. āSo what now?ā
āNow,ā Beau says, stepping even closer, āIām going to ask you something.ā
āOkay.ā
āCan I kiss you?ā
Your breath catches. For a moment, you just stare at him. Then you smile ā that brilliant, beautiful smile that heās dreamed about for months.
āYes,ā you breathe. āGod, yes.ā
Beau cups your face in his hands, thumbs brushing against your cheeks, and leans in.
The first touch of your lips is electric. Soft and sweet and perfect. You make a small sound and melt into him, your hands coming up to grip his shirt.
Beau kisses you like heās been wanting to for months, which he has. Kisses you like youāre precious, which you are. Kisses you like heās afraid you might disappear, which part of him is.
You kiss him back just as intensely, your fingers curling into his hair, pulling him closer.
Someone starts whooping from inside. āYES! FINALLY! GET IT, MAXWELL!ā
Beau flips him off behind your back without breaking the kiss, which makes you laugh against his mouth.
āYour friends are watching,ā you mumble.
āDonāt care,ā Beau says, kissing you again.
āTheyāre cat-calling.ā
āStill donāt care.ā
You pull back slightly, just enough to meet his eyes. Your lips are kiss-swollen, your cheeks flushed, and Beau has never seen anything more beautiful.
āThis is really happening?ā You ask. āWeāre really doing this?ā
āIf you want to,ā Beau says. āI mean, I know itās complicated. The rivalry thing-ā
āIs football,ā you finish. āJust football. This is more important.ā
āYeah?ā
āYeah.ā You smile. āBesides, itāll make beating you next season even sweeter.ā
Beau laughs and kisses you again. āYouāre impossible.ā
āYou love it,ā you say, echoing your earlier text.
From inside, Dean is now leading a chant of āKISS! KISS! KISS!ā thatās quickly spreading through the party.
āWe should probably go back in,ā you say, not moving.
āProbably,ā Beau agrees, also not moving.
You stay like that for another moment, just looking at each other, before you finally step back and take his hand.
āCome on,ā you say. āBefore your best friend has an aneurysm.ā
You walk back into the party together, hands linked, and the entire room erupts into cheers.
Dean tackles Beau in a hug, nearly knocking you both over. āFINALLY! Do you know how hard itās been watching you pine for four months?ā
āGet off me,ā Beau laughs, shoving him away.
āIām the best wingman ever. Admit it.ā
āYouāre the worst.ā
āBut Iām your worst,ā Dean says, grinning. Then he turns to you. āWelcome to the family, Y/N. Youāre stuck with us now.ā
āI can think of worse fates,ā you say, smiling.
Logan and Tucker appear, both looking entirely too pleased with themselves.
āSo,ā Logan says. āAre you guys like, official? Is this a thing?ā
Beau looks at you. You look back.
āItās a thing,ā you say.
āItās definitely a thing,ā Beau confirms.
āWell fuck,ā Garrett says, joining the group with Hannah. āBecause Hannah bet me twenty bucks youād get together before summer, and I bet after. So thanks for costing me money, Beau.ā
āMy pleasure,ā Beau says dryly.
The party continues late into the night. Beau stays by your side, your fingers laced with his, and for the first time since the accident, everything feels right.
Better than right.
Perfect.
Later, when the crowd has thinned and itās just the core group sitting around the living room, Dean raises his beer one more time.
āTo second chances,ā he says.
āTo guardian angels,ā Tucker adds.
āTo love,ā Hannah says, making everyone groan.
āTo football rivalries,ā you contribute, which makes everyone laugh.
āTo all of it,ā Beau says, looking at you. āTo whatever brought you to that highway at that exact moment. To whatever made you stop. To whatever led us here.ā
You lean your head on his shoulder. āTo fate,ā you say softly.
āTo fate,ā Beau agrees.
And as he sits there, surrounded by his friends, his arm around the girl who saved his life in more ways than one, Beau canāt help but think that Dean was right.
Life is short. Second chances are rare.
And heās not going to waste a single moment of his.
***
The Briar University athletics facility smells like sweat and ambition at seven AM on a Saturday, which is exactly why Dean loves it. That, and the fact that most people are still asleep, leaving the weight room gloriously empty.
Well, mostly empty.
āCome on, Maxwell, one more set!ā Dean calls from his spot on the bench press. āOr are you going to let your girlfriend out-lift you?ā
Beau, currently doing bicep curls while watching you on the treadmill, flips him off without looking away from you. āSheās not trying to out-lift me. Sheās doing cardio.ā
āI can hear you both,ā you call from the treadmill, your ponytail swinging as you run. āAnd I absolutely could out-lift Beau if I wanted to.ā
āOh, fighting words!ā Dean sits up, grinning. āBeau, you gonna take that?ā
āYes,ā Beau says immediately. āHave you seen her deadlift? Itās terrifying and hot.ā
āItās medical student grip strength,ā you explain, not breaking stride. āYears of studying have given me callouses of steel.ā
āAnd here I thought it was just natural perfection,ā Beau says.
Dean makes gagging noises. āYou two are disgusting. Itās been five months. The honeymoon phase should be over by now.ā
āNever,ā Beau says cheerfully, setting down his weights and grabbing his water bottle.
Dean watches as Beau wanders over to your treadmill, leans against it, and says something that makes you laugh mid-stride. You nearly trip, smacking his arm, but youāre grinning.
Five months. Nearly half a year since that party. Half a year of watching his best friend fall more in love every single day.
Itās been an adjustment, Dean will admit. Suddenly having to share Beau with someone else, having to accept that heās no longer the most important person in Beauās life. But watching Beau now ā healthy, happy, whole ā Dean canāt begrudge it.
Especially because youāre pretty fucking cool.
You finish your run and hop off the treadmill, breathing hard but not winded. āOkay, whatās next? Weights? Core? Please say core. I need to work off the stress of this week.ā
āJust long,ā you say, stretching your arms over your head. āTwenty-hour shifts donāt leave a lot of time for self-care. Hence why Iām here at seven AM on my one day off instead of sleeping like a normal person.ā
āItās the endorphins,ā Dean says knowingly. āYouāre chasing that dopamine high.ā
āExactly,ā you agree quickly. āPurely scientific. Nothing to do with-ā
āWith wanting to see Beau shirtless and sweaty?ā Dean finishes, smirking.
You turn red. āIāthatās notāI mean-ā
āNothing wrong with that,ā Beau says, already pulling his shirt over his head. āI am pretty great to look at.ā
āYour ego is showing,ā you mutter, but youāre definitely staring.
Dean laughs. āOkay, lovebirds, letās actually work out. Beau, youāve got full medical clearance now, right?ā
āAs of last week,ā Beau confirms, and thereās an edge of excitement in his voice that Dean recognizes. Itās the same excitement thatās been building since the doctors finally, finally said he could return to full contact practice. āCoach wants me back in peak condition before the season starts.ā
āWhich is three weeks,ā Dean adds. āSo weāve got to get you whipped into shape.ā
The effect is immediate and bizarre.
Beau and you lock eyes across the weight room. Something passes between you ā some kind of silent communication that Dean has seen before but never understood. Itās like you share a brain sometimes, which is both impressive and deeply unsettling.
Then, in perfect unison, you both gasp dramatically.
āDid you just say-ā you start.
āWhipped into shape?ā Beau finishes.
āOh no,ā Dean says, recognizing the gleam in both your eyes. āNo. Whatever youāre thinking-ā
But itās too late.
You sprint to the corner of the gym where someone has left a pile of equipment. You emerge triumphantly holding two jump ropes.
āWhere did you evenāwhen did you-ā Dean sputters.
āShhh,ā you say, tossing one rope to Beau, who catches it with a grin that can only be described as maniacal. āLet us have this.ā
āHave what?ā Dean asks, genuinely concerned now.
You and Beau exchange another look. Then you hold up one finger and suddenly youāre both jumping rope and singing.
āI WANT YOU WHIPPED INTO SHAPE!ā You belt out, your voice surprisingly strong for someone who just ran three miles.
āWHEN I SAY JUMP, SAY āHOW HIGH?āā Beau joins in, jumping rope with enough enthusiasm to be concerning given that he had spinal surgery less than a year ago.
Dean stares. Just stares.
āYOU KNOW YOUāRE DOING IT RIGHT,ā you continue, now doing some kind of complicated jump rope move that involves crossing your arms.
āWHEN YOU START TO CRY!ā Beau adds, attempting the same move and nearly tripping over the rope.
āIF YOU DONāT LOOK LIKE YOU SHOULD,ā you both sing together now, jumping in sync, āYOUāVE GOT TO-ā
āWHIP IT, WHIP IT, WHIP IT GOOD!ā
You finish with a flourish, both of you breathing hard, jump ropes held high like youāve just won Olympic gold.
Thereās a moment of silence.
Then you and Beau collapse into laughter, dropping the ropes and leaning on each other for support.
āWhat,ā Dean says slowly, āthe actual fuck was that?ā
āLegally Blonde: The Musical,ā you gasp out between giggles. āBrooke Wyndham is an icon.ā
āAnd when you said whipped into shape-ā
āWe just had to,ā you finish together.
Dean continues to stare. āYou two are insane.ā
āProbably,ā Beau agrees, still grinning.
āDefinitely,ā you add, not looking remotely apologetic.
Dean shakes his head, but heās smiling now. āI donāt know whether to be impressed or concerned that you both knew all the words.ā
āBe impressed,ā Beau says. āWe also know the choreography to āOmigod You Guys.āā
āWe do NOT need to see that,ā Dean says quickly.
āYour loss,ā you say cheerfully. āItās iconic.ā
Beau wraps an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close and pressing a kiss to your temple. You lean into him naturally, like itās the most normal thing in the world. Like youāve been doing it for years instead of months.
And Dean ā¦
Dean has a moment.
Heās been Beauās best friend for years. Has seen him date casually, has seen him hook up at parties, has seen him in relationships that lasted a few months before fizzling out. But this thing with you ⦠itās different.
Itās in the way Beau looks at you, like you hung the moon and stars. Itās in the way you know what heās thinking before he says it. Itās in the stupid inside jokes and the synchronized musical numbers and the fact that Beau drove to your apartment in Cambridge just to bring you coffee before a tough rotation.
Itās in the way you saved his life, yes, but also in the way you keep saving it, every day, just by existing.
And Dean realizes, standing in a weight room at seven AM on a Saturday, watching his best friend and his girlfriend be ridiculous together, that youāre soulmates.
The thought hits him with unexpected force. Heās never believed in soulmates before ā always thought it was romantic nonsense, something people made up to explain compatibility. But looking at you and Beau now, he canāt think of another word for it.
Whatever happened that night last February ā the deer, the ice, the crash, the fact that you were on that exact stretch of highway at that exact moment ā it wasnāt just coincidence.
It was fate.
It had to be.
Because the odds of everything aligning the way it did? Of you having the exact training needed to save him? Of you stopping when most people wouldnāt? Of Beau surviving injuries that should have killed him?
The odds were astronomical.
And yet here you both are.
āDean?ā Your voice pulls him from his thoughts. āYou okay? You look weird.ā
āIām fine,ā Dean says. His voice comes out rougher than intended. āJust thinking.ā
āDangerous,ā Beau jokes, but heās looking at Dean with concern now. āSeriously, man, whatās up?ā
Dean opens his mouth. Closes it. How does he even put this into words?
āI just-ā He stops. Tries again. āYou two are it for each other, arenāt you?ā
The question hangs in the air.
You and Beau look at each other. Something passes between you again ā that silent communication that Deanās starting to understand is just how you two operate.
āYeah,ā Beau says finally, turning back to Dean. āYeah, we are.ā
āI love him,ā you add simply. āLike, scary amount. Forever amount.ā
āIām going to marry her,ā Beau says, like itās the most obvious thing in the world. āProbably not today, because I think sheād kill me if I proposed in a gym-ā
āI absolutely would,ā you confirm.
ā-but someday. Definitely someday.ā
Dean feels his throat get tight. āGood,ā he manages. āThatās good.ā
āAre you crying?ā You ask, peering at him.
āNo,ā Dean says. Heās definitely about to cry. āShut up.ā
āOh my god, you are!ā Beau looks delighted. āDean Di Laurentis, notorious womanizer and emotionally unavailable hockey player, is crying over our relationship!ā
āIām not crying. Itās allergies.ā
āThatās not-ā
Dean crosses the gym and pulls both of you into a hug, one arm around each of them. āIām really glad you didnāt die,ā he tells Beau.
āMe too, man,ā Beau says, returning the hug. āMe too.ā
āAnd Iām really glad you stopped,ā Dean says to you. āThat night. Iām really glad you stopped and saved him. Because I donāt know what I wouldāve done if-ā His voice cracks.
You squeeze him tighter. āIām glad I stopped too.ā
āYouāre stuck with us now,ā Dean continues. āYou know that, right?ā
āI can live with that,ā you say softly.
You stand there for a moment, the three of you, holding onto each other in an empty weight room while early morning sunlight streams through the high windows.
Finally, Beau pulls back, wiping at his eyes. āOkay, enough emotions. Weāre supposed to be working out.ā
āRight,ā you agree, also suspiciously misty-eyed. āWorking out. Building strength. Whipping into shape.ā
āDonāt,ā Dean warns.
āWeāve got to-ā
āNo-ā
āWHIP IT, WHIP IT, WHIP IT GOOD!ā You and Beau shout together, dissolving into laughter again.
āI hate you both,ā Dean says, but heās grinning.
āNo you donāt,ā Beau says, slinging an arm around Deanās shoulders.
āYou love us,ā you add, linking your arm through Deanās other arm.
āUnfortunately,ā Dean admits. āNow come on. If you two are done with your Broadway moment, Beau actually does need to get whipped into shape before camp starts.ā
āIām in great shape,ā Beau protests.
āYouāre in good shape,ā you correct. āGreat shape requires more work. Doctorās orders.ā
āYouāre not my doctor.ā
āI could be. Want me to check your reflexes?ā
āThat sounds like innuendo.ā
āIt wasnāt, but I like where your headās at.ā
Dean makes a strangled sound. āI did NOT need that mental image.ā
āThen stop listening to our conversations,ā Beau says reasonably.
āYouāre having them three feet away from me!ā
āSounds like a you problem,ā you say cheerfully.
The workout continues, but the energy has shifted. Thereās something lighter about it now, something that feels like the future rather than the past.
Dean watches as Beau spots you during squats, his hands hovering near your waist, ready to catch you if needed. Watches as you correct Beauās form on shoulder presses with the clinical precision of someone who knows exactly how bodies work. Watches as you both take a water break and Beau pulls you in for a kiss thatās probably too long for a public gym but that no oneās around to complain about.
And someday ā maybe years from now, maybe at that wedding Dean is already planning in his head ā heās going to tell this story.
Heās going to tell everyone about the night Beau almost died. About the medical student who stopped to save him. About the months of recovery and the I Lived, Bitch party and the first kiss and the musical numbers in the gym.
Heās going to tell them about soulmates, about fate, about second chances.
And heās going to tell them that he knew.
He knew from that moment in the weight room, watching them be ridiculous together, that you were forever.
And Dean allows himself to feel grateful. Grateful for black ice and bad timing and good Samaritans. Grateful for medical training and quick thinking and jump ropes in gyms. Grateful for musicals and inside jokes and the way love can find you in the darkest moments.
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