It’s Just Me, Sam.

What you said yesterday really hurt. However, I knew this was eventually coming.. I knew someone new and shiny would come along and take my spot. It’s how life works. Don’t worry, I won’t bother you anymore. I don’t want to ruin anything special you might have going on. And I don’t hate you, I will ALWAYS have love for you and your family. Honestly, I thought I was ready to move on but knowing I’m still very vulnerable about the situation, I need more time to heal. I don’t blame you or hold any type of grudge towards you. Any.. I think about all the things we’ve gone through.. and it makes me sad, even angry but at the end of the day, I had part in all of it. I chose to stay, to put up with a lot of things because I truly loved you. Not because it was convenient for me. It was never because of that. I’d rather be alone and heal but I want to thank you for your time. I’m trying to be mature about this because you were a special person in my life. I’m sorry things didn’t work out. I’m sorry if I wasn’t great at communicating or understanding you. And I’m sorry if I wasn’t enough.